[Firenze]'s diary

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Written about Sunday 2006-06-18
Written: (6731 days ago)
Next in thread: 72216

Torn in Two


Cut in half on a table,
It lays there beating no more,
A lifeless muscle spilt in two,
As one love is lost,
And another is found.

Everytime the heart feels a loved ones presence,
The butcher carves another slice into it,
Everytime the heart feels pain,
The butcher cuts another peice off it,
It bleeds and bleeds but no one cares.

To the butcher the heart is just an organ,
It is not a thing of beauty, passion and love,
It is just meat and muscle,
Lub dub, lub dub, lub dub,
Is that all it is for? The beat?

It feels love for one,
But it belongs to another,
It has been cut in two,
But it longs to be whole,
Is love this fickle?

It always hides from the one it loves,
It always hides from the truth,
The butcher makes his cuts from this,
As he always knows the truth,
For he is always in the mind.
72074  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2006-06-17
Written: (6732 days ago)
Next in thread: 72197

*runs around in circles* My hair is blue, my hair is blue, my hair is blue, LMAO...

Yes I am mad enough to dye my entire hair a really dark blue along with a royal blue, teehee! If ye wishes to see my blue hair take the poll that I am about to put up :P

69222  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-05-26
Written: (6754 days ago)

Whee! Going camping for a week! What a boredom festival...I hate camping, would rather stay home...

Anyway I am spending a week in Dorset, England, I just hope it doesn't rain the entire time I am there *grumbles about crap English weather.

Leaving on the 27th May and coming back on the 3rd June...

67054  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-05-07
Written: (6773 days ago)
Next in thread: 67092

Hey just to let you all know I am going on Study leave from Heddate sites for a month or so because of my A-Level exams which start for me on the 16th May which is not to far away. So I will need to get my head down into my revision notes so I can pass them this year. I should return to my normal online time by the 7th June as that is when my final exam is and it is chemistry none the less >.<

As for my jobs they have already been covered so there should be no problem there.

I apologize for any problems this may cause but education takes priority.

Laters

Kelly ^_^

PS Only message me if you are totally desperate to get something done but keep the Giffie-Pet orders coming in...

66672  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2006-05-04
Written: (6776 days ago)

Muhwahahahahahaha ^_^ I has a new mobile phone :P *clutches it so sister cannot steal it for it is purtyful* Contract needed updating so that means new phone, yay ^_^ Now I have a sony ericsson w800i which looks like thus:

<img:http://www.digitaltechnews.com/photos/uncategorized/walkman_phones.jpg>

It is mine :P

65862  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-04-30
Written: (6780 days ago)

Whee! Hey ho all! I am on a high at the moment, as a certain wiki called soundbites becomes more popular and I get the odd message or 2 asking how to upload sounds and record voices. So I am happy about that, any the link to it is below :P

<img:stuff/SoundBitesMini3.gif>

SoundBites

The Voices of the EP underground


Also if you dislike ASCII Art, then check out anti-ascii, there are people whom probably dislike it more than you, so come and join us, and laugh at the poor souls who put countless of annoying ASCII Art in their house :P
65716  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-04-28
Written: (6782 days ago)

This week has been a bumpy week, there have been good things and there have been bad things but then again everyone has this type of week once maybe 4 times a year...

Bad Points
• I had two pieces of coursework back this week and were due in this week as well so had to blitz them;
• Exam timetables came through;
• Got a load of biology core practicals to write up for biology exam in 2 weeks;
• Dad is off work with a slipped disc and trapped nerve;
• Mum is stressing;
• I am having to take of my family as well as do my school work;
• Find out ex-boyfriend was actually cheating on me;
• Ex-boyfriend finally admits he is cheating on me and dumps me

Good Points
• Done all the coursework and can now focus on revision for exams;
• Am single again;
• Have photo's from my trip to London that I need to upload for all to see;
• Have new photo's of me but need to upload them.

