Okay sports fans..
Im fucking cold and this seat is making my ass hurt lyke woah..
anyway .. im still cold.yes.. still cold.
i was walking back to my car yesterday and these people working on the school wHISTled at me
.<
Okay so I might go to class *thinks about it*
He is going to class so I guess I am too maybe possibly hmmmmm *scratches myhead* I don't tooo though..
No im not going .. Im such a bad person
.<
Guess what?
I <3 YOU ..
And senses fail rawks my socks hard...
Okay so they are awesome..
Yeah and my sense fail shirt beats yours..
BAM
You know what Elftown.. QUIT BEING A BITCH..
*STABS*
I would be out of line if i said.. I FUCKING MISSED YOU?
Why do I hurt so much...
Can you tell when the day I don't have to wake up again. or ever..
My mom gave me wrinkles in my forhead *Rubs it* She has the same ones.. *Pokes them a bit * Damn my mommy and her big forhead wrinkles..
<3
You make my heart skip a beat
when i See you sign on it beats faster..
You are my world, you are my everything
even though I have not known you for so it feels like I have known you forever..
I AM M E L T I N G in your eyes..
But on a serious note..
yOu do make me melt so badly.. You are soo adorable and just sooo mine *Clings* MINNNEEE
GUESS WHAT???
PEOPLE CALL ME F L A W L E S S
Don't worry
Nothing can hurt me now..
Just the pain is soo deep you can reach in and grab it any more..
But hey ! It's okay now..
The razor will never run aginst the wrist ..
My crimson will never spill for you..
My heart is in my chest.. Is that okay?
It inches it's way into my throat..
Maybe its better..
Words can't describe How I feel right now..
Half is just pure joy.. The other half.. I feel kinda empty like a part of you is gone?
But the one thing that I am sure about is tha I love you.. You are the one that has helped me through this..
You are the light at the end of my tunnel and all i can say is thank you..
I love you more then i love anybody or anything..
I adore you ..
ps.. My bf owns yours.. ! <3
TALKING TO YOU MAKES MY HEAT SKIP A BEAT
YOU SEEM TO FIND A WAY TO MAKE EVERYTHING BETTER..
ALL I CAN DO IS JUST THANK YOU ...
<3
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEW <3
I am in soooo much pain right now..
My teeth are killing me which makes my head just throb..
I am ready to curl in a ball and just throw up... *rubs my eyes* It hurts a bunch and everytime I bend over it makes it feel worse.. >.<
Hey guess what... YOU .. YES YOU..
I <3 YOU LYKE WOAH <3
I thought pain was the nature of the beast..
Maybe it is Maybe its not.. You have shown me its not..
The rain outside pours from the skys..
Something so pure will wash anything away..
Okay so I woke up this morn and the only thing i could think of was..
TO HOT TO TROT.. *scratches my head as my cat ears go back* WTF.. where did that even come from..
I HATE MYSELF..
More then I will ever know..
I WILL NEVER FORGIVE MYSELF..
I WANT TO END THIS SHIT..
I HATE THIS FEELING.. My heart is in my throat..
CAN I GIVE UP YET?
IS IT MY TIME..
i <3 you [mfdspanky]
I just wanted to tell you so you will know..
Why am I so confused...
I think i just pissed you off..
Maybe I should pop some pills and just stop it all..
I care for you.. i don't know if you do me like we used to be..
I am confused. I want to fix it..
Dear world,
Is it okay if i give up PLEASE.. I hurt the one person I never wanted to hurt.. Sometimes I want to wave the white flag and say STOP WORLD.. I GIVE UP.. NO MORE PLEASE .. NO MORE PAIN FOR OTHERS.. I am sorry.. World.. I AM SORRY.. I will never heal the wounds I have created.. I am sorry.. i wish to take them away and put them on myself.. Put THE HURT ON ME TAKE IT AWAY FROM YOU.. you said you have become so cold.. Look what I have created.. I HATE Myself for it..