this is from my greatest and bestest friend in the world, she wrote this for my birthday, it was one of my favorite presents...

you were always there when i needed you
you were my shoulder when i needed to cry
you are forever my sister
and for you i would die
i shall always be there for you
i shall be there when you need me
i shall be at your wedding
say the word and there i'll be
no one could ever replace my sunshine
i love you always and forever
i am greatful for all of your kindness
i will never leave your side, never
so have a happy birthday
and remember mines in May!

-Monic Armendariz

i love this, and i will always love her even in the darkest of times...

goodbye to all that read this, everything keeps getting worse by the second i dont think that i can take it anymore. i'm sorry.

today i am sad my sister killed her self the other night and just found out. she was 9 months pregant. the baby live but just barely. now the baby has no mother and the father isn't to found yet. life is hell but a child can make it beautiful.

;)

y can't ppl get a clue that i'm broken inside