[Lord Starscream]'s diary
Written about Friday 2006-10-20
Written: (6611 days ago)
Oh! I love Otto so much! ^__^ He's so cute!
"Why, Svon! That's crazy talk! You can't eat Humans and be called a Veggitarian!" -Sven, talking to his doll, Svon
"Isn't that what evil's all about? A lie here, a little bad there? Suddenly, it's soo easy." -Chase young
Written about Tuesday 2006-10-10
Written: (6621 days ago)
First impressions can be a bitch, especially when it comes to meeting Chase Young. In Jack Skeleton’s opinion, anyway. Maybe it would’ve been different if the 116 year old hadn’t met Uchiha Itachi first, but, unforchenetly, her creator, Jess, was obsession with the show Naruto first.
Chase was…. Oh, why the hell should she know what the hell Chase was! He certainly didn’t scare her. Not many things scared her, since she grew up in Halloween Town, around fear.
Did that mean she couldn’t feel fear? Oh, that’s non-scene! Jess took care of that a long time ago!
She wasn’t careful around Chase. Even after she found out he was the “prince of darkness”, she still didn’t watch her words, or hold her tongue. Why should she? Maybe on normal circumstances, she would be afraid of him, envy him, perhaps.
Oh, yes, she can, and will, easily admit this. The same goes for that he could very easily kill her, being more of a skilled warrior then herself (if you could call her a “warrior” in the first place). But, ah, the wonders of being part skeleton!
Ah, but Jess took care of that problem, too, but Jack wasn’t all too worried about him getting a hold of that type of weapon.
Ah, but this story isn’t about her past, so lets go back to THIS story!
Maybe it was the fact that Chase had long silky black hair that had triggered it. Maybe it was the superior aura around him, or the “I’m so sexy, all haul me” vibes she was getting from him. It could have been the way he was looking at her. Maybe it could have even been the Omi doll he had on his arm.
But Chase reminded her of Itachi. And it was almost scary to think about.
Almost.
Though their goals may not be the same, they had many things in common.
Both have more power then the main character.
Both have cooler power then the main character.
Both have awesome yaoi fandoms over the main character.
And, the first thing Jack had connected to was, they both looked like girls.
Yes, she even told that to Chase.
“You look like a girl.” Was one of the things she first said. Had that infected him much? Perhaps. If he did, it didn’t show, though it got him to smirk.
One of those Itachi smirks that could make fangirls scream and, at the same time, scare the shit out of some of the fellow cast members.
And one thing Jack notice at the end of her visit was one more reason that she had connected him with Itachi.
They both liked little boys.
Written about Saturday 2006-10-07
Written: (6624 days ago)
It was one a half hour past midnight, and Rai still had a hard time trying to open the scroll. He didn’t really need to worry about Omi surprising him; he was usually gone until 5, sometimes 4, to get at least a few hours of rest, as he had found out. Once, he was almost caught, only once. It had been a few weeks after his discovery. Omi had come back early (2 am). When the door opened to the room, Rai was putting the scroll away. Omi’s eyes were barely open, and he was holding back a yawn.
“Raimundo?” he asked sleepily, making the older of the two jumped. He turned quickly, surprised. He had managed to convince the tired monk that he had been dreaming, and tucked him into bed. He didn’t suspect anything after that.
So why was it so hard to open the scroll this time? He’d done it many times before! This should be as easy as all those other times.
But it wasn’t, he knew. That’s why it was so hard.
Because, deep down, he didn’t want to know why. He didn’t want to know why Chase Young.
He wanted to know why not himself? And that, he was sure, would be the hardest thing to take in his entire life.
Because, no matter how much he changed, he knew Omi would only love him as a friend, perhaps a brother.
But never as a lover.
It took him a few more minutes of calming himself down before he opened the scroll, to see Omi’s small, precise cursive handwriting. The date was set for today, but he didn’t want to know what had gone through Omi’s head today. At least, not yet. He unrolled the scroll more; looking for the right date of when Omi was first became evil.
