The Distillers
....

Murder murder a ripe blood stain
Pulled the fucking trigger cause I'm sick of it all
[Murder murder a ripe fucking hate]
Pulled the fucking trigger cause

I'm sick of it all

I went to school today with an Uzi
There's this kid,he teased me
So I shot him in the face
All the world's light won't ease my pain
It won't cease,I'm diseased
Will you hang me please?
I'm a nihilist
Raised on violence
What do I do?
I'm American youth
All my life I've lived in silence


gonna snap,I'll get you back shit

I'm a boy
I'm only 14


[my body ROTS]

Cause I
won't fucking eat

I'm a silent star on the b-roll
[I'm a
mirror fucking image
of no control]
Give me an award
I conquered food again
What else is better in life than to purge my pain?
[If I cut,I won't look like that]
If I cut,If I cut,

I won't feel like this shit



We are kids
We think life is a scam
[we come from wasted land]
We are kids we play punk rock and roll
If we didn't we got no soul

We are [different fucking kids with the same heartbeat]
We got one pulse running through the streets
They are our arteries
We are different fucking kids with the same heartbeat
We got one pulse running through the streets


I am a part of this



we are kids
We think life is a scam
We come from a wasted land
We are kids we play[punk rock and roll]
If we didn't we got no soul

lets just end it now..

It was a cold day, the wind blew at a painfull speed, Sasuke and Sakura where sitting on a bench near the Ninja school, Waiting for Kakashi to show up, he was always late, Naruto was dancing around being the fool he was born to be. Sakura gasped as a circle of sand started to appear out of nowhere, it made a cone shape and then Gaara appeared out of it, his face was blank and lonely as usual, Sasuke grunted and closed his eyes, Sakura jumped to her feet "Hi, Gaara!" she beamed waving, Gaara just nodded at her and stared hatefully at Sasuke, Naruto frozz when he saw Gaara and walked over to him "H- Hi..." he said, turning pale, Naruto liked Gaara in a weird way, Ever since they had that deadly fight a few months back, Naruto now felt sorry for him and treated him as a friend but Gaara was the opposite, Because Naruto had beat him, Gaara hated losing and so he took that hatered out on Naruto, Gaara bent down and spat in between Narutos feet and glared coldly at him for a secand before walking silently off. Ino appeared, her face was dreamy "Oh, Sasuke!" she beamed in her girly tone, She skipped over to him, she was holding a new light pink dress that had roses on it "Like it?!" she asked pushing it right in Sasuke's face, Sasuke nodded quickly and pushed the dress aside "Oh my god! he likes it!" She grinned and stuck her tongue out at a shocked and jelous Sakura, Ino looked at Naruto and then at Sasuke "So, Who are you two going to the school ball with?" she asked, Naruto grinned "Sakura of course!" he beamed, Sakura rolled her eyes "In your dreams!" Ino turned to Sasuke "How about you?" Sasuke looked sideways at her "I am not going..." He grumbled, Sakura and Ino's jaws dropped and Naruto laughed quietly to himself, he was happy that Sasuke wasn't going know he would have Sakura all to himself, Ino pouted "You must go!" she yelled "Everyone is!" Sakura added, Sasuke just shook his stubborn head. Naruto walked over to Sakura and sat next to her and leaned on her "Looks like you will have to go with me..." he said smiling, Sakura jumped to her feet "If Sasuke does not go, then neither do I!" she snapped "Yeah, Me to!" Ino agreed, Sakura stormed off, Ino stared at Sasuke "Please, Come with me" she pleaded standing infront of him "Please..." she said again, Sasuke looked at her, with cold eyes "I said no" he said calmly "Its a foolish thing we are in school to learn to be good ninjas not to be fools and have fun" he got up and put his hands in his pockets and walked quietly away, Ino had tears in her eyes "I cant beleive him!" she roared, Naruto flinched "Eh, Calm down..." he muttered, Ino turned to him and punched him in the face hard, Naruto yelped and went flying back and into a tree, he sat up and rubbed his face "Ow!" he moaned "That hurt!" Ino grinned "Good, I hope it did!" she turned and sighed "I'll go ask Neji then..." she said and walked off aswell.

A couple of minutes later Kakashi appeared, Naruto was sitting back on the bench talking to himself "Naruto!" Kakashi called looking around "Where are Sasuke and Sakura?" he asked, Naruto shrugged "Sasuke is dead, I hope..." He grumbled, Kakashi half laughed "What has he done to you now?" he asked, Naruto looked at the floor "Sakura chose him over me....again" Kakashi rolled his eyes "Naruto how many times! You are at this school to learn to be a good ninja not get girlfriends!" Naruto cursed Kakashi rudely and Kakashi shot over to him and grabbed Narutos ears and pulled them hard, Naruto yelped "Dont be so rude to your Sensai, Naruto!" Kakashi yelled "Sorry! Sorry!" Naruto cried, Kakashi let go and pushed him away "Well, I dont think we will have a lesson today we will have to do extra tommorow!" he sighed "You kids are pains!" Naruto rubbed his ears and grinned "Well I am here..." Kakashi ruffled Narutos hair "Yeah, you are here...sulking.." Naruto narrowed his eyes at Kakashi, Kakashi laughed "Go get some Ramen Naruto" he said throwing Naruto some money and walked away quickly.

Naruto was sat on a stool in the Ramen bar a bowl of Ramen in front of him, he was eating it slowly to make it last, Neji walked into the bar and sat down next to him, Naruto looked sideways at him, Ramen hanging out his mouth "Hey!" he mumbled, Neji looked at him "Hello" he replied and sighed, Neji was cut badly across his forehead blood dripped into his left eye making him blink rapidly, Neji's clothes where ripped and could not be fixed for more use, "Been training?" Naruto asked, Neji nodded "With Tenten and Lee" Neji ordered some ramen and started eating it "So, who are you going to the ball with?" Naruto asked, Neji was silent for a while then he shrugged "I haven't really thought about it" Naruto grinned "What about Tenten? I think she likes you..." Neji glared at him "Shut up you lier!" he snapped, Naruto flinched and nodded slowly and went back to eating his Ramen, After a while Neji sighed "Look, I'm sorry I snapped at you Naruto, But Tenten does not like me in that way she is on my team and is my allie thats all she will ever be..." Neji got up "Goodbye" he walked out of the Ramen bar quickly.

Well, I feel awfull, It's hard to Speak to Eryn now because she has school and has different time zones to me and I really need her at times like this, I miss her, I aint got school yet, luckily, My little sister who died of cancer is getting buried tommorow and I am aloud to go but dont know weather I want to, its all to sad for me, even if she is my sister, Its hard and I love her, but I dunno we will have to see....*cries*

star wars fans will like this.....its funny

Yo! Everyone! I forgot about this thing called a
Diary well, I am veeeery bored and I feel sad for
some reason and I want to be happy, I need my mates around me *sobs*