Ok, soo....it's been decieded. I'm gunna go to camp. I kept weighing out the odds, and I thought maybe I could meet some friends and have funn (possibly lose some weight, too!) if I went, but I'm still...uncomp
Anyway, so, on wednsday I'm leaving for 7 days, so I won't be on at all....that's gunna be a torture.
Ok, so, my grandma brought up this camp that I could go to. It sounds really good, it sounds really fun, It's only for a week. the only thing I'm kinda...put off at is because it's a christian camp. I don't have any problem with Christians, of course, I don't care what religion you practice, but...Ya know, it'd be embarrassing. I don't own a bible (well, a mormon bible, but that doesn't count), I've never been to church (once, at a mormon place, only because I had a friend from school there. She's really nice, too. I like her, Anyway, that doesn't count either...). I just think it'd be awkward....I don't like to pray outloud, either, I was real reluctant. But...I need to get out, I need to have some fun, I need to try to meet new people, so I think I might go. I need to finallize the desition before wednsday, but I think Ima go....It's from wednsday this week, until wednsday next week, I beleive.... Eh....
well, on more...uh, decieded News, I've started another story, but i think this one will stick! I bought a small note book, and I've jotted down ideas, character bios, things in the book, and I've been getting ideas like crazy. I've revised the first (small) chapter a few times already, and I'm proud of it.
BTW, [Bastet] said she won't be able to get on this weekend, because she gains accesses at the library, and I think she said something was going on there, but I couldn't make it out...the cellphone was all scratchy.
Well, Ima out.
Last night was...wow, busy, to say the least. I was helping out my mom for stake night, and I was running the stairs. Hard, right? Not really. I only had a problem when it came to carryin the stuff up, and carrying the plates down (those things are heavy!) I leanred (pretty quickly) that I needed to keep some water downstairs (where teh kitchen was) since that's where I usually got my break (waiting for the stakes). I also learned that I need to cool myself down aka spray my face with water, otherwise I'd be in a pissy mood. It worked, too. You know, it's weird, I'm not that tired..in my legs. Their a little sore, but nothing I can't handle. I thought I'd be horribly sore. Ah, well *shurg* But, omg, the tips were worth it. I got like fifty bucks doing it. Totally worth the headache I got. NOw I have something like $145...
“Never raise your hands to your kids. It leaves your groin unprotected.” -Red Buttons
I'm affriad. I'm affriad to come on this site nwo. Why? Becasue I'm affriad I'm going to get news that I'm going to lose one of by best friends. I'm affriad to answer her message. I dunno what do say.. I really don't. I'm fucking emotionally retarded, and I kick myself because of it. I'm probably going to be away from the computer, or away from this site. Of course, I'll check in, but...I dunno....I really don't.
IT's stupid, that this machine that lets me take a break from reality is causing this much pain. This wonderful peice of metal that lets me meet people like me, that let me know that I'm not the only person like me out there, that someone loves me for who I am, not what I look like. Sure, IT has it's risks, I know that. I sat with my mom and watched "dateline" when they did the internet pretitors. I've gone through the chatts about people online, my mom doesn't like it when she sees me chatting wiht older people, she gets nervous when thier on my list of friends(I never chat with them...). But, No one has chatted with me like the pretitors do, no one asked where I live, I've never given out my phone number. I'm safe...Or so I think, I guess. I'm just a navie person. Don't take this the wrong way....
So...I dunno, are those my thoughts? Part of them. I'm selfcounsious, I hate to talk about what I'm thinking. I'm affriad I'm going to strike someone the wrong way. So, my mouth is shut, most of the time.
I'm on Deviantart more. Maybe Gaia, sometimes.
Ok, yesterday didn't end until....ten this morning. and my day started at 4:30pm, where I got up and went to have dinner.
So, lastnight(thismorning) I wanted to stay awake. So, I tried to keep myself up by seeing if there was dannyphantom yaoi. and there was! night art, too. then, out of the blue, OMG! I found the best(andonly) DP comic I've EVER read! It's called Asylum! IT's put, like, 13 years into the future. IT's still wouderful! I found it and finished it alstngiht, and am currently waiting for a update (IT'LL HAPPEN SOON! SHUT UP!!! ><). I love Asylum!Danny. I wanna draw a small animation thing of him. ^________^
After reading that (and creating a folder for it, looking up any other picture;s Ms. The-Alchemists
Oh, Katie got back yesterday. She's got a new tat, it's really cool. she's in a good mood, too! I like Kate in a goodmood! ^________^
"Im gunna name a group of my kids after my favorite cartoon. Im gunna name a bunch of them after Transformers. (enter audience laugh) That'd be great! Oh, yeah. Just to be like, 'Optimus Prime, come here for a second, I want to talk to you. Come here, you sit next to Magatron. We're gunna have a little chitchat right here, ok? I am the Cobra comander and I-UUUUUUUUUURR
XD omg.
Sorry, guys, I'll probably won't be on saturday (around noon my time) because of a birthday party, and it's a sleepover,too, I'm sure...I just hope Angelica wasn't shooing lies out of her ass whens he said she had internet. -_-
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This is an RP with me and [Bastet], but in story format. THis isn't even half of what we wrote down, and this took five pages. She told me to type it up, so I did, and I stopped it here. If you'd like, read it.
