feeling lost and alone....
where do I go?
what do I do?
what do I say to you?
what an amazing life,
not
what a family,
not
all of these years of pain,
look what you did to me....
too many times you've hurt me
all you do is put me down
well I've taken too much now
too much to carry on
just one more pill
and I'll be
gone.............

went to megan's. lol. we were readin through some of the stuff we wrote at school last year....they were good times. found old notes we passed in class, stupid nursery rhymes to annoy teachers with, little stories, etc. wish I could go back to those days....*there'd be nothing I'd change about my friends, but I'd change everything with you. You would be one of my friends. We'd be so much closer.*

Anyway, here's one of our favourites:

Sunday School:

Little Mary didn't listen much in Sunday School. She was always asleep.
One day, the teacher asked, "Mary, who created the universe and everything in it?"
John, the annoying little boy who sat behind Mary, took out a pin and poked Mary in the back.
Mary sht up. "God Almighty!" she cried
"Very good." said the teacher, and Mary went back to sleep.
"Who is our Lord? Our one and only Saviour? Mary?" asked the teacher.
Once again, John poked Mary with the pin.
"Jesus Christ!" she cried
"Well done." said the teacher.
A while later, the teacher said, "Now Mary, what did Eve say to Adam after she'd had her 23rd child?"
"IF YOU STICK THAT THING IN ME ONE MORE TIME I'LL BREAK IT IN HALF!"

The teacher fainted.

too many times you've tried to rip a hole into our friendship.
this is how it's been,
how it always will be.
You think you're above me,
now I need to end this.

four words to choke upon;

LOOK AT ME NOW!