[Skadia]'s diary

37155  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-09-27
Written: (6757 days ago)

Grr..

sorry
too tired...
I'll be back at 6am my time..
It's currently 12:10am..


[<3]
37072  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-09-26
Written: (6758 days ago)

Dammit
[Wolf.of.Memories] didn't let me and
[The Darkest Star.] switch "bitch" titles.
But don't worry Cazzles..
You'll always be "bitch number 1" in my heart,
if I can be "bitch number 3". <3
</inside joke>





I missle yew [On Any Given Night].
Where art thou pwetteh one gone?!
I NeeD YeW!..
I missed yew by seventy minutes..
Not-so-Kinkah.
<img:http://xs48.xs.to/pics/05391/th_isthatokay.gif>




And..
I still think that
[Wolf.of.Memories] needs to get a hobby..

<img:http://xs48.xs.to/pics/05391/i19601417_76989.jpg>

Isn't that sweet... I dedicate that to
[Ayame Whitepaws], [Wolf.of.Memories], i.e: BabyKitten.
They're all the same, afterall. :p
37055  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2005-09-25
Written: (6759 days ago)

<img:http://xs47.xs.to/pics/05380/loveyou.jpg>


I give dis to my lurve.
Don't move yur eyez too much
on it or u'll get tweekish. <.<


<img:http://xs47.xs.to/pics/05380/th_isthatokay.gif>


36840  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2005-09-24
Written: (6760 days ago)

Off too bed.
Be alive in the morning.

36837  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2005-09-24
Written: (6760 days ago)

[Some Memories]

[Aren't Meant To Leave Traces.]


And as such.. I will follow that "rule"..
A mere memory of no traces.. a scourched
image of a forgotten one.


Don't forget me.
I'll never forget you.


I'll be around from time to time
And someday.. I'll be back.
On the day that she no longer hurts for me..
On the day that I no longer make her cry..


Until then, concider me..
On vacation.. :\
36491  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-09-20
Written: (6764 days ago)

[There's someplace you gotta be..]
[Something you gotta do..]
[Only you can do it..]
[We can't help you..]
[Go...!]


Of all the countless roads
I could have walked
I chose pain and agony..
Foolish, you may say
But I'd walk this road every day
If it brought a smile to her face
Even just once...


"You can erase my memories,
but afterwords..
promise me we'll still be friends?"
[If Only The World Were That Simple..]

I am nothing
A lost little nothing
without the ones I love,
because they are truly..
everything to me..


"Star", the fairest and brightest..
And my best friend..
My "Ebil Kitteh Appwentice"..
You, the two of you..
Are my only.. my only chance..
..at life..



"Cut me down and I'm gone for good."
..Such an easy phrase to utter..
But such a hard phrase to stay truthful to.

I know where my home is, now..
And I know who brought me there..
Not just one..
But two..


A second chance..?
That I don't deserve.
An appology is all I can offer..
That, and my loyalty..
But they had that all along..



Where this road will lead me, I do not know.
What will happen on the way, I do not know.
The only thing I do know, is..
If I don't follow this road,
I'll never forgive myself
for abandoning the ones I love..

[That's all]
[Take it, or leave it..]


36318  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2005-09-18
Written: (6766 days ago)

[BRoKeN.SiNceReLY]


[Bleeding Dry, From Inside-Out.]

[A bitter pain, nearly delicious]

[Stops the heart from beating]

[At the very moment of final breath]





I would like to appologize to [On Any Given Night],
for being a bitch tonight.. I'm sorry..


I would like to appologize to [The Darkest Star.],
for making her feel bad.. v.v


And.. I would like to appologize to [Skadia],
for being a niave halfwit.. ~.~;'...

36313  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2005-09-18
Written: (6766 days ago)

Heartrate increase

Tranceful State

Loss Of Self

Loss of Motivation
Short of Breath

Lack of Thought

My ailements..
I'm to blame.


