-Sigh.- I miss my Jessica so much. :\
I never thought it would suck this bad going on for a day without her.. -Double sigh..- I miss her so much..
As you all can probably tell both me and my beautiful love Jessica have placed notes about eachother on our pages, and hulariously enough not too much about ourselves. :P
Hehehe.. just shows where our priorities currently lie! <33!
I love her so much. To think... in another.. say.. 6-7 hours I'll be able to see here again, hopefully.. I cant wait.. these are going to be the longest 6-7 hours of my life.. >.<
I so want my beautiful Mistwess Jessica here.. I wanna snuggle..
See how mopey I get without her? >.<
Bleh..
I heard that an old friend of mine, Tyler, has passed away.. for some reason I am compelled to discard the information.. I just cant see a guy like that dying for no apparent reason, you know? Besides, apparently he is/was the "God of Men" so.. God would have to have the sickest sense of humour possibile to take the "God of Men" away. :P Lols.
Anyways.. none of that is relevent at the moment anyways.. what's relevent is my severe withdrawl of Jess. >.< I need need need need to see my love sooooon.. Or I'll start halucinating and tweeking like a meth addict who's trying to quit, haha. ^.^
Anywayz, gotsa goes now.. Need to find something to do.. besides think about and worship my beautiful goddess.. haha. ^.^
G'night everyone.
Current Mood: Bored and Jess-longing.
Current Music: Eyes On Me Techno Remix - Faye Wong (FFVIII song.)
-Sigh.- Where'd Jess go?
She's not here today, she's usually here. -Slightly worried.-
I'm so bored without her.. and helpless.. haha. XD
Anyways, I watched an anime that I absolutely refused to watch before called Full Metal Panic, and after seeing the first four episodes I decided that I liked it. I hate it when that happens. You avoid something for so long because of biast judgement oppinions, and then when someone finally gets you to try it or see it or whatever, you decide you like it. It makes me feel retarded, lol. >.<
Whoa, holy crap. Jess is on! ~*Noticed her name on the "Last Logins" list.*~ :P
I'll post more later!
Hihi everyone. I'm on one of THOSE moods. You know, the moods where you serverely wish to see your loved one, which is my case is the amazingly beautiful kyoot and intelligent [Ayame Whitepaws], but cannot see her due to cercumstances out of your control. Bleh. Shyte happens, I guess, and life goes on.
I gotta say though.. I don't really like admitting this publicly, but really, check out the picture she added to her site, it's friggen sexy. -Drools dramaticly.-
Yeah, as you can tell I'm in one of ThOsE moods too!-Wink, wink!-
Anyways!
Bored out of my bloody mind, and going through severe love withdrawls, I really need to see my [Ayame Whitepaws] at least once a day or else my withdrawls to my Jess-addiction make me feel crazy. o.O
-Sigh.- I hope she logs on soon. Then I can yiff the hell out of her. XD Lol, just playin'. (Or am I..?)
Okays, time to go find something to do. Lub yah Jess. <3
Gah, Unmountable_Bo
-Sigh.-
Taking care of a piece-of-crap computer is sooo hard! It's really getting to me, bleh, I'm so tired of this garbage. >.<
I just got a really psychotic idea... maybe I can fix it without that thing anyways.. I dont know yet.. hopefully I can get it to work without reformatting.. if not, I should be back online at home on saturday. >.< Bleh! So tired of computers... -.-
-Sigh.- I finally managed to beat Final Fantasy VIII yesterday without cheating. I'm pretty proud of myself. The final boss was a biatch, lol. Anyways, right now I'm at school, ignoring the fact that I am sort of behind in my DS work.. and.. sorta sitting here, typing in a journal because there's nothing better to do. All in all I'd say that things are going good for me. I recieved the most pedophilish card eber, though. I wish people were more mature. I found a random diary I used to keep a long time ago (like a year ago) that said all the people I used to have crushes on and looking back I think, "Eww..? That's gotta be some mistake..." because umm.. the people were nasty... especially now since I have the beautiful [Ayame Whitepaws] who is coming over to visit very soon, I hope. My friend Stephanie says she wants an EP, but I dont let her on my computer. It's annoying. She really needs her own place, I really need a break from her. She totally gets soo many chances to use the computer, she's just out too much to take advantage of them. I dont know what she's complaining about! >_< Anyways, right now I miss my lub, I'm sure you all know who I'm refering to when I say that. -Sigh.- It's so boring here without her...