I was not able to write down the last few days, as I was with Chase, and on the Heylin side. I did not plan it, for he kept it a secret from me, surprising me, so I did not have to try to hard to act. He and I both know I do not want to turn to the Heylin side unless I retreat to it. It is sad to think of it that way.
Retreat? Why would Omi retreat to the Heylin side? Did he think he would be hated if they were to find out about the prince?
‘Of course that’s what he’d think.’ Rai thought. ‘Chase is the enemy.’
When I came back from the Yin Yang world, I felt -- There was a bit of space between after the word. Rai had picked up that Omi would put a bit of space between the words without meaning to when he stopped, thinking—strange. I wanted to tell my secrets, the things I’ve been holding back, to my friends, to Master Fung. I wanted to fight, as if that was what I was created for, born for. It is hard (space) to describe. Chase told me that that was my dark side and it was not that dark. I do not remember most of what happened, but I do remember a few things.
I remember warm hands on my back, relaxing me. For a short period of time, I did not want to fight. I wanted to stay where I was, and feel relaxed. In my mind, (space) it was like the only way to feel such pleasure was to fight, fight, fight and win. When the warm hands pulled away, and the owner of them told me we had company, I immediately wanted for the comfort of relax mint to come back. And the only to get it back was to fight.
I remember fighting. Fighting against two familiar persons, which now I know was Clay and Raimundo. I remember seeing Raimundo pinned up against the wall with water. I saw a tear roll down from his eye. What that really a tear? Was it a loose water drop that had hit him next to his eye, and looked like one? My expression changed. Was he crying for me?
Rai remembered that. He hadn’t ment to, at first. It had just slipped out. He didn’t want to fight against Omi. His secret crush. The one he loved. But he had to. He often wondered how Omi could fight against Chase. Was it hard? Fighting against one you loved?
When I remember becoming my old self again, after Kimiko had given back my chi, I didn’t exactly know what had happened. I knew Chase wouldn’t let me go that easily when he changed into his beast from. He caught the fire Dojo had sent to him, and turned it to a memory recall, making me recall when I pledged my alliance. I had to keep my word, as a Xiaolin Monk. He must have planned this for a long time. He turned me into a cat, as he had turned the other warriors into cats as well. I had often wondered how Chase got them. Did they not have friends to cry over the loss of them? What about (space) their family? Where they like me, orphaned? I did not ask Chase. It was not any of my business at any rate.
I hissed at my friends, trying to scare them away. I did work, and I watched them go. I felt rain drops fall on my nose as I watched them leave. It was not raining. Where had I come from? I looked closely. Raimundo was crying.
Indeed, Rai had been crying. He didn’t want to leave. He didn’t want to let Omi stay with Chase. He was desperate to find a way to get Omi back! Even if the consequences were that he, Rai, was to die just to keep Omi away from Chase, then Rai would do that.
Raimundo Pedrosa was most certainly not a stupid kid, in or off the streets. He knew Omi got up every few days when he thought everyone was asleep to see the evil prince, Chase Young. He even checked his fellow dragons’ small cells. Omi never could tell if Rai was ever awake or not.
When he could hear the sound of small taps of Omi’s small shoes disappear, he got up from bed. Only he knew that Omi kept a small diary, as Omi, himself, had told him. Master Fung had called it the “elements bonding”, where they had been put in a room together for a few hours. Omi revealed a lot to Rai, but not everything. You see, this was after Chase Young had come into the picture, after Omi’s relationship to the prince, and after Rai’s chance to tell Omi his feelings toward him.
But that was another story.
Back to this story, when Omi left, Rai got up from his bed and silently walked into Omi’s cell. Not that he had to be. Clay could sleep through a hurricane (Rai should know), and Kimiko always went to bed with music. He moved Omi’s mat aside, and opened the small compartment Omi had found before he, or the others, had came to the temple. He took out the small tightly tied scroll that Omi had hidden, as he had done many times before. He had known it was wrong, but he had to know. This was how he had found out about the relationship in the first place (to find if Omi had written his feelings towards him), though he never told Omi. Maybe he should, just to ask why.
Why Omi started the relationship with the enemy, why Omi continued it and, most importantly, why Chase Young.
