its always about this time every year that my lifes going crap ((last diary entery)) lifes just overal crap. And i feel dead inside, and my black heart hurts right now and my minda a drift and its all killing me.


~~~~~~ About a month ago i said my life can't get any worse, well i was wrong, because right now my life has no purpose and dieing just after i've written this would be no lose ~~~~~~

and england lose so we r outa the world cup....this day is officaly the most crappest day in my life!

Today i started to think about wat my life is like and it hit me wonce again that it is a lots shit and ill b dead by 40 so nm iv wasted my life... and so im goin to do somthin now that i dont no