Will be on and off for a while...need to sort life out totally...real life sucks...online life sucks...not much point in living really...but I will fight on as usual *sighs*

Exams coming up...and have a load of bullshit to deal with great...first exam is on the 16th May...fuck...*dies*

Also about my previous diary note, just because I am pissed at someone doesn't mean friends or anyone who reads it can fuck with them. If I hear about people attacking her in messages, you will have me to deal with as this is not your battle! It is my problem so therefore my battle so back off!

Gone for a week...may return, may not, have been hurt badly tonight by the person I love the most...

If he reads this, then he will know that I love him more than my own life and would do anything for him, even give up my own life. But then again I suppose in the current mood he is in he wouldn't care about that *sighs*

As for the bitch who I think caused this, you will never gain my forgiveness nor respect again. You are a serpent that slithers their way into other peoples relationships and ruins them. You are a whore and I hate you with the dearest passion. You're a bloody spiteful bitch, who lies and cheats to get people to like you, you need to learn to keep somethings to yourself or next time it will bite you in the ass so hard you won't know where to fucking turn. Just think yourself lucky that someone does like you and has persuaded me to do something that will cause uproar on this site.

Right I took this personality disorder test on www.similarminds.com and the results I got were like OMG! I AM NOT SELF-ABSORBED! Grrrrr...dumb test.

Well this is the results:

Extraversion  ||||||||||  33%
Stability |||||||||||| 46%
Orderliness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 63%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 63%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Artistic |||||||||||| 43%
Religious |||||| 23%
Hedonism || 10%
Materialism |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Narcissism |||||| 30%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||| 63%
Need to dominate || 10%
Romantic  ||||||||||||||||||||  90%
Avoidant |||||| 23%
Anti-authority |||||||||| 36%
Wealth |||||||||| 36%
Dependency |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Change averse |||||||||||||||| 63%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Individuality |||||||||||| 43%
Sexuality |||||||||||| 50%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical security |||||||||||||| 56%
Physical fitness |||||||||||||| 57%
Histrionic |||||| 23%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Vanity |||||| 23%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Female cliche |||||||||| 36%

Stability results were medium which suggests you are moderately relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.

Orderliness results were high which suggests you are overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense too often of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun.

Extraversion results were moderately low which suggests you are reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.

trait snapshot:
clean, secretive, does not make friends easily, observer, hates large parties, risk averse, perfectionist, reclusive, solitude loving, more practical than abstract, does not like to stand out, high self control, intellectual, mind over heart, very cautious, takes precautions, respects authority, irritable, emotionally sensitive

Right, for starters I had better tell you all that I am going to be away from EP from the 11^th April to the 18^th April 2006 as I am going to Wellington, Somerset, England, to stay with my Uncle whilst my parents plus my brothers and sisters stay in a barn in France with my Aunt, Uncle and their children (who are nightmares) in the middle of nowhere and the nearest town is like a 4 hour walk, so there is no way I was going there with no vehicle to drive to get to town. Plus my parents don't think I get enough breaks from Devon, but there is one thing, I LOVE DEVON. Also I won't be online much the week before that because of work and coursework and exam revision which will be oh so joyous *dies*

I am going to have to say sorry to all the people I roleplay with because of this but I mean it is only a couple of weeks over the Easter holidays. I am also going to have to say sorry for any problems this may cause with my EP work also but I have to have a holiday, revision time and coursework time sometime :P

So yeah, sorry :(

Kelly

http://amishdonkey.com/she-blocked-me.php

Tis relatively funny :P

Okay I am getting fed up with the unimaginative minds of some people here on EP who fill their bloody houses with ASCII art, so if there is anyone out there whom agree with me then join anti-ascii

Right, just to get things clear with everyone, I am not doing any work of any sort until after Wednesday 12th January 2006 as I have 4 major exams (2 Psychology, 1 Chemistry, 1 Biology) which I need to pass, so please do not bother me over any work detail, unless it is high priority that it gets done.

Speak to ya later

Kelly

Hey to all peeps out there who are interested in roleplaying!

There is now an Roleplayers Guild for all those interested in roleplaying, please check it out ^_^

For my friends that have my msn address, I say "hey ho" as a greeting it is not meant as an insult as one particular friend of mine seems to think it is. Yes I could just say "Hi" or "hey" but that would mean losing the funside of some of my conversations.

I also do not like people bitching about it to me when talking to me on msn...if you do start bitching to me about it, I will block you on msn and if it continues here on EP, our relation will be ended and you will be blocked!!

Wheeeeeee!!! My wiki Hug the Guards came in 2nd place in the Best Wiki Award catagory of the Elfpack Awards *celebrates* I am soooooo...happy...tra la la la la...

My sweetie [Dwemer] came in 2nd place in the Cutest Boy Award, I am so happy for him ^_^

Here is something very import reguarding my situation in the near future...

--> Firenze in the Real World