“Never raise your hands to your kids. It leaves your groin unprotected.” -Red Buttons
I'm affriad. I'm affriad to come on this site nwo. Why? Becasue I'm affriad I'm going to get news that I'm going to lose one of by best friends. I'm affriad to answer her message. I dunno what do say.. I really don't. I'm fucking emotionally retarded, and I kick myself because of it. I'm probably going to be away from the computer, or away from this site. Of course, I'll check in, but...I dunno....I really don't.
IT's stupid, that this machine that lets me take a break from reality is causing this much pain. This wonderful peice of metal that lets me meet people like me, that let me know that I'm not the only person like me out there, that someone loves me for who I am, not what I look like. Sure, IT has it's risks, I know that. I sat with my mom and watched "dateline" when they did the internet pretitors. I've gone through the chatts about people online, my mom doesn't like it when she sees me chatting wiht older people, she gets nervous when thier on my list of friends(I never chat with them...). But, No one has chatted with me like the pretitors do, no one asked where I live, I've never given out my phone number. I'm safe...Or so I think, I guess. I'm just a navie person. Don't take this the wrong way....
So...I dunno, are those my thoughts? Part of them. I'm selfcounsious, I hate to talk about what I'm thinking. I'm affriad I'm going to strike someone the wrong way. So, my mouth is shut, most of the time.
I'm on Deviantart more. Maybe Gaia, sometimes.
Ok, yesterday didn't end until....ten this morning. and my day started at 4:30pm, where I got up and went to have dinner.
So, lastnight(thismorning) I wanted to stay awake. So, I tried to keep myself up by seeing if there was dannyphantom yaoi. and there was! night art, too. then, out of the blue, OMG! I found the best(andonly) DP comic I've EVER read! It's called Asylum! IT's put, like, 13 years into the future. IT's still wouderful! I found it and finished it alstngiht, and am currently waiting for a update (IT'LL HAPPEN SOON! SHUT UP!!! ><). I love Asylum!Danny. I wanna draw a small animation thing of him. ^________^
After reading that (and creating a folder for it, looking up any other picture;s Ms. The-Alchemists
Oh, Katie got back yesterday. She's got a new tat, it's really cool. she's in a good mood, too! I like Kate in a goodmood! ^________^
"Im gunna name a group of my kids after my favorite cartoon. Im gunna name a bunch of them after Transformers. (enter audience laugh) That'd be great! Oh, yeah. Just to be like, 'Optimus Prime, come here for a second, I want to talk to you. Come here, you sit next to Magatron. We're gunna have a little chitchat right here, ok? I am the Cobra comander and I-UUUUUUUUUURR
XD omg.
Sorry, guys, I'll probably won't be on saturday (around noon my time) because of a birthday party, and it's a sleepover,too, I'm sure...I just hope Angelica wasn't shooing lies out of her ass whens he said she had internet. -_-
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This is an RP with me and [Bastet], but in story format. THis isn't even half of what we wrote down, and this took five pages. She told me to type it up, so I did, and I stopped it here. If you'd like, read it.
Old Man Mark died a few days ago. I didn't know him, I've seen him. My dad knew him. He was really sick, but I can't remember from waht. My dad told me, I know. He was showing me pictures of him and a bunch of his friends at a recent camping trip, and old man mark was there, in a wheelchair. He wasn't feeling good, dad said, but I'm sure he was glad to be out there with lots of people instead of being alone. When dad told me, he wanted to give us a ride to somewhere quick, so that he could drink beer with his buddies, to celebrate Old Man Mark's live. It's nice, to know that they'd celebrating instead of mourning. Dad doesn't know how old man mark died, but I'm sure he died in his sleep. That's one of the better ways to go.
I've alwayss wondered what it felt like to die, and waht happens to your subcouncious. What does happen? Do you roam around, unnoticed? No clue. Only one way to find out, right? Ah, but then I wouldn't be able to report it, would i? *laughs*
Sorry I haven't been on, guys...there's just been some...complic
I'm out, and I'm sorry to Ed for missing him by 20 hours when I know the computer was on!
•HIGH CLASS:•
____________
•[] You go/have gone tanning.
•[] You own an iPod/mp3 player.
•[] You love Starbucks.
•[x] You have been called a brat.
•[x] You have tons of shoes.
•[] You hate buying things that are on sale.
•[x] You have a laptop.
•[x] You love shopping.
•TOTAL: 4
________
•GOTHIC:•
_________
•[x] Black is one of your favorite colors.
•[] You wear chains.
•[x] you like heavy metal.
•[x] you've shopped at hot topic
•[x] You have worn black lipstick.
•[x] You have/had/or wanted piercings.
•[] You own a pair of Tripp pants
•[x] u have at least one unnaturally colored haired friend.
•TOTAL: 6
_______
•PUNK:•
_______
•[] You can skateboard.
•[x] You like plaid.
•[x] You have/love Converse.
•[] You hate mtv.
•[x] You have/had/wante
•[X] You love mohawks
•[X] You LOVE Music.
•[X] Hate people who pretend to be something they are not
•TOTAL: 6
______
•EMO:•
______
•[x] You are depressed sometimes.
•[x] You have dark colored thick-rimmed glasses.
•[x] You cry easily.
•[] You like emo music
•[x] You've kept a journal/diary.
