maybe i was wrong again maybe me and him are sooo not right i really dont know what to do i know that no one can love someone like me tho i really know that no one loves me and everyone just lies to me

i dont want to say it but maybe me and him are not ment to be no more maybe we are to wrong sooo wrong we cant be right..


but then i really think and me and him are right we have ups and downs but he is everythin to me and we are right i was sooo wrong to think that me and him was wrong

i love my guy sooo much i really cant wait to be with him and i really do need him and i know this cuz he has helped me out alot with alot of things he is always ther when i need him and he always will be (so he tells me) we can sometimes be mean but then at the end of the day we is in love and thats all that matters to me. he is the one guy that i love and the 1st guy that i have said i love you to so that has to mean somethin dont it?????some times i do wake up and think why me why does he love me and then i stop and think i dont give a shit why he loves me all i know is that he loves me YAY....



omg i cant think i am soooo sleepy lol ahhh i need to sleep but cant... this sucks by the cash is good so i guess it ent that bad really is it????? lol.