A random newb asked me to cyber today. To make a short story shorter, I told him to go die. Gotta love my personallity, it's so.. what's the word for it... honestly bitter to people who I think are pathetic.. Funny though. We watched a movie about Crystal Meth today for school, and my friends think that out of all our other friends I'd be the funniest to watch tweaking out on Meth. Not that I wanna try it or anything, that's sick what tweakers do. We watched a video about a tweaker. He beat the crap out of his friend because the friend was trying to help him, and then he picked at his flesh for a few hours. Can you say NaStAy? Lol. Anywho, bored out of my bloody mind. I think I'd better get some DS work done, afterall, I am in DS class anyways.
Lub ya'll friends of mine! Lub my Mistwess Jessica x infinate squared though! So there! Haha. :P
Current Mood: I wanna go home.. v.v
Current Music: The aggravating sound of 40 computer fans in one room. o.O
Lately has been much more of an aggravation than it's been worth. My computer, though it be "sort of" operational is stil la very taxing.. Piece of crap? >.< -Sigh.- It'd be easier just to buy a whole new system, lol.
More importantly... I feel kinda bad..
Because my computer has been tweeking so much lately, and had sooo many problems.. Jess has gotten slightly neglected of my attention.. >.<
I wish she was here, I wanna cuddle my love again for a while.. <3
I had the worse dream.. remember World War II when the Nazi's occupied Jewville(s) and stole all the Jews from their towns and baked em' up?
I had a dream that it was the same thing, only modernized, and the Nazis somehow invaded Canada first, instead.. It really mad no sense what so ever, but this Nazi guy came to my door and was like, "I am authorized to take any man, woman, or child from this home to the 'Paint House', by force if required."
I was like, "What the...?" And then my mom was stalling him and the first thing I did was get on the computer and start balling my eyes out about probably not getting to see Jess forever, and telling her about what was happening. >.<
See! See! I told you I'm stupid! But but! At least I love my love. ^.^ Oh.. and about the paint house.. dont ask, I dont know either.. >.< I'm definitely wierder when I'm asleep. Lol.
Anyways.. I hope Jess logs on soon.. I ReaLLy miss my lovergurl, lol. ^.^
I'm even more aggravated than before. Wanna know why? In the past three days I've had to reformat my computer about... 5 times in order to get some lame hacker to stop screwing with my computer, and it's really annoying! He destroyed the harddrive, I mean, Christ, how far would anyone who is a respectable, non-psychotic queerbate go just to make someone unable to come online? Anyways, it's getting REALLY fricken' annoying! Lol.
Secondly, I had to leave early again today to reformat again. -Sigh.- I'm sorry Jess, I love you. >.<
I'm bored out of my mind. Where's the entertainment in this world?! >_<
Maybe I should get back to re-installing my programs.. >.< I dont feel like it anymore though.. -Sigh.- ... Stuff happens, I guess.. v.v
Current Mood: Missing Jessica.
Current Music: None, Reformatted, remember?
I am aggrivated. Not by the factthat I am sick of school, and yet am still required or being forced to suffer through it, but for the simple fact that I miss my Jess more than what is imaginable. I haven't seen her for like.. nearly a week, I think, and I miss her soo much. I wonder when I'll get to see her again...
Anyways, school's going great, a jerk I hate got kicked out of Design Studies for not doing his work, that's always a positive part of my day. (Kicked out permanently, he doesn't have enough stuff done to pass no matter what.)
I've decided to take the graphical side of DS, which would be... visual animations and effects, instead of the arcitectual form of DS, do you all think that's a good choice for someone like me? o.o;
I'm tired. Definately not hungry though..(people gave me a lunch because I forgot mine at home) But.. I'm still slightly bitchy. I get this way when I dont see someone I love enough. -Hint, hint!- Lol.
I miss my Jess. I love her so much.
Well, am I to be honest, or lie? Honestly, i would simply love to say that i am bored, and not talking anymore in capitals at correct intervals because the shift key on this keyboard is making me angry, and that i will probably stop backspacing and correcting my typos because the backspace key is aggrivating, too.
Also, honestly, i would like to say that i miss my jess, and am wondering where she is. this is the worst time possible, well, except period two to have a spare, and its really getting me ticked off. i wanna sleep in or go home early or something, but no, that'd make my life too easy.
they put me in a library, with a spare, on period three, because i got kicked out of design class for a week.. lol. fun, fun!~
anyways, ia miss \jess and im sorry for my typing errors i just hate this bloody keyboard, if you know me you'd know that im not normally this horrible. it hurts my arm to type on this keyboard. it sucks horribly. i hope jess gets here soon.