OnLy This
Feeling

Will NeVeR DeCaY
36303  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2005-09-18
Written: (6766 days ago)

I missed Kara by 54 seconds... 54..! v.v;'...
That's like, "Omg I'm going to go hide" worthy.. >.<;'..

36300  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2005-09-18
Written: (6766 days ago)

Forget my previous entry.. and realize..
All that matters to me..


[On Any Given Night]
<3
[The Darkest Star.]


As long as you're both here with me..
Everything will be all right.
All the love in the world,
-eMipu
36298  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2005-09-18
Written: (6766 days ago)

I miss her.
It feels like an eternity without her.
She tears gently at my thoughts.
Ever so silently growing within me.
Until I could burst..


Cazzles, my darling Cazzles.
Keeping me in line.
Keeping me entertained.
While I wait for the one..
Thankz beebz..


Kawakinz...!
Come back soon...!
I need you...!
<33333

-<3KittehKatz
36248  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2005-09-17
Written: (6767 days ago)

Grr.. So I missed Kawakins by lyke.. three hours.. Kinda disapointing.. not saying that's Kawakins' fault, though! Just saying.. ~Sigh.~ Damn my sister for being a computer hog. v.v

I miss you Kawakins.. v.v
Oow, my school stuff turned out fine, just so you know....!
And... How're you..?

..Where do you find those weirdo pictures that you put in your diary, lol. :P XD
<3 I hope I see you soon!




In the less important part of my life.. I finally got to see Final Fantasy VII Advent Children. Unfortionately, I got to see it without sound, as my computer soundcard is overfried. ~Sigh.~ Only a matter of time, within a month or two I will have a brand new computer.

At any rate, Advent Children was pretty quick-paced for me, a little hard to keep track of...! But, it was also amazing at the same time. Of course, it only being like an hour long, it cant nearly touch the complexity that Final Fantasy VII RPG came to, however.. the fighting cinimatics were, to say the least, quite incredible. I especially liked the part where Red XIII, Cid, Yuffie, Barret and Vincent all teamed up against that one monster, and started ripping him apart. :p Unfortionately, though, Cloud was still the key aspect. Wewt. V.~ And.. Am I the only one that thinks it's weird that Cloud single-handedly takes out the Reborn Sephiroth? I mean.. Sephiroth is the all-mighty super SOLDIER and the supreme "One-Winged Angel", right? And... he was fricken' hard, regardless of level in the game. >.<;'... And Cloud freaking owns him in the movie. Woohoo! Lol.

I'd say... my favorite FFVIIAC movie characters were... Vincent, because.. well........ no need to explain. I'm sure most females agree, plus..! Sweet power. Woohoo. Umm... Tifa! Tifa, Tifa! Yhay! She's always been one of my favorites...! Too bad she gets her arse kicked. ~.~ Eep!




At any rate, I think I babbled enough about AC, lol. Kawakins, Cazzles..!
My two favoritest peoples in the world...!
How art thou's?! :o

I missle you both...!
<3

-<3KittehKatz
36146  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-09-15
Written: (6769 days ago)

News flash..!

I can still get online Elfpack at school this year..! Kickass!! <3333!

And..! I finally got to see [On Any Given Night], even better..!!!!!
Welcome back bootiful!
When yew leave, you better be back soon!! <33

35938  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-09-12
Written: (6772 days ago)

I'm tired of [Ayame Whitepaws] and her bullshit about thinking how she can beat the system and change accounts repeatedly to mouth me and Kara off.

We never did anything to her, she did shit to us, and apparently I'm bitch #1 and Kara is bitch #2 because of it.
It's not our fault, Jess, nothing is our fault, everything is the result of your pisspoor choices!
(Notice: I didn't say everything is her fault, I said everything is the result of her choices, thus I am not being a "bitch")

I don't think [On Any Given Night] enjoys the attention here, either.
That being said, 'Jess', my offer oppinion still stands.

Back off.




In other news..!

