[pumpkin king]'s diary
copied from Elftown
finally, i found a way to log in (thanks to the nurse here who's very nice). been lying here and almost pale. can't move without a wheel-chair. damn two weeks is like eternity. good thing there's that "bastard"->(a way of expressing how much i love my bro) of a brother of mine who kept me updated to what was going on here and the othew site. messin' up with my diary, wikis.... even made a wiki for me without my permission. can't delete those photos. good thing he's on vacation so he can access my house any more. gotta change my password again.
i don't know if it's good or bad to be back. but i'm at ease now that i FINALLY *punches both arms upward* i made it in just for some seconds although, finding out that i loss one Relation, it's very sad. i know it's my fault if i'm me. can't be like [former user#5].(thanks bro, if ever you'll read this.)
WHAT?! even uploaded my songs without permission. oh well, i guess this is his revenge for those stuffs that we've done(brotherly thing).
i'll be adding another thing in my pumpkin poems. i made a lot dduring my stay here in the hospital. this boring hospital.
i guess, it's bye-bye for now. i don't know when will i be back here. i really hope sooner. can't stand it anymore here. I HATE MEDICINES!
Jon's not feeling good emotionally these days.
Maybe, he misses Elfpack or something.
By the way, he wrote this one:
for you
poetry without rhyme'not just my pain,
you're my anger.
as i stare in your eyes i fades out.
so i wish to wake up
beside where i can see your eyes.
and if it will be now,
help me find my way now.
you're the little answer
on the last piece of this puzzle.
oh i wish to walk with you
along the sunset near shore.
and if it will be now,
hold meby the way. let's go now.
there was a trust
that made this man to grow.
but from up of it all
he'll gonna die for you.
but his little heart
is not just a heart.
it is a flame
that will never die.
"please, oh my love.
just please don't give up on me.
i will do everything
that you ask from me.
i may never be perfect
and may not be true.
can't promise i'll always be there for you."
"....i'll wait for you, i'll die without you."
I enjoying hanging around Elfpack and messin' up me bro's profile >:)
got some surprise for you people
hidden pumpkin treasure
http://www.musI've been watching this house and wikis, and I find it very interesting that from all the sheets of papers, sketches and drawings, notes and poetry spread around his bedroom walls, he finally found a place where he can show everybody his works (in orderly manner).
-Christian-
Jon is awake now but will be confine for 3 weeks in the hospital.
He misses everybody specially Ash.
i'm done for today.
see you people tomorrow.
-Christian-
first, my name is Christian. i'm pumpkin king's(so that's why he got that life size figure of Jack Skelington) younger brother.
second, he gave authorization to open "all" his accounts and emails, there's a box inside his bedroom written IN CASE OF EMERGENCY CONTACT EVERYBODY.
Jon left our house last night to go to work but didn't make it to his destination. he and a couple of friends (his only real friends), had a terrible car accident and is now in ICU. he'll be confine for a while in the hospital and we're not sure yet when he will be back.
thanks for all your concern in behalf of our family.
is he stupid or what?!
the best melodic stupid love song that i used to like... 'til now.by
Weird Al yankovic
but now things are changing, oh i wonder what's wrong?
seems you don't want me around
the passion is gone and the flame's died down
that time that you made it with the whole hockey team
you used to think i was nice
now you tell all your friends that i'm the antichrist
that kind of thing is hard to ignore
got a funny feeling you don't love me anymore.
you put those piranhas in my bathtub again
you're still the light of my life
oh darling, i'm beggin', won't you put down that knife?
you poison my coffee just a little each day
i still remember the way that you laughed
when you pushed me down that elevator shaft
doing in my underwear drawer?
sometime I get to thinking you don't love me any more
now my scars are all healing, but my heart never will
you set my house on fire
you pulled out my chest hairs with an old pair of pliers
you shaved off my eyebrows while i was asleep
you drilled a hole in my head
then you dumped me in a drainage ditch and left me for dead
you never acted this way before
honey, something tells me you don't love me any more, oh no no
got a funny feeling you don't love me anymore
that was beautiful, and starry and, so wild
it was all still clear in her eyes.
and though her mind was foggy and blank
he wondered:
why his life couldn't be as lovely it was time
but his horse was great and wild.
he rode alone and liked it that way
but when he met her he swore:
he would never leave her side.
two lovers hand in hand,
and no danger would come near.
and when something made her cry
she'd look at him teary eyed.
and he would make her feel better.
it was a night time and the right time for love in the dark.
she placed her hand upon her chest
and all the rest just flowed
makin' love down under an ancient far away night.
and now safety came naturally.
it was so clear that she would never have to fear.
and spiralling ships, and the stars in the night.
just whisper in my ears make it soft make it clear
i want to hear every breath you say"
tears falling in his hands
as he looked up asking: "WHY?!"
thoughts rising in his head.
"why can't my life be beautiful?", he said
just praying she'd return
but only darkness fell upon him.
.....
Written about Thursday 2005-08-11
Written: (7044 days ago)
ha ha! baldy me!
i'm the baldy man!!^_^
do you have a dirty mind?
take a look at the picture first....
so, what do you see?