When Omi came back from the Heylin side, there had been a faint sign of a bite mark on his neck. When Rai asked, he simply replied,
“Oh! One of Chase’s cats must have bitten me during the showdown! Do not worry, it does not hurt.” Kimiko, Clay, and even Master Fung accepted this answer from Omi, but Rai wasn’t stupid. He knew where Omi really got it.
Chase Young.
When he voiced his suspicion to Master Fung, he merely replied, “Why, Omi would never do such a thing! You must have been dreaming, Raimundo.”
When he voiced it to Kimiko, she just laughed and replied, “Omi and Chase Young? That’s funny Rye! Omi’s too innocent to be having those kinds of relationships with Chase Young!” Clay had the same conclusion.
But, now it was time to find the answers to the questions that were not answered. He wanted to know what happened in those three days Chase had Omi. And, knowing Omi, they would all be in this little scroll.
"You crossed the wrong bean, when you crossed HANNIBAL ROY BEAM!" -Hannibal Roy Bean
~*The Questions/Task
1. Write the name of a person of the opposite sex on a piece of paper.
2. Which color is your favorite out of red, black, blue, green and yellow?
3. Your first initial
4. Your month of birth
5. Which color do you like most? Black or white?
6. Name of a person of the same gender as you.
7. Do you like California or Florida more?
8. Do you like the lake or the ocean more?
9. Write down a realistic wish.
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~*THE ANSWERS*~
1. You are completely in love with this person
2. If you choose: RED - You are alert and your life is full of love. BLACK - You are conservative and aggressive GREEN - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back BLUE - You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the one you love YELLOW - You are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down
3. If your initial is: A-K - You have a lot of love and friendship in your life L-R - You try to enjoy life to the maximum and your love life is soon to blossom S-Z - You like to help others and your future love life looks very good
4. If you were born in: JAN.-MAR. - The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected APR.-JUNE - You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but with memories that will last forever JULY-SEPT. - You will have a great year and experience a major life changing experience for the good OCT.-DEC. - Your love life will not be too great, but eventually, you will find your soul mate
5. If you chose: BLACK - Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard for you at the time but it will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change. WHITE - You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.
6. This person is your best friend.
7. If you chose: CALIFORNIA - You like adventure FLORIDA - You are laid back
8. If you chose: LAKE - You are loyal to your friends and your love. And you are very reserved. OCEAN - You are spontaneous and like to please people.
9. This wish will only come true if you RE-POST THIS BULLETIN on your house within the next hour and it will come true before your next birthday!!!!!!
Enjoy the Silence 04 by Depeche Mode
Words like violence
Break the silence
Come crashing in
Into my little world
Painful to me
Pierce right through me
Can't you understand
Oh my little girl
All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only harm
Vows are spoken
To be broken
Feelings are intense
Words are trivial
Pleasures remain
So does the pain
Words are meaningless
And forgettable
All I ever wanted
Enjoy the silence
"That chase has girly hair. A real Warrior shaves his head like me." -Hannibal Bean
"Ha! You can throw fertaliser on that head and nothing would grow!" -Chase Young
"You supprised me Spicer. And I'm rarely supprised. But never fooled. *sniff sniff* By the way, love the perfumed." -Chase young
TOnight must me total crack with Savan night.
pondering the many mysteries of salior moon like what the fuck I actually watched this shit when I was little. And can you say dreambox with a straight face. We have decided that Mercuary is totally hot for Mars and Uranus donimates Saturn....I mean just look at that manliness pouring off of Uranus. And where the hell is Neptune dead or something much much worse.... And why the fuck are all the little girls naked...(boys also) and they are always getting groped by the female villians who have no top only a bow collar dealio. And their giants, I mean, come on their huge their way jealous of the skinner smaller sailor people. That's why they're always groping they're daughters. They get all this master plans and that's why they're always gropping they're (future) daughters
It was just another Monday at Fosters. Another really booooring day… IT was around noon and Bloo was soooooooo bored. Mac was still at school.3 more hours and he’d be out…..just threeeeeeee more hours….yep, just three hours.
He sighed, looking out the window to see if there was anything that could be any source of fun until Mac finished school.
