[~Satanirary the dead~]'s diary

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Written about Saturday 2005-10-01
Written: (6829 days ago)

here are some of my poems! :D

She grabs a kife


She takes out her arm


She plungs the dagger through her arm


Then the other arm


Then her legs


And finally her chest





The blood pours out


She waits for the last time


She was the happiest girl alive


But no memories come back


Her last breath slowly comes


She says her last words..





"I love this world.."


She lays there dead


Tears would spill out if she was alive


But now she doesn't





She see's the darkness then..


The light...


She opens her eyes


She see's that she's in a bright


White room.





She tries to get up but the pain


Is to much


She lays back down..


Her family around her...


Her friends around her...





She missed them all..


But all she wanted to do..


Was to be in Rhy's arms..


And let him see her die...


A gresum death

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Bodies shake,


Fear takes control


Blood drips down



Darkness as over come light


Dark is light



Night is day


Her suicide killed all


Everyone misses her


Yet she was forgotten


They said they wouldn't forget her



Yet she was forgotten


She misses them all


She yearns for their touch


She misses his touch


She misses his voice


She misses his kisses


But now she's gone


And he has felt nothing


His heart broke


As he watched her die


He tried to stop her


But did not succeed


He misses her much


But he heard her last words.


"Live life to your fullest"


He did just that



He visits her gave


Everyday,


But still does not


Forget those words.


Even though she's dead


She still lives in out hearts.

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She looks out the window


Praying for a gentle wind


To bring all this to an end


She closes her eyes


As the tears roll slowly down her cheeks


She prays for day


Instead of night


But nothing seems to be working


All alone she cannot hide


From her worst fears


She opens her eyes


And looks around


Hoping no one see's her


She puts the gun to her head


Pulls the trigger


And BANG there she goes


She lays on the ground


A small stream of blood


Flowing down from her head


She's dead...


She's gone...


She's forgotten...

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He told her


He loved her


She told him the same


She went home that night


Wondering if what he said was true


The next day She went to school


She saw him with another girl


She loved this boy dearly


And would do anything for him


Including die for him


He looked over and saw her


A smirk on his face


Tears rolled her pale cheeks


She ran home


She wanted to end it all


She loved him so much


She couldn't believe this


She couldn't handle this


She gave him a chance of love


He broke that chance


She felt nothing


She saw nothing


She died with nothing


The next day...


He wondered where she was...


He called her house...


Her mom answered...


When he heard she...


She died for him...


All the mother oculd say was...


She loved you and you broke her heart...


She always wanted you...


But when she had you...


You had someone else...


The boy dropped the phone


Tears rolled down his cheeks


He couldn't believe this..


And he wouldn't...


He ran to this girls house..


Went up to her room...


He saw her dead on the ground..


With a gun in her hand...


He too took the gun...


And killed himself to be with her...



Now all I have to say is that.. If you love someone don't let them go because you never know what will happen... They loved each other... But he fell in love with another.. He had deep feelings for this girl but was confused... When he found out she had died... He realized he loved this girl with all his heart....


Now what does that mean to you?

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Heart and soul


Bound together


Light and dark


Night and day


Loved and not loved


Those are all bound together


When one is broken


Some lose themselves


If two are broken


Then more lose themselves


Thoughts are taken


Dreams are broken


No one's there to help


But if we help ourselves


We can help others.


We all have values


But some of them break.


So we need to make more


Set guidelines for yourself


And you'll find out


There's more you can do.


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Her heart has died


Her dreams are gone


She wants to escape


But knows she can't


Her father's words hurt her


He doesn't know



Her pain is growing thicker


Her sorrows are undone


Her tears always fall



She wishes


She prays


She hopes


She has fatih


That someone she'll escape


But knows she can't


She's ran away once


already.


Her plan back-fired


She went back home



Her friends she lives for


Her family she does not.


Her family is nothing


She is invisible to them


Is she invisble to you??


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Her world is dying


Her thoughts are broken


She wants to go home


But she knows she cannot


She was disowned


She was abandoned


She feels so lonely



Can you help her?


She wants advice


She needs your help


But she knows you won't help


Many people have tried


Yet have failed...



Can She ever be free??


Free from everything??


Free from being lonely...



Now she's gone...


Now...


Now...


Now....


Now she's dead

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