Old Man Mark died a few days ago. I didn't know him, I've seen him. My dad knew him. He was really sick, but I can't remember from waht. My dad told me, I know. He was showing me pictures of him and a bunch of his friends at a recent camping trip, and old man mark was there, in a wheelchair. He wasn't feeling good, dad said, but I'm sure he was glad to be out there with lots of people instead of being alone. When dad told me, he wanted to give us a ride to somewhere quick, so that he could drink beer with his buddies, to celebrate Old Man Mark's live. It's nice, to know that they'd celebrating instead of mourning. Dad doesn't know how old man mark died, but I'm sure he died in his sleep. That's one of the better ways to go.
I've alwayss wondered what it felt like to die, and waht happens to your subcouncious. What does happen? Do you roam around, unnoticed? No clue. Only one way to find out, right? Ah, but then I wouldn't be able to report it, would i? *laughs*
Sorry I haven't been on, guys...there's just been some...complic
I'm out, and I'm sorry to Ed for missing him by 20 hours when I know the computer was on!
•HIGH CLASS:•
____________
•[] You go/have gone tanning.
•[] You own an iPod/mp3 player.
•[] You love Starbucks.
•[x] You have been called a brat.
•[x] You have tons of shoes.
•[] You hate buying things that are on sale.
•[x] You have a laptop.
•[x] You love shopping.
•TOTAL: 4
________
•GOTHIC:•
_________
•[x] Black is one of your favorite colors.
•[] You wear chains.
•[x] you like heavy metal.
•[x] you've shopped at hot topic
•[x] You have worn black lipstick.
•[x] You have/had/or wanted piercings.
•[] You own a pair of Tripp pants
•[x] u have at least one unnaturally colored haired friend.
•TOTAL: 6
_______
•PUNK:•
_______
•[] You can skateboard.
•[x] You like plaid.
•[x] You have/love Converse.
•[] You hate mtv.
•[x] You have/had/wante
•[X] You love mohawks
•[X] You LOVE Music.
•[X] Hate people who pretend to be something they are not
•TOTAL: 6
______
•EMO:•
______
•[x] You are depressed sometimes.
•[x] You have dark colored thick-rimmed glasses.
•[x] You cry easily.
•[] You like emo music
•[x] You've kept a journal/diary.
•[] You have written a sad poem.
•[x] you have dyed your hair
•[] You're sad when you're drunk
•TOTAL: 5
_______
•GHETTO:•
_____
•[x] You like rap
•[] have said "Fo Sho, Fo Shizzle, Fo Sheezy, etc."
•[] You have worn/wanted a grill.
•[] You have had a freestyling contest.
•[] You have worn your shoes with the tongue flipped out.
•[] You've said the N word to a black person and didnt get punched
•[] you know most of the lines from Boyz N Da Hood
•[] You own a huge gold chain with a giant gold pendant
•TOTAL: 1
___________
•HARDCORE:•
___________
•[x] You like loud music.
•[x] You love/like the Ninja Turtles.
•[x] You have slip-on shoes.
•[x] You like Norma Jean.
•[x] People have called you a freak and meant it lovingly
•[x] You love to "hardcore" dance
•[] Your hair has been dyed more than one color.
•[x] You wear jeans a lot.
•TOTAL: 7
_______
•PREP:•
_______
•[] You LOVE/like The OC.
•[x] You had/have/want a tiny/small sized dog.
•[] Your usual outfits consist of pink.
•[x] u like buying shoes A LOT.
•[] you shop at Hollister.AE,a
•[] Getting your nails done is a fun thing.
•[] You have big sunglasses
•[] You can't go anywhere without your hair perfect.
•TOTAL: 2
__________
•ATHLETIC:•
__________
•[x] You watch the Superbowl.
•[] You own track shoes or cleats other sports related shoes.
•[] You own jerseys.
•[] You have/ had a special shelf for trophies and awards.
•[] Your garage/shed consists of sports equipment.
•[x] You belong/belonge
•[] You have a specific number preferred for your jersey.
•[] You practice a sport at least 3 times a week
TOTAL: 2
_______
•SCENE:•
_______
•[] You like putting little bows in your hair
•[] You have mini-skirts.
•[x] You have parted your hair to the side.
•[] You think polka-dots are way cute.
•[x] You have done a peace sign while you pose for a picture.
•[] You've been called scene before.
•[] You have dyed you hair a bright neon color
•[] You wear/wore long, colorful socks with your skirts
•TOTAL:2
__________
•REDNECK:•
__________
•[] Gone four wheeling.
•[] Went hunting.
•[x] Own a four/three-whe
•[x] Like to go fishing.
•[x] Eat beef jerky
•[x] Ever said GIT-R-DONE.
•[] Listened to the song Redneck Woman.
•[] Know who Bocephus is.
•TOTAL: 4
___________
•METALHEAD:•
___________
•[] You wear band shirts alot.
•[] If people down talk metal you down talk their favorite music.
•[] You like bands like As I Lay Dying, Lamb Of God, and All That Remains.
•[] You HATE emos.
•[] You love Black Sabbath.
•[] You have gone to Ozzfest.
•[x] You like to headbang.
•[] You don't like rap.
•[x] You have a taste for classic rock as well.
•TOTAL: 2
Hardcore...I guess...
Omg! THe first (really good) hand tutorial I've seen!
Porcelain masks have a very annoying tendency to crack and break at nearly horrible moments.
Who out of all people reading this gets that?