BLAAAH! What a bloody day, and its only 9 oclock. I'm in school, and I really don't want to be here. My best friend as good as hates me, and its killing me. I'm not one of those weepy people, but right now I could just sob! I don't like feeling this alone, its to close to being abandoned. And I know, everyone says you just gotta move on, but....this person was such a big part of my life that I just don't know what to do with all the time they've left me with. What is a girl to do anymore?