[psychoflea]'s diary
So Heather and I Broke up. We are no longer together after 2 years. Some of you out there know how i feel. I have talked to my parents and they have made me feel better. I think maybe we do need some time apart. It hurts but maybe we aren't ready for that close of a relationship. Hopefully down the road we can try again. She needs to concentrate on her school work and her family and friends as do I. But for right now, I think i'm just going to date. I don't want a relationship. There are a few people that are eyeballing me and I'll start talking to them. Maybe have some fun on the side. I'm a Marine; I can get chicks like its a game that i'm a master at....haha who the fuck am i fooling. Ayh, oh well. I'll do what i feel like it. Well if you are reading this heather, I'm sorry again. I'll talk to you in a few months. You said that we could still be friends. Lets really try on that.
I love you guys. Peace out!
It seems that I have to go to grims even when i don't have to because someone says its ok if i don't then gets mad at me when i don't.
It also seems when people are mad at me... they don't want to talk it out.
What is really bad is that i'm really thinking about doing something dumb and hurtful... Man, its going to be crappy.
I will be home on the 30th of JUNE! sweet!
When halo 2 comes out, I will not be seen by most people for about 3 days to a week!
I want to be left alone so that i may play this game!!
"Punk is musical freedom. It's saying, doing and playing what you want. In Webster's terms, 'nirvana' means freedom from pain, suffering and the external world, and that's pretty close to my definition of Punk Rock."