Eduardo was helping Frankie along with Wilt. Coco was….He had no clue where Coco was. She had been busy all weekend and I seemed like it was going into this week.
He turned away from the window for a moment to look at the door, hoping someone, ANYONE would walk through it. He looked back out the window and saw someone walking down the path to the door. He got an idea and grinned. Whoever it was is looking for an imaginary friend, right?
Ding dong! “Coming! Be right there!!” Frankie wiped the sweat from her forehead and put down the box she had been holding. Harriman was making her sort through all the boxes that had been in the attic. They’d been up there so long.. Ding dong! “Hold on!” She walked over to the door, and opened it. A girl, around 16, was standing there. She had black hair that went past her shoulders. There was a long strip of her hair that was dyed red.
Her clothes were a black tank top and black pants. She had a backpack slung over one shounder.
She smiled. “Can I help you?”
“Yeah, I was wondering if I could crash here. I-“
“Sorry, we don’t house people here, only imaginary friends.”
“Yeah, I know, That’s why I came here. I’m an imaginary friend. I lost my creator and she told me to come here if I ever did.”
“I don’t believe you. That trick’s already been pulled, and I’m not falling for it again.”
“I have proof…”
“Oh yeah? Lemme see it then.”
Bloo raced downstairs, almost running into three friends on the way. When he reached the last stairs, he slid down the railing and jumped when he got to the bottom.
Frankie was already there, but it didn’t matter. “O-Ok, I believe you! Let me-
“FRANKIE!” Bloo was headed right for her. She turned.
“BLOO!” his calculations were off, since he didn’t run into Frankie. He ran into the girl that was next to her. They both fell back, at the speed he had going.
The girl rubbed her head, which had hit the floor. She sat up, making Bloo fall in her lap. She glared down at him. “What’d ya do that for?”
“Uh….” He gulped. Normally he would say some smart reply back but that glare really got him. “It was fun?”
“Oh, don’t mind him, he’s always like this.” Frankie grabbed Bloo.
She got up. “I’ll keep that in mind…”
This is a fanficton I'm trying to start. feel free to coment on what I have so far...
Always write angry letters to your enemies. Never mail them.
James Fallows
If a small thing has the power to make you angry, does that not indicate something about your size.
Sydney J. Harris
When angry, count to 4 ; when very angry swear.
Mark Twain
Change is inevitable - except from a vending machine.
Robert C. Gallagher
Without change, something sleeps inside us, and seldom awakens, the sleeper must awaken.
Frank Herbert
If there is anything that we wish to change in the child, we should first examine it and see whether it is not something that could better be changed in ourselves.
Charles G. Jung
When you jump for joy beware that no one moves the ground from beneath your feet.
Stani law lec
It’s the most unhappy people who most fear change.
Mignon McLaughlin
My mom just went down to bed. I dunno why, but whenever I talk right now I start to cry silently. stopped a few minutes later, then my grandparent's dog Murry came over, and I said "Hi murry" I cryied again. I dunno. I've been here all week, taking care of my grandpa, and Randi left so I can't call her to talk to her, and she hasn't been on so she must have left San Deigo. I hope she has a good trip.
I missed be having wihtdraws from me lacking to see friends face to face. I barely talk, so I kinda sounded like I was sick. I went to my cousins birthday. Even though it was only me, my dad and his mom I had some fun and I didn't sound sick when I came back. My voice is low again, so I sound like I'm sick again.
I forgot Savan's number, and I don't know how tos tart a conversation with my grandpa. I want to, but what can I talk about? I mean honestly... He's not a bad man, he's really nice. He forgets a lot.
I really need someone to talk to person to person.. and I know if I talk to any of my online friends on the phone my mom'll flip...
Ok, peoples, here's the deal. I won't be on much. The reason if, the lady, Annet(I think that's how you spell her name, anywho) was taking care of my great grandpa got my grandparents because they're out of town, and she left today for juneau, to see her husband and help unpack at her new house 'casue they just moved. She's coming back on sunday, so I won't be on untill then(mom doesn't want me on the computer at my grandparents when I'm by myself with grandpa). So thats why I won't be on so much.