[Skadia]'s diary

39828  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-10-25
Written: (6729 days ago)

'Kay, I'll try to be online right after school, KaWaKiNz. x.x

38853  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2005-10-15
Written: (6739 days ago)

What to do?

What do I do?

How..?


Don't make them worry!

Fake a smile..

If only for a moment.


38775  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-10-14
Written: (6739 days ago)

Sowwi KaWa..! I logged off cuz I thought you were gone.. and then the school computers wouldn't let me log back on anymore..

CaZZLeZ, I missed you by like.. literally five minutes.
Damn me for needing to use the bathroom! >.<;




'Kay.. I'm going to be honest..!
I heard about the.. thing! And..
At first, I was a little jealous, and felt really left out..

But after thinking..
I think it's great..
And you two both still want to be a part of me..
I have no reason to felt left out.

I love you both..

-eMi
38562  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-10-13
Written: (6741 days ago)

etherealnightmares: Has it logged off yet?
cencored?: Yes.
etherealnightmares: Oh.
etherealnightmares: o.o
cencored?: Hes hitting on everyone...
etherealnightmares: Did he hit on you yet?
cencored?: As Jess yes.




'Kay 'Kay.. so..

Who does it love?!
Me, Cazzles, KaWa.. the unknown person.. or all the people the unknown person knows?!

Lol. Answer: everyone.

And we wonder why it's manipulative...

38497  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-10-12
Written: (6742 days ago)

[E's dra milgeacd bancuh eh dra funmt.. <3]


E ryja dra dfu sucd banvald
kenmc eh dra ahdena funmt
yd so ceta, yht drana'c
hudrehk suna E luimt fecr
vun eh dra ahdena funmt.


E muja oui pudr.
So pnekrdacd cdyn.
So Apem Geddar Ybbfahdela.


<3

38242  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2005-10-09
Written: (6745 days ago)

I learned an important lesson today..
No matter how hard you try to prove yourself..
You can never change the oppinion
or false accusations about yourself that are seen
through another's eyes.
You can never force them to see their own faults,
and you can never force them to see you for what you are.

I'm better than that now, I've reached the above level of that.
Sad, how I am so young, and learning lessons that my immature ex-bosses fail to realize, even to this moment.

37399  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-09-30
Written: (6754 days ago)
Next in thread: 37404, 37451

Good news everyone..!
I finally got my computer to a level of somewhat good functionality, and.. on top of that, I got my soundcard and my usb ports to work again. That means.. psp stuff is now available for me, plus..! I can hear things. The first thing I tried hearing was Final Fantasy VII Advent Children, and I was mesmerized by how much better the movie was with music..! Especially the final battle. (I'm trying not to have any more spoilers. :p)

The next few days will probably be experement, i.e: To find out if my computer can function as it is, or if I need to fix it further. >.<;'..
Bear with me if I'm not around as much.. and, I'm sorry..!




I love her
More than the air I breath
More than a warm breeze..
More than anything..


<3
37155  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-09-27
Written: (6757 days ago)

Grr..

sorry
too tired...
I'll be back at 6am my time..
It's currently 12:10am..


[<3]
37072  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-09-26
Written: (6758 days ago)

Dammit
[Wolf.of.Memories] didn't let me and
[The Darkest Star.] switch "bitch" titles.
But don't worry Cazzles..
You'll always be "bitch number 1" in my heart,
if I can be "bitch number 3". <3
</inside joke>





I missle yew [On Any Given Night].
Where art thou pwetteh one gone?!
I NeeD YeW!..
I missed yew by seventy minutes..
Not-so-Kinkah.
<img:http://xs48.xs.to/pics/05391/th_isthatokay.gif>




And..
I still think that
[Wolf.of.Memories] needs to get a hobby..

<img:http://xs48.xs.to/pics/05391/i19601417_76989.jpg>

Isn't that sweet... I dedicate that to
[Ayame Whitepaws], [Wolf.of.Memories], i.e: BabyKitten.
They're all the same, afterall. :p
37055  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2005-09-25
Written: (6758 days ago)

<img:http://xs47.xs.to/pics/05380/loveyou.jpg>


I give dis to my lurve.
Don't move yur eyez too much
on it or u'll get tweekish. <.<


<img:http://xs47.xs.to/pics/05380/th_isthatokay.gif>


36840  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2005-09-24
Written: (6760 days ago)

Off too bed.
Be alive in the morning.

36837  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2005-09-24
Written: (6760 days ago)

[Some Memories]

[Aren't Meant To Leave Traces.]


And as such.. I will follow that "rule"..
A mere memory of no traces.. a scourched
image of a forgotten one.


Don't forget me.
I'll never forget you.


I'll be around from time to time
And someday.. I'll be back.
On the day that she no longer hurts for me..
On the day that I no longer make her cry..


Until then, concider me..
On vacation.. :\
36491  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-09-20
Written: (6764 days ago)

[There's someplace you gotta be..]
[Something you gotta do..]
[Only you can do it..]
[We can't help you..]
[Go...!]


Of all the countless roads
I could have walked
I chose pain and agony..
Foolish, you may say
But I'd walk this road every day
If it brought a smile to her face
Even just once...


"You can erase my memories,
but afterwords..
promise me we'll still be friends?"
[If Only The World Were That Simple..]

I am nothing
A lost little nothing
without the ones I love,
because they are truly..
everything to me..


