Im really really really hungry.. This chick drew purdy stars on her paper next to me.. maybe i should go to work.. *sighs* Maybe i Should get my ass in gear eH? But I don't want to ..but I have to make up the time.. maybe I can just make it up on thursday and come in at 10 or 11 ? I'm soooo bad.. </3

Well i have to start going into work early
I'm going camping on friday.. *wooot*
I can't wait.. I think I'm leaving work at 3
But I have to make up the time..

Maybe I should say c-ya later to everybody ..
or maybe I should say
  G O O D B Y E

I honestly Don't understand why people do the things they do... I don't know if they know that it hurts people like me.. Do you know that it breaks my heart in half.. ???

if you keep pulling on the strings..

GUESS W H A T ...
THEY ARE GONNA
 R I P 

DEVIL WHY DON'T YOU TAKE ME.. TAKE IT NOW..

I won't ask you for anything ever again .. I promise.. Just let me be with him. let me hold him...

STOP PULLING THE FUCKING STRINGS

Have you ever loved somebody SO MUCH .. That you would SELL YOUR SOUL JUST TO SPEND AN
HOUR WITH THEM

I would...

This semester has kicked my ass..
I don't think i can take ANY of my exams.. I have to have a 70 in every class..
*Cries*

NEW PIC LUFFS <3

Am i slowly giving up on people? Am I letting them slip through my grip.. My attention has been on one person and one person only.. That is my future husband.. I just want him down here.. that is the only person i care about.. I feel I'm letting things get a hold of me and just slip through my grip..

Can I cry yet.. The Earylest they have is fucking may 13 and I'm pushing it there..

I'm sitting here balling and feeling so worthless..

OkaY i fucking hate stupid people..
[kevin69] what a fucking dick..
He asks if i want 'Web sex, I got a big dick "
I'm very nice to him tell him him to leave me alone and if he does not that I will report him.. he is like "you married.. I like housewife"
Okay fucking A .. .LEAVE ME ALONE...
</3

Okay so my app for the apartment is on thursday..
i only have to bring in 315 which is fine then the 610 when I move in.. Which honestly is not that bad.. I think its gonna be 7-10 days then I get the room... OMFG THIS IS REALLY HAPPENING.... JACK IS MOVING DOWN HERE TO BE WITH MEEEEEEE.... <33333333333333333333333333333333

Its funny.. whenever something bad happends .. I cry for you .. I say "I want my jack"
You are security blanket m'love..
I know with you its a sense of comfort..
I love you for it

[<3] The wife

I wonder if people read my diary..
*scratches my head* maybe to see how my life is.. Maybe to just smile.. or you are calling me a piece of shit for waisting your time.. If you read my diary Can you tell me.. Do you like it when I tell you about my day.. Do you hate it.. What do you love hate about it.. *scratches head* Maybe I can get some feedback.. I mean I kinda don't care what people think because if they have shit to be said they can say it to my face kinda thing.. I'm in love end of story..
<3

Why does it have to be so fucking hard...
Damn apartments.. I will fucking burn you all to the ground *Growls* no but really its getting kinda hard and we are to that point we dont care where we are.. I just want him here.. he just wants to be here..
CUT AND DRY

I better call the apartment to see if I can come in and fix up a day

*WOOOOT*
ROB ZOMBIE..
okay so I'm freezing my ass off.. S
serious..
I want my hubby <3

I'm uber hungry..
I MUST GET FOOOD..
YUMMY IN MY MOUTH..
I NEED FOOD..
must flee

Peace

ASAP ASAP!
That is the how it works..
The faster I get something the faster you come down...

How fucking awesome is that? I'm sooo happy *squeeeee* okay so the nervous factor has worn off as quickly as it came ..

[<3]
The wife <3