65184  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2006-04-24
Written: (6786 days ago)
Next in thread: 65214, 65621

Will be on and off for a while...need to sort life out totally...real life sucks...online life sucks...not much point in living really...but I will fight on as usual *sighs*

Exams coming up...and have a load of bullshit to deal with great...first exam is on the 16th May...fuck...*dies*

Also about my previous diary note, just because I am pissed at someone doesn't mean friends or anyone who reads it can fuck with them. If I hear about people attacking her in messages, you will have me to deal with as this is not your battle! It is my problem so therefore my battle so back off!

65093  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-04-23
Written: (6787 days ago)
Next in thread: 65105, 65148

Gone for a week...may return, may not, have been hurt badly tonight by the person I love the most...

If he reads this, then he will know that I love him more than my own life and would do anything for him, even give up my own life. But then again I suppose in the current mood he is in he wouldn't care about that *sighs*

As for the bitch who I think caused this, you will never gain my forgiveness nor respect again. You are a serpent that slithers their way into other peoples relationships and ruins them. You are a whore and I hate you with the dearest passion. You're a bloody spiteful bitch, who lies and cheats to get people to like you, you need to learn to keep somethings to yourself or next time it will bite you in the ass so hard you won't know where to fucking turn. Just think yourself lucky that someone does like you and has persuaded me to do something that will cause uproar on this site.

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Written about Tuesday 2006-04-18
Written: (6792 days ago)

Right I took this personality disorder test on www.similarminds.com and the results I got were like OMG! I AM NOT SELF-ABSORBED! Grrrrr...dumb test.

Well this is the results:

Extraversion  ||||||||||  33%
Stability |||||||||||| 46%
Orderliness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 63%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 63%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Artistic |||||||||||| 43%
Religious |||||| 23%
Hedonism || 10%
Materialism |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Narcissism |||||| 30%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||| 63%
Need to dominate || 10%
Romantic  ||||||||||||||||||||  90%
Avoidant |||||| 23%
Anti-authority |||||||||| 36%
Wealth |||||||||| 36%
Dependency |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Change averse |||||||||||||||| 63%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Individuality |||||||||||| 43%
Sexuality |||||||||||| 50%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical security |||||||||||||| 56%
Physical fitness |||||||||||||| 57%
Histrionic |||||| 23%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Vanity |||||| 23%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Female cliche |||||||||| 36%

Stability results were medium which suggests you are moderately relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.

Orderliness results were high which suggests you are overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense too often of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun.

Extraversion results were moderately low which suggests you are reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.

trait snapshot:
clean, secretive, does not make friends easily, observer, hates large parties, risk averse, perfectionist, reclusive, solitude loving, more practical than abstract, does not like to stand out, high self control, intellectual, mind over heart, very cautious, takes precautions, respects authority, irritable, emotionally sensitive

62694  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2006-04-05
Written: (6805 days ago)

Right, for starters I had better tell you all that I am going to be away from EP from the 11th April to the 18th April 2006 as I am going to Wellington, Somerset, England, to stay with my Uncle whilst my parents plus my brothers and sisters stay in a barn in France with my Aunt, Uncle and their children (who are nightmares) in the middle of nowhere and the nearest town is like a 4 hour walk, so there is no way I was going there with no vehicle to drive to get to town. Plus my parents don't think I get enough breaks from Devon, but there is one thing, I LOVE DEVON. Also I won't be online much the week before that because of work and coursework and exam revision which will be oh so joyous *dies*

I am going to have to say sorry to all the people I roleplay with because of this but I mean it is only a couple of weeks over the Easter holidays. I am also going to have to say sorry for any problems this may cause with my EP work also but I have to have a holiday, revision time and coursework time sometime :P

So yeah, sorry :(

Kelly

53293  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-02-03
Written: (6866 days ago)
52611  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-01-29
Written: (6871 days ago)

Okay I am getting fed up with the unimaginative minds of some people here on EP who fill their bloody houses with ASCII art, so if there is anyone out there whom agree with me then join anti-ascii

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