"Star", the fairest and brightest..
And my best friend..
My "Ebil Kitteh Appwentice"..
You, the two of you..
Are my only.. my only chance..
..at life..



"Cut me down and I'm gone for good."
..Such an easy phrase to utter..
But such a hard phrase to stay truthful to.

I know where my home is, now..
And I know who brought me there..
Not just one..
But two..


A second chance..?
That I don't deserve.
An appology is all I can offer..
That, and my loyalty..
But they had that all along..



Where this road will lead me, I do not know.
What will happen on the way, I do not know.
The only thing I do know, is..
If I don't follow this road,
I'll never forgive myself
for abandoning the ones I love..

[That's all]
[Take it, or leave it..]


36318  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2005-09-18
Written: (6766 days ago)

[BRoKeN.SiNceReLY]


[Bleeding Dry, From Inside-Out.]

[A bitter pain, nearly delicious]

[Stops the heart from beating]

[At the very moment of final breath]





I would like to appologize to [On Any Given Night],
for being a bitch tonight.. I'm sorry..


I would like to appologize to [The Darkest Star.],
for making her feel bad.. v.v


And.. I would like to appologize to [Skadia],
for being a niave halfwit.. ~.~;'...

36313  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2005-09-18
Written: (6766 days ago)

Heartrate increase

Tranceful State

Loss Of Self

Loss of Motivation
Short of Breath

Lack of Thought

My ailements..
I'm to blame.


OnLy This
Feeling

Will NeVeR DeCaY
36303  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2005-09-18
Written: (6766 days ago)

I missed Kara by 54 seconds... 54..! v.v;'...
That's like, "Omg I'm going to go hide" worthy.. >.<;'..

36300  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2005-09-18
Written: (6766 days ago)

Forget my previous entry.. and realize..
All that matters to me..


[On Any Given Night]
<3
[The Darkest Star.]


As long as you're both here with me..
Everything will be all right.
All the love in the world,
-eMipu
36298  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2005-09-18
Written: (6766 days ago)

I miss her.
It feels like an eternity without her.
She tears gently at my thoughts.
Ever so silently growing within me.
Until I could burst..


Cazzles, my darling Cazzles.
Keeping me in line.
Keeping me entertained.
While I wait for the one..
Thankz beebz..


Kawakinz...!
Come back soon...!
I need you...!
<33333

-<3KittehKatz
36248  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2005-09-17
Written: (6767 days ago)

Grr.. So I missed Kawakins by lyke.. three hours.. Kinda disapointing.. not saying that's Kawakins' fault, though! Just saying.. ~Sigh.~ Damn my sister for being a computer hog. v.v

I miss you Kawakins.. v.v
Oow, my school stuff turned out fine, just so you know....!
And... How're you..?

..Where do you find those weirdo pictures that you put in your diary, lol. :P XD
<3 I hope I see you soon!




In the less important part of my life.. I finally got to see Final Fantasy VII Advent Children. Unfortionately, I got to see it without sound, as my computer soundcard is overfried. ~Sigh.~ Only a matter of time, within a month or two I will have a brand new computer.

At any rate, Advent Children was pretty quick-paced for me, a little hard to keep track of...! But, it was also amazing at the same time. Of course, it only being like an hour long, it cant nearly touch the complexity that Final Fantasy VII RPG came to, however.. the fighting cinimatics were, to say the least, quite incredible. I especially liked the part where Red XIII, Cid, Yuffie, Barret and Vincent all teamed up against that one monster, and started ripping him apart. :p Unfortionately, though, Cloud was still the key aspect. Wewt. V.~ And.. Am I the only one that thinks it's weird that Cloud single-handedly takes out the Reborn Sephiroth? I mean.. Sephiroth is the all-mighty super SOLDIER and the supreme "One-Winged Angel", right? And... he was fricken' hard, regardless of level in the game. >.<;'... And Cloud freaking owns him in the movie. Woohoo! Lol.

I'd say... my favorite FFVIIAC movie characters were... Vincent, because.. well........ no need to explain. I'm sure most females agree, plus..! Sweet power. Woohoo. Umm... Tifa! Tifa, Tifa! Yhay! She's always been one of my favorites...! Too bad she gets her arse kicked. ~.~ Eep!




At any rate, I think I babbled enough about AC, lol. Kawakins, Cazzles..!
My two favoritest peoples in the world...!
How art thou's?! :o

I missle you both...!
<3

-<3KittehKatz
36146  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-09-15
Written: (6768 days ago)

News flash..!

I can still get online Elfpack at school this year..! Kickass!! <3333!

And..! I finally got to see [On Any Given Night], even better..!!!!!
Welcome back bootiful!
When yew leave, you better be back soon!! <33

35938  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-09-12
Written: (6771 days ago)

I'm tired of [Ayame Whitepaws] and her bullshit about thinking how she can beat the system and change accounts repeatedly to mouth me and Kara off.

We never did anything to her, she did shit to us, and apparently I'm bitch #1 and Kara is bitch #2 because of it.
It's not our fault, Jess, nothing is our fault, everything is the result of your pisspoor choices!
(Notice: I didn't say everything is her fault, I said everything is the result of her choices, thus I am not being a "bitch")

I don't think [On Any Given Night] enjoys the attention here, either.
That being said, 'Jess', my offer oppinion still stands.

Back off.




In other news..!

KawakinZ WheRe ArE YeW...?!!? v.v;'
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