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i feel lost and i need to be found and no one can find me i look inside myself to find somethin i have been looking for all my life and i cant find anythin but pain and hurt on the outside i hide how i feel cuz people do not understand me the only one that might understand me is my MAN and he ent been thr what i have but he still knows more about me than most people do he is the one that holds the key to my heart and he always will i love him more than anythin he found me now he just needs to set me free and when i am in his arms i will be free i just need to be with him befor its to l8 and that day will come for me i have my fate to fill i am the last of my real blood line i am full irish and i cant wait to get hold of my life and get it on the right road

lets see what can i say well i dont know guss i cant wait to go home and never come back i may never be back online again when i move cuz i am moveing to forget so there

maybe i was wrong again maybe me and him are sooo not right i really dont know what to do i know that no one can love someone like me tho i really know that no one loves me and everyone just lies to me

i dont want to say it but maybe me and him are not ment to be no more maybe we are to wrong sooo wrong we cant be right..


but then i really think and me and him are right we have ups and downs but he is everythin to me and we are right i was sooo wrong to think that me and him was wrong

i love my guy sooo much i really cant wait to be with him and i really do need him and i know this cuz he has helped me out alot with alot of things he is always ther when i need him and he always will be (so he tells me) we can sometimes be mean but then at the end of the day we is in love and thats all that matters to me. he is the one guy that i love and the 1st guy that i have said i love you to so that has to mean somethin dont it?????some times i do wake up and think why me why does he love me and then i stop and think i dont give a shit why he loves me all i know is that he loves me YAY....



omg i cant think i am soooo sleepy lol ahhh i need to sleep but cant... this sucks by the cash is good so i guess it ent that bad really is it????? lol.