Don't tell me you love me,
I've lost faith in those words,
Mostly when they are used,
Its only to hurt me

In god I am faithless,
To people I'm useless,
To her I am pledged and falling apart,
To you I am but a thorn in your side

I'm tired of being faithless,
I'm tired of being afraid,
I'm tired of when I turn to them,
they just turn away,
I'm tired of all their lies,
and the way they say they care,

I wish that I could smile,
Turn the corners of my lips to reach the sky,
Though after being stabbed in the back,
I can only ask them why,

Why were you there,
if not to catch me when I fall?
Why did you say you care,
When you never returned my calls?

All I did was let you in,
And open up to you,
When all you did was thrust your blade,
And to my heart it went through,

You drag me down,
Drown me in a Stream of sorrows,
You hold my mouth shut so I cannot scream,
And hold me under so I cannot breath,

You drowned my soul ina sea of fears,
And left me on the shore to suffer,
From my wrists, the blood flows,
Open your eyes to the pain you wrought...

Every time you close your eyes,
See my dying sillowet,
And when you try to sleep at night,
I hope you see my face,

Feel the guilt of your crime,
As it bares down upon you,
Curse my sould to wander these plains,
And I'll come back to haunt you,

See my face lined with tears,
Feel the burden of all my fears,
Sleep at night a wrestless sleep,
Try to escape through a forest of razor blades,

And on the hills,
I'll watch you from up high,
Watch as you carry my burden,
Cry dear lover, cry dear sinner,
Feel my pain tonight...

Haunting whispers as you lay on the floor,
They are calling out to you,
The ones you hurt want you to join them,
And in your heart thats what you want too,

Slice your wrists, and let the blood flow,
Here me whisper words of regret,
And when you close your eyes, one last time,
You see my face, before all is lost.

Condemned and chained,
To rot in hell,
Your apology and my forgiveness the only key,
You will suffer for all time,
Becasue I am tired of forgiving...

Feel the burden of every sin,
Feel the pain that I too felt,
Unscathed outside, but scared within,
This is your punishment, and I won't help...