•[] You have written a sad poem.
•[x] you have dyed your hair
•[] You're sad when you're drunk
•TOTAL: 5
_______
•GHETTO:•
_____
•[x] You like rap
•[] have said "Fo Sho, Fo Shizzle, Fo Sheezy, etc."
•[] You have worn/wanted a grill.
•[] You have had a freestyling contest.
•[] You have worn your shoes with the tongue flipped out.
•[] You've said the N word to a black person and didnt get punched
•[] you know most of the lines from Boyz N Da Hood
•[] You own a huge gold chain with a giant gold pendant
•TOTAL: 1
___________
•HARDCORE:•
___________
•[x] You like loud music.
•[x] You love/like the Ninja Turtles.
•[x] You have slip-on shoes.
•[x] You like Norma Jean.
•[x] People have called you a freak and meant it lovingly
•[x] You love to "hardcore" dance
•[] Your hair has been dyed more than one color.
•[x] You wear jeans a lot.
•TOTAL: 7
_______
•PREP:•
_______
•[] You LOVE/like The OC.
•[x] You had/have/want a tiny/small sized dog.
•[] Your usual outfits consist of pink.
•[x] u like buying shoes A LOT.
•[] you shop at Hollister.AE,a
•[] Getting your nails done is a fun thing.
•[] You have big sunglasses
•[] You can't go anywhere without your hair perfect.
•TOTAL: 2
__________
•ATHLETIC:•
__________
•[x] You watch the Superbowl.
•[] You own track shoes or cleats other sports related shoes.
•[] You own jerseys.
•[] You have/ had a special shelf for trophies and awards.
•[] Your garage/shed consists of sports equipment.
•[x] You belong/belonge
•[] You have a specific number preferred for your jersey.
•[] You practice a sport at least 3 times a week
TOTAL: 2
_______
•SCENE:•
_______
•[] You like putting little bows in your hair
•[] You have mini-skirts.
•[x] You have parted your hair to the side.
•[] You think polka-dots are way cute.
•[x] You have done a peace sign while you pose for a picture.
•[] You've been called scene before.
•[] You have dyed you hair a bright neon color
•[] You wear/wore long, colorful socks with your skirts
•TOTAL:2
__________
•REDNECK:•
__________
•[] Gone four wheeling.
•[] Went hunting.
•[x] Own a four/three-whe
•[x] Like to go fishing.
•[x] Eat beef jerky
•[x] Ever said GIT-R-DONE.
•[] Listened to the song Redneck Woman.
•[] Know who Bocephus is.
•TOTAL: 4
___________
•METALHEAD:•
___________
•[] You wear band shirts alot.
•[] If people down talk metal you down talk their favorite music.
•[] You like bands like As I Lay Dying, Lamb Of God, and All That Remains.
•[] You HATE emos.
•[] You love Black Sabbath.
•[] You have gone to Ozzfest.
•[x] You like to headbang.
•[] You don't like rap.
•[x] You have a taste for classic rock as well.
•TOTAL: 2
Hardcore...I guess...
Omg! THe first (really good) hand tutorial I've seen!
Porcelain masks have a very annoying tendency to crack and break at nearly horrible moments.
Who out of all people reading this gets that?
DIIIIE YOU STUPID PANDA!
XD Omg! Crowley you poor deprives soul.
Allen: um, Yuu...
Kanda: hmm?
Allen: your hand... =_=
Kanda: ... but you like it *smirks*
Allen: ahahaha. Stop it or I'll never *bleep* and *bleep* with you again!
Kanda: =_=;; che.
Aou: *chuuuuuuuuuuu
Kanda: H-Hey! That brat kissed you!!!! =A=#
Allen: He's still a kid Yuu-chan
Kanda: But---!
Aou: em? Daddy want a kiss too? 8D <--- is eager
Kanda: =_= Don't you dare... ( only Allen's allowed to kiss me!! )
I really don't get the Alaska thing but ooook....They got the quote from blades of glory.
XD It's a D-gray-man SAMMICH!
XD Omg! Band Camp! Though, I wonder waht Allen's story was... I'm a freak that way! 8D
*sigh* Fuck, I feel crappy. THis is really the first time i've wrote about it and everythign, and please don't say anything...REa
*sigh* I still feel crappy, but I'll cheer up soon, probably before anyone on my list gets on. Don't say anything, or ask any questions, ok? I might answer then if you do, but...it's not very likely.
Thanks for reading, if you did..
Love cannot possibly last forever For the only perminate thing in this world is death.
Why Dogs Chase Cats
Once long ago, Dog was married to Cat. They were happy together, but every night when Dog came home from work, Cat said she was too sick to make him dinner. Dog was patient with this talk for a while, but he soon got mighty tired of fixing dinner for them both after a hard day's work. After all, Cat just stayed home all day long.
One day, Dog told Cat he was going to work, but instead he hid in the cupboard and watched Cat to see if she really was sick. As soon as Cat thought Dog had left, she started playing games with Kitten. They laughed and ran about. Cat wasn't the least bit sick.
Dog jumped out of the cupboard. When Cat saw him, she stuck a marble in her cheek and told Dog she had a toothache. Dog got so mad at her he started chasing her around and around the house.
Dogs have been chasing Cats ever since.