well,im speachless for once...lol...um,i wish fate would be on my side for once,i think fate hates me,and i didnt do anything to it...i wanna go to a dark room that is small and comfortable,i wanna go ther and be alone were i can be alone and think about things going on and exscape from the world,i hate this place,i NEED someone to be there for me,some one i CAN trust,i NEED to talk to someone,but i dont want to talk to just anyone,i NEED to get away from here,running away from your problems doesnt solve them,and thats not what i want to do,i just want to be alone,yet for someone to be there for me...i NEED to feel loveds and be loved,i NEED someone who can be there for me when i NEED them,i NEED someone who i can easily talk to and who will listen and understand yet not exspess sympathy...i NEED alot...........i NEED some one who knows what i NEED....

why do people insist on talking shit?this guy [2cool4skool] messaged me for the first time and he started insulting and threatening me and i didnt do shit to him!why the hell did he start being an ass...he dont even know me!then i reported him to the guards and they wont do anything b/c i called him a dumbass for insulting me,so they said to block him,thats it...i figured that much!duh!ugh!this was the first time anynoe has ever harassed me on here or et,god!some people are just arrogant egotistical assholes!they all need to goin a corner and die!

omfg!!!!ugh!my sisters are driving me fucking crazy!!!and i wanna check my messages on elftown but it died..what ever the fuck that means!!r they redesigning it or what?!!im so fucking confused!!!i wanna get the fuck outta here!! why did i have 2 have sisters and why the fuck do they have to piss me off every minute?!!ugh!!!!!im sick of my parents complaining to me and talkin trash about the other to me in so sick of it,if they are so annoyed with eachother why dont they get a fucking divorce?!!then i can live with my mom and my sisters can live with my dad!!!then everything will b so much easier!!ugh!im so fucking close to grabing a knife and strangling them!!!ugh!!!!!i wanna slit theyre throats rite now,they r so fucking lucky i can control my anger other wise they wouldve been dead a long time ago!i hate them,theyre two faced bitches!i hate two faced people!ugh!!!sorry im in much need to vent so if u read this dont take me tooo serious,*cough cough*..........ashley! :(:???