Got back from Italy lastnight. Had a great holiday.
I met an extremely hot guy called andy garcia.
a little taller than me, with longish, blond ringleted hair, dark eyes and a very nice arse! ^_^

after a few days of exchanging looks and a small talk of "hey" when we passed each other, we met on the friday night and spent the evening on the beach. we stayed out 'till 1AM; sitting on the pier, looking out over lake garda. it was so beautiful.... you could see the sparkly lights in the distance.. ^_^

We became very close over that week and we're still close now. In fact, i'm going to see him in a few weeks. i can't wait....

If only life were as simple...........

MOUSE MANGUAGE!!!!
Lol. I've been away this weekend and when we got drunk we all started talking mouse manguage. it's hilarious; especially when you're drunk! of course, if you don't know the subject of the conversation then you're a bit stuffed when they convert everything to mouse manguage! lol.
mi meckon me mud mearn mouse manguage min mool!!! mit mud me mamazing!

hehe.

~*~Renaissance~*~

Tragic desire.........

~ I did a quiz to see which Escaflowne character I am like.
here's the result

OW! We had a party lastnite. (I know 'coz there's empty bottles everywhere.) ALL our food's been eaten and there's NO alcohol in the house at all anymore!

This morning I woke up in the wrong room and I don't know how I got there 'coz I could swear I went to bed....

Oh well!

but yeh, have a really bad headache and can barely stay awake so I'll go and have a HUGE cup of coffee now.
mmmmmmmm..............coffee..........

I need: love
I find: emptiness inside myself
I want: happiness
I have: regrets
I wish: I was dead
I hate: my life
I fear: myself
I am: lonely
I love: . . . . . . .
I miss: him
I feel: unhappy
I smell: death
I hear: music
I know: I shouldn't be here
I crave: to slip into a "dream" and never wake up again.
I should: stop
I search: my mind
I wonder: if life will ever get better
I regret: everything I've done

Well, to be honest, I'm not gonna bother trying coz all you ever do is throw it back in my face. Some friend you are....

We had some good times and I really don't see what your problem is. Yeah, If you'd have done it to me then i'd be pissed of to start with but you really should have got over it by now! It wasn't that bad! And anyway, we are supposed to be friends. You've seen Shrek and "That's what friends do! THEY FORGIVE EACH OTHER!"

I said I'm sorry but you would obviously prefer to be a bit of a child and ignore me, rather than being mature and admitting that you are over-reacting. So fine. If you want to act like a kid, go ahead. I'm not bothered.

I'll miss your friendship, coz you're a good friend. But you want it like this. So have it your way.

goodbye. xxx

Everyone says you only fall in love once but that’s not true, everytime I hear your voice I fall in love all over again

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If you love someone put their name in a circle not a heart, a heart can be broken but a circle goes on forever



When I first saw you I was afraid to talk to you
When I first talked to you I was afraid to like you
When I first liked you I was afraid to love you
Now that I love you I m afraid to lose you



Last night I looked up at the stars
and matched each one with a reason why I love you.
I was doing great, but then I ran out of stars.

~*~

Loving *U* is like breathing...how can I stop?



Milk does the body good but DAMN how much did you drink?



I ran up the door, closed the stairs, said my pajamas, and put on my prayers.
Turned off the bed, and hopped into the light, all because you kissed me good night



A memory lasts FOREVER never does it die,
true friends stay together and never say goodbye



Love Is.... When You Don't Want To Go To Sleep Because Reality Is Better Than A Dream



If I could be anything I would be your tear; so I could be born in your eye, live down your cheek and die on your lips



If you love me like you told me please be careful with my heart,
you can take it; just don't break it,
or my world will fall apart



Everyday That Goes By It Seems Like I Discover Something New about You To Love.
It’s Incredible To Me How One Person Can Make Such A *BIG* Difference In My Life.
You Touch Me In A Way No One Else Ever Has And Give Me So Many Reasons To Love You



Don’t settle for the one you can live with...wait for the one you can’t live without



I wasn't kissing him, I was just telling his lips a secret!!



If you're naughty go to your room.. If you want to be naughty, go to mine!



I'm Hated by many, Loved by none, Envied by few, Yet wanted by one



God created men first, cause you always make a rough draft before a masterpiece!



It’s better to let someone think you are an Idiot than to open your mouth and prove it



God made coke god made Pepsi god made *that guy* so darn sexy!!!



Guys are like slinkies its always fun to watch them fall down the stairs



Fine guys open my eyes, smart guys open my mind but only a sweet guy can open my heart



If you're nice, you can call me sweetie. If you're sweet you can call me hunny. If you're hot you can call me tonight.


Some times your mind doesn’t want you 2 be in love..but deep down you know you are....



Your Hugs & Kisses are like the stars, you light up my life when things get dark



If You're asking if I Need You, the answer is forever.. If You're asking if I'll Leave You, the answer is Never..If You're asking what I value, the Answer is You.. if You're asking if I love You, the answer is I do



¨*:·.People are gonna talk about you, especially if they envy you and the life you have....leet them. You affected their life, they didn't affect yours.·:*



~If I could be an angel, I'd make your every wish come true, but I am only human, Just a girl who's loving you~



You know your in love when the hardest thing to say is goodbye



Love is ... Running into his arms, Colliding with his heart, And exploding into his soul



4 out of 5 voices in my head say go back to sleep



When you finally find the perfect guy you think to yourself, why isn't he taken?


Sing as if nobody is listening, dance as if nobody is watching, and love as if your heart will never be broken.



Destiny is not a matter of chance, it is a matter of choice; it is not a thing to be waited for; it is a thing to be achieved



Maybe god wants you to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when you do finally meet the right person, you know how to be grateful.



you need a guy that you can go to with your hair ratted and make-up running down your face 'cause you've been crying and he will still say '' YOU LOOK AS BEAUTIFUL AS EVER'' ~

feeling lost and alone....
where do I go?
what do I do?
what do I say to you?
what an amazing life,
not
what a family,
not
all of these years of pain,
look what you did to me....
too many times you've hurt me
all you do is put me down
well I've taken too much now
too much to carry on
just one more pill
and I'll be
gone.............

went to megan's. lol. we were readin through some of the stuff we wrote at school last year....they were good times. found old notes we passed in class, stupid nursery rhymes to annoy teachers with, little stories, etc. wish I could go back to those days....*there'd be nothing I'd change about my friends, but I'd change everything with you. You would be one of my friends. We'd be so much closer.*

Anyway, here's one of our favourites:

Sunday School:

Little Mary didn't listen much in Sunday School. She was always asleep.
One day, the teacher asked, "Mary, who created the universe and everything in it?"
John, the annoying little boy who sat behind Mary, took out a pin and poked Mary in the back.
Mary sht up. "God Almighty!" she cried
"Very good." said the teacher, and Mary went back to sleep.
"Who is our Lord? Our one and only Saviour? Mary?" asked the teacher.
Once again, John poked Mary with the pin.
"Jesus Christ!" she cried
"Well done." said the teacher.
A while later, the teacher said, "Now Mary, what did Eve say to Adam after she'd had her 23rd child?"
"IF YOU STICK THAT THING IN ME ONE MORE TIME I'LL BREAK IT IN HALF!"

The teacher fainted.

too many times you've tried to rip a hole into our friendship.
this is how it's been,
how it always will be.
You think you're above me,
now I need to end this.

four words to choke upon;

LOOK AT ME NOW!