yay more irl drama. Now my laptop won't work as if plugged in, so even though it should be charging, its not. The batteries probably dead by now. bro and his gf katie are taking up the basement so i cant game or watch tv. And since my bro uses this computer, i cant use yahoo or bnet either. Oh joy. and also, this is the family computer and dad needs to work, so ive gotta go about 5 minutes ago. I'll be back... soon I hope.

vV Great. My laptop doesn't have enough power, but craploads of memory. Our regular computer has the power, but hardly any leftover memory. $80 and 90 days subscription, totally waisted.

*sigh* Just another day in my life.

Curse laptops for having so little RAM. It takes a freaking eternity to do anything, and I still havent been able to get as far as creating my character x.o that and the relative suckitude of my wireless net, but even next to the router, I'm still waiting. *sigh* if I have to get it put on the regular computer, then we go back to the old brotherly rivalry of who gets the computer for how long. joy, some more irl drama. And in addition to all that, i've got a crapload of appointments, schedulings and all that crap this and next week, so between that and WoW, I'm going to be on very rarely =( *sigh* see ya around.

I just got WoW early for my birthday ^^ Time for me to delve deeeeep into it for the next few days before school starts.

Gah T_T Where is everyone today?!?

Love to hate, hate to love. Six words that describe us all.

merf... Another boring day, but at least I got to see Kara earlier this morning ^^

"Jess really just doesn't seem to care about anyone but herself right now. *sighs* She was asking me to stay tied to her to be her backup relationship, not seeing anyone just so I could be her plan-b. She's obviously messed up."

~Me to [Miya] when she asked me to tell her honestly if jess was still tied to her, after jess had told me that, and that she honestly didn't know if she'd even be staying with her. And wow, dejavu. Kat will most definitly agree with me on that.

I was tempted to write another few lines of my "drama whore" poem but I decided not to.

Well, it was a break from the boredom. Too bad flashbacks are the only thing that emotionally hurt me anymore. That was a Charley and the Chocolate Factory reference to those who haven't seen it.

Ah smoof.
First I miss kara having to leave cuz of dinner, and now I find out tonight is movie night, so I'll be forced to watch either Marx Bros or Disney T_x as if my bro and his girlfriend werent having me sit through enough, and that also means its unlikely I'll be left alone to do what I want namely on the gamecube and laptop. Ah smoof indeed.

T_T I tried leaving then coming back to get her to show up and it worked, but now it looks like she didn't wait around long enough to see me come back X.x Can't I ever win?

I just fell asleap for an hour x.x now I need breakfast and teh gawdess will probably come on now. If you stay on kara, I'll give you a... a waffle! o_O *huggles* also time to take my medication so hopefully I won't be too loopy.

Dah... I need to find something to keep me awake... I can feel myself going sleepy... x.x *sigh* just a dozen or so sets of 20 minutes left x_x

*Yaaaaaawn*

Merf... 'Tis 5 AM here, but I'm still up. Watching Case Closed makes me wish I did it more often. Anyhow, I'm also staying up to make sure I get to talk to teh gawdess since both of us are really getting ticked that we don't get to talk anymore. So if I go quiet and/or pass out randomly, thats why. Hopefully I'll come to in 3-6 hours x.o

damn, today just like yesterday is boring as heck. Its almost enough to make me appreciate the drama.

Yeah right :P

Is it just me or does everyone have a thorn in their ass when it comes to Kara? Why must you all hate her? I've had as much (if not more) reason as anyone else to be upset with her, but I'm not. Or maybe thats just because you're all sick of the two of us? Ahh, thats what it is.

We're the healers and fixers, but when everything's going fine for you, we get shoved to the side. Like I told Kara last night when she was ready to break from all the drama shot towards her:

  We're the ones who fix their hearts. They just keep breaking them the same way, again and again and again. Then they come to us and we fix their hearts breaking our own in the process. We heal their hearts with pieces of our own.

[12:20:51 AM] <WesFoxx> Why? cuz I want that target? ;) :P
[12:21:50 AM] <WesFoxx> i want kusu's bullzeye :P
[12:22:02 AM] <WesFoxx> arrow and all.
[12:22:10 AM] <WesFoxx> that tiny little arrow :0

But I do >> << >> :P

Ah, I love being the guy for teh laughter. I'm teh gawd of self-deprecating humor around here.

For example. A quote from school I'm still harangued about.

"Why would you want to let loose a bunch of animals in the school, while you were still stuck inside it? Especially when they're all, like, snakes and crap like that. How is it funny when you're suffering from your own prank? Its like... prank suicide or something."

Ah. good ol' prank suicide. Every single freakin' day I got someone from that stupid chemistry class making fun of me for wording things that way.

I think I shall compose a poem on our lives now, totally improvising.

Chaos, heartbreak, have some more
threaten suicide, drama whore.

I love you, you love me
and yet its never ment to be.

You love him, she loves her,
Crashing down in painful blur.

Kusu, Kara, Jess, Hayden
Andy, Mia, Wes, Kitten

Anna, Zero, Kori, Kodo
People come and people go

Every day another twist
Another backstab, another tryst.

We've lived our lives
Some lived by knives
Some lived a lie
Some smile, some cry.

And still...
We're all alive.

Kusu + Kara. Hell, heartbreak and high-water drama. Just lovely >< my two bestest friends, Zac aka puddles and Kara aka teh gawdess are both having their emotions tossed around with ragdoll physics >< damnit, if only I could help...