I'm so pathetic.. I can't believe I actually did that..
Why won't you listen?
I need to stop thinking about these sort of things..
08:43:37 Alphonse Elric: Hmm..it's back..wierd..Y
08:54:15 Alphonse Elric: *Sniffles* ...You've..got a point there..
09:03:35 Alphonse Elric: Hmm...The only song I've heard.....of his ...is one about him having a little monkey....that he fed with gingerbread... *Shakes head all confuzzled.* Does..that song have a deep meaning?
09:48:43 Alphonse Elric: I see!! So you actually like MM? Hmmm...I don't know..He just kinda scares me...I mean, Kyo seems like he's not truely insane from other stuff about him..but I don't know as much abou MM other than he's scary on stage..
10:44:00 Alphonse Elric: Hmmm......I can't start likin' him though..Cus my madre would freak out on me! Yes she would!
11:01:04 Alphonse Elric: I'd....prolly.
20:29:40 Alphonse Elric: Yea right! They still haven't gotten used ta me liking Dir En Grey...
21:03:42 Alphonse Elric: ...Yea...It's really quite upsetting right? My mother sees them as plain disgusting. She said that they have to be the scum of the earth to be on tour with Korn..
21:08:33 lucifer's fallen angel: aww that is soooooo not nice to say!!!!
21:13:29 Alphonse Elric: I knooow! An mah dad just gets irritated whenever I try to talk to him about them....
00:47:09 lucifer's fallen angel: yeah i told my mom today that i was going to start dressing visual kei fro school this year and she totally fliped out. on all my jrock pics she sits there and says transvestite again and agian and every thing i show here she says is ugly and im not walking out of the house cause the way i dress reflects how my parents raised me...bullshit i think
I just had to. ^_^ this is Awesome
I'm a pervert. >_>
An anonymous reader writes "Good news for those who like both coffee
and alcohol. In a recent study of more than 125,000 people an Oakland,
CA medical team found that consuming coffee seems to help protect
against alcoholic cirrhosis. The study was done based on people
enrolled in a private northern California health care plan between
1978 and 1985." From the article: "People drinking one cup of coffee
per day were, on average, 20% less likely to develop alcoholic
cirrhosis. For people drinking two or three cups the reduction was
40%, and for those drinking four or more cups of coffee a day the
reduction in risk was 80%."
taken from Are you a coffee addict?
so i'm at Viimsi, Estonia now...
i first tried to log onto to et but there were some problems.. 0.o
well anyway. i can't stay here for long.
Just came to let you know that i'm alive.
yep. i'll write more to my et diary when i get back...
Chuck Norris is god oh my... XD
I cleaned my room yesterday. so I thought about taking pictures to have some evidence of it... since i'm bound to mess my room again.. :P so...Enjoy!
My room :D
My dear guitar :D
I'm having some sleeping problems.
I try to get rid of them but it's no good.
I just go to bed at 10 pm, and try to sleep, but then i have lots of thoughts just going through my mind and i can't sleep.
and i try to listen to Nick Cave's Into my arms since it's such a calm song... it used to work, but it doesn't now.
and then i just turn around in my bed for 9 hours....
and then sleep late, and miss school.
that goes on every night. :P
i don't know what to do. *confused*
When I said those words...
*looks down, closes eyes, sighs* I thought I saw a smile.
But I guess not then. Just my imagination. *sighs sadly*
I wish I was a cheerful little seahorse on the bottom of the ocean...
Drowning, I mean...
Don't tell me truth hurts, little girl 'Cause it hurts like hell...
So I just kept rolling around in my bed... and just try to fall asleep. But it was useless.
Eventually I managed to fall asleep around 8 am. After trying to fall asleep for the last 9 hours...
And then when I did fall asleep, well... I had another nightmare.
It wasn't a spider dream. But yes, it was a nightmare...
And my hair's all messy again. I need to go take a shower. And then I need to go walk Pete, and then study some history and perhaps play my guitar a bit. since mari's coming here wednesday so i need to practice...
I keep having this dream where Shelob is eating my left foot and then these really really tiny black spiders are eating my left foot.
So I can't sleep.
I just ate a piece of bread.
I don't know what to do.
I've been repeating Nine Inch Nails' Somewhat damaged song in my head for the past 2 hours... Maybe that's why I can't sleep.
I'll try to go back to sleep then.
So i talked with her. I'm happy about that.
We cleared some things that have been weighing on my mind for the past 2 or more days...
But do I feel better? Not really.
Apperently it's just not the same anymore. And it makes me mad.
But I'll accept it.
But I need to stop being such a brat and just get over this feeling....
Tonight when i was out with pete.. And then that one song came from my disc player and the cold wind kept blowing right to my eyes... And then tears just came rolling from my eyes. that song always makes me cry... and just everything, i just... couldn't bare it any longer.. keeping them inside me... I just started crying...
Though my views may be wrong, they may even be perverted, she will hear me out and won't easily be converted to my way of thinking. In fact she'll often disagree. But at the end of it all she will understand me.