This semester has kicked my ass..
I don't think i can take ANY of my exams.. I have to have a 70 in every class..
*Cries*
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Am i slowly giving up on people? Am I letting them slip through my grip.. My attention has been on one person and one person only.. That is my future husband.. I just want him down here.. that is the only person i care about.. I feel I'm letting things get a hold of me and just slip through my grip..
Can I cry yet.. The Earylest they have is fucking may 13 and I'm pushing it there..
I'm sitting here balling and feeling so worthless..
OkaY i fucking hate stupid people..
[kevin69] what a fucking dick..
He asks if i want 'Web sex, I got a big dick "
I'm very nice to him tell him him to leave me alone and if he does not that I will report him.. he is like "you married.. I like housewife"
Okay fucking A .. .LEAVE ME ALONE...
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Okay so my app for the apartment is on thursday..
i only have to bring in 315 which is fine then the 610 when I move in.. Which honestly is not that bad.. I think its gonna be 7-10 days then I get the room... OMFG THIS IS REALLY HAPPENING.... JACK IS MOVING DOWN HERE TO BE WITH MEEEEEEE.... <33333333333333
Its funny.. whenever something bad happends .. I cry for you .. I say "I want my jack"
You are security blanket m'love..
I know with you its a sense of comfort..
I love you for it
[<3] The wife
I wonder if people read my diary..
*scratches my head* maybe to see how my life is.. Maybe to just smile.. or you are calling me a piece of shit for waisting your time.. If you read my diary Can you tell me.. Do you like it when I tell you about my day.. Do you hate it.. What do you love hate about it.. *scratches head* Maybe I can get some feedback.. I mean I kinda don't care what people think because if they have shit to be said they can say it to my face kinda thing.. I'm in love end of story..
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Why does it have to be so fucking hard...
Damn apartments.. I will fucking burn you all to the ground *Growls* no but really its getting kinda hard and we are to that point we dont care where we are.. I just want him here.. he just wants to be here..
CUT AND DRY
I better call the apartment to see if I can come in and fix up a day
*WOOOOT*
ROB ZOMBIE..
okay so I'm freezing my ass off.. S
serious..
I want my hubby <3
I'm uber hungry..
I MUST GET FOOOD..
YUMMY IN MY MOUTH..
I NEED FOOD..
must flee
Peace
ASAP ASAP!
That is the how it works..
The faster I get something the faster you come down...
How fucking awesome is that? I'm sooo happy *squeeeee* okay so the nervous factor has worn off as quickly as it came ..
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The wife <3
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tis my newpage <3
My back hurts and I wanna go home..
*sighs* I just want jack.. I just wanna cuddle against his chest and feel his heart beating aginst mine.. I honestly don't think that is tooo much to ask for.. Well It will be soon enough..
You are leaving everything you know to be with me..
That is romantic..
The little things you to make my day, make me smile..
When you leave me littles messages it makes my day..
When you tell me that you love me.. It makes my heart skip a beat.. But to you , you are doing nothing but to me.. you are doing everything.. I love you for that ..
1 month left <3
Wow looking for an apartment for me and jack <3
This is gonna be fun.. But I think I can get a semi cheap 1 bedroom for both of us..
Jeeze wish me luck <3
Welll jeeze May needs to hurry up and come..
I find myself getting just nervous a bit.. Just a bit
But I know with him everything is just fine.. Things are going to go smooth because we can do whatever we set our minds too
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MAY HURRY UP AND COME ALREADY....
My fingers are FREEZING
I need to get back into the swing of things..
Like Quick..
I can't wait till may..
Geeze Hurry up and come will you know?
I don't wanna go to class.. *Gags* But I must.. I did not do the homework that is like minus 4 points.. Does not seem like a lot But I need all the points I cna get.. I'm gonna fail this class .. so now I have to take it again .. There is no hope for me.. at all..
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My body hurts
my head hurts..
I just want him. Nobody else but him..
1 month left <3