God damn x.x its like having braces tightened only much much worse, plus my throat is giving me major grief. *sigh* at least its over, at least till I have to start trying to brush the places super-clean tommorow. Today I just gotta wait, try to stop vomiting, and hope the incisions heal and my blood starts clotting so I'm not left with empty gaps that'll take months to heal and make me need painkillers until january. and the swelling should kick in right about the first day of school so my face will look like a balloon. *sighs again* at least its partially over with.
laptop should be done soon...
I just ate the last bit of food I'm gonna be allowed to have until after the surgery... tommorrow...
heh. you know me. I'll probably be trying to talk (cough, rant) with them while all twilight-y from the medications.
We went on vacation too, lots of fun stories there. sigh...
stomach is going to murder me im so nervous. I'll write more when i get my laptop back, this has been my ONLY chance since the last time i wrote, my bro's been glued to the screen till 4 am every night.
Dah, cant sleep x.x too hyper, too busy thinking about IT. thats referring to the surgery. meh, harry potter 6 re-read helped distract me and keep me up all night, that and my bro's friends Blake and Adam. Blake's the cool, yet crazy one, and hes sleeping in the basement, while the others do shyt upstairs, meaning im gonna get kicked off, and cant play g-cube or watch tv.
my life is getting more and more dramatic without my laptop x_X *sigh* se la vi.
Well, the laptop should be fixed and upgraded in less than 10 days, maybe as little as a week from now. Just before oral surgery. Joy. *shudders* That means hopefully I'll be able to play WoW, if not, I'm going to be COMPLETELY pissed. I'm missing all of you to an insane degree, and almost hope that you dont miss me, cuz i know how much it sucks from personal experience. See all of you around eventually, and with a crapload of new art.
~Wes, Foxy, Aric, Teh Gawd, bla bla bla.
great... more good news... monday after next, the 16th, i get to go into oral surgery to get my wisdom teeth removed. Yeah, at 16. I must really be wise. *rimshot* at least i get a light sedation instead of just a local. That would be hell. Still, less chance of me never waking up than a full-blown general anesthetic. joy, now i get to spend the next 13 days contemplating one of the things i fear the most.
yay more irl drama. Now my laptop won't work as if plugged in, so even though it should be charging, its not. The batteries probably dead by now. bro and his gf katie are taking up the basement so i cant game or watch tv. And since my bro uses this computer, i cant use yahoo or bnet either. Oh joy. and also, this is the family computer and dad needs to work, so ive gotta go about 5 minutes ago. I'll be back... soon I hope.
vV Great. My laptop doesn't have enough power, but craploads of memory. Our regular computer has the power, but hardly any leftover memory. $80 and 90 days subscription, totally waisted.
*sigh* Just another day in my life.
Curse laptops for having so little RAM. It takes a freaking eternity to do anything, and I still havent been able to get as far as creating my character x.o that and the relative suckitude of my wireless net, but even next to the router, I'm still waiting. *sigh* if I have to get it put on the regular computer, then we go back to the old brotherly rivalry of who gets the computer for how long. joy, some more irl drama. And in addition to all that, i've got a crapload of appointments, schedulings and all that crap this and next week, so between that and WoW, I'm going to be on very rarely =( *sigh* see ya around.
I just got WoW early for my birthday ^^ Time for me to delve deeeeep into it for the next few days before school starts.
Love to hate, hate to love. Six words that describe us all.
merf... Another boring day, but at least I got to see Kara earlier this morning ^^
"Jess really just doesn't seem to care about anyone but herself right now. *sighs* She was asking me to stay tied to her to be her backup relationship, not seeing anyone just so I could be her plan-b. She's obviously messed up."
~Me to [Miya] when she asked me to tell her honestly if jess was still tied to her, after jess had told me that, and that she honestly didn't know if she'd even be staying with her. And wow, dejavu. Kat will most definitly agree with me on that.
I was tempted to write another few lines of my "drama whore" poem but I decided not to.
Well, it was a break from the boredom. Too bad flashbacks are the only thing that emotionally hurt me anymore. That was a Charley and the Chocolate Factory reference to those who haven't seen it.
Ah smoof.
First I miss kara having to leave cuz of dinner, and now I find out tonight is movie night, so I'll be forced to watch either Marx Bros or Disney T_x as if my bro and his girlfriend werent having me sit through enough, and that also means its unlikely I'll be left alone to do what I want namely on the gamecube and laptop. Ah smoof indeed.
T_T I tried leaving then coming back to get her to show up and it worked, but now it looks like she didn't wait around long enough to see me come back X.x Can't I ever win?
I just fell asleap for an hour x.x now I need breakfast and teh gawdess will probably come on now. If you stay on kara, I'll give you a... a waffle! o_O *huggles* also time to take my medication so hopefully I won't be too loopy.
Dah... I need to find something to keep me awake... I can feel myself going sleepy... x.x *sigh* just a dozen or so sets of 20 minutes left x_x
*Yaaaaaawn*
Merf... 'Tis 5 AM here, but I'm still up. Watching Case Closed makes me wish I did it more often. Anyhow, I'm also staying up to make sure I get to talk to teh gawdess since both of us are really getting ticked that we don't get to talk anymore. So if I go quiet and/or pass out randomly, thats why. Hopefully I'll come to in 3-6 hours x.o
damn, today just like yesterday is boring as heck. Its almost enough to make me appreciate the drama.
Yeah right :P
Is it just me or does everyone have a thorn in their ass when it comes to Kara? Why must you all hate her? I've had as much (if not more) reason as anyone else to be upset with her, but I'm not. Or maybe thats just because you're all sick of the two of us? Ahh, thats what it is.
We're the healers and fixers, but when everything's going fine for you, we get shoved to the side. Like I told Kara last night when she was ready to break from all the drama shot towards her:
We're the ones who fix their hearts. They just keep breaking them the same way, again and again and again. Then they come to us and we fix their hearts breaking our own in the process. We heal their hearts with pieces of our own.