KawakinZ WheRe ArE YeW...?!!? v.v;'
35899  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-09-12
Written: (6772 days ago)

v.v I still miss [On Any Given Night] so feckin' much, I waited a long time for her today.. She has a lot of reading on a certain wiki I invited her to catch up on.. :p

Other than that, no new updates.
Bored.. going to bed.. goodnight everyone, and sweet dreams.

35673  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-09-09
Written: (6774 days ago)

You

were,
are,
will always be

EvErYtHiNg To Me!


[Take Me HoMe FrOm DiS pWaCe N' mAkE mE.. Me..]


-[Skadia]





Work, school, work, school.. How mind numbingly lame.. Give me a break, I need one despirately..!

I miss [On Any Given Night] so fucking much.
Oui dumt sa dryd oui fana dra uha fru fuimt fetah so csema, yht oui ryja, so mujamo, tayn [On Any Given Night].
E fecr oui vun so ufh, yc udran'c tu.. Oui'na cu bnaleuic, E lyhhud ryns oui..
Ku uh, so muja. Ku yht pa rybbo. ^.^

Ahem!
[On Any Given Night] and [Kusu] are probably the only ones I know who will be able to figure that out, but it's only meant for [On Any Given Night]. ~Glares at [Kusu].~

I'll be home later tonight. Goodnight if I do not see you all later.

-Lady Skadia the Rogue.

35489  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-09-07
Written: (6777 days ago)

[A.ShorT.LiveD.ForeveR.]


[Ayame Whitepaws] and [Skadia] are no more.
Although we had a good run,
We mutually decided that it was over.
Now, and from now on.


Although [On Any Given Night] loves me,
she is occupied and in love.
I wish her luck, and shall always love her.


[The Darkest Star.] is
as supportive as ever in this event.
I love you hun', thanks for the help.


Although eternity ended short...
I find myself happy with those whom I love.


With you always in my sight
I can manage to draw breath.


[Forever love: <3]


-Lady Skadia the Rogue.





[Typical update style:]

Okay, so, now that the dramatic part is over.. I am home from work, and very satisfied to find that I might be able to see [On Any Given Night], [The Darkest Star.], and [Ayame Whitepaws] tomorrow. (I.e: I don't work, kickass!)

Today was a great day at work, all of my favorite people on one shift, made it all the more fun.
Overall, it was a great night. The only downside was.. I got home thirty minutes too late, and [On Any Given Night] had already left. ~Tries not to pout.~ Oh well, I'll do my best to see her tomorrow. <3

School tomorrow, as always. ~Sigh.~ I seriously need a break, and some asprin. :p

Well, that about covers the updates in the life of [Skadia].

Goodnight all, sweet dreams, stay away from demonic possessed muffins. <3

35277  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-09-05
Written: (6779 days ago)

I wished Kawakins Happy Birthday on the exact minute that she was born! ^-^ Mwahaha! The first to officially wish her a happy birthday, ph33r mi!! <333!!

35274  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-09-05
Written: (6779 days ago)

Remember when me and Kara called you, "pup".. and you almost freaked..? <.< I found out why. ~Ebil smile.~ That's so not why we were calling you that, though. ;)

[MakE.ThaT.FouR.A.FivE.]

35273  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-09-05
Written: (6779 days ago)

[I.OfficiallY.HavE.FouR.PieceS.OF.EvidencE.AgainsT.JesS.]

Will she be honest with me yet?

35271  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-09-05
Written: (6779 days ago)

[Ayame Whitepaws] is a lying, cheating, slutwhore, is everyone satisfied now?
I listened. I realize it.
I KNOW she was wolf.of.Moons or whatever on USWest battle.net, I know that she was a dirty little.. you-know-what. >.<;'

I know, I know!!

Jess, we're over.
I'm tweeking, SO freaking much..

If I was suicidal.. this would be the time to slit up and never come back..
The sigh before the storm. I'm ready.

C'mon, make me cry... I'm already dead, anyways. </3

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