well the shit hit the fan. i got pregnant.... lost it.... and the father said he wanted to try again but then he went and fucked his ex behind my back.
hey y'all long time no see! it's been forever. lots of stuff going on lately. if you really care and want updates you can email me. (not bad drama if your wondering) phone broke so i had to get a new one. lost all my numbers and everything.
i might be pregnant!
i'm GETTIING MARRIED!!!!!!!
my ex once again dumped me! and i'm now single and bored out of my mind! lol. i have to work holidays i figured out... but i get over time so that's good.. i guess.
well my ex caved and asked me back out. and i said yes. went on a date with my sister... her new guy and the one she made me take. broke up with him between the movie and the pool hall. sister is a divorcee... soon to be mommy.
i don't like mri machines.. they freak me out!
ok... i have had a really bad experience with love.. back in september... 3 days before our 1year and 4 month anneversary my girlfriend decides that she want's to be with her gay boyfriend more than she want's to be with me. he has a boyfriend as well as her... and he is living in montana while she and i live in washington.i only live half a flippin' hour's drive away from her now. the sad thing is that she still loves me.
my sister was dating one of my friends over the summer... but around the first of august she calls me and tells me that he's mine.. to soften the blow for him that she has just gotten married and is "with child". so now i have a boyfriend. his name is matt. and he's one of the funniest best guys i know... i just don't want him in bed with me. i don't know what to do with him. i don't want to break his heart but i can't really stay with him just to make him happy when i'm not. i'm not really looking for a new person in my life right now... and i'm just not comfortable taking back an older relationship i had.
i just need my friends for morral support... (or something like that)... i'm kinda down right now. friends make the difference.
i'm gonna change my name... jennifer lee kelly. all i have to do is do the paper work pay the fee and wait for my court hearing.
AAaaaugh..... the asshole is getting drunk! he's getting pissy and he's bein philosophical. i just hope he doesn't drink more tonight. i don't want to stay awake all night to just stay safe.
MY SISTER HAS CANCER.
is it too stupid to say i want to go "home" when its what i need to get away from? if you have an answer tell me.
i have had a hectic couple weeks. my uncle passed on and his funeral was on my birthday. i'm the legion's bugler so i had to play taps for him. i could barely finish it for the crying that was happening around me. i wish... i just wish i could have done more for my auntie.