Megatron: Did the earthlings get our messages of utter destruction?
"Yes, but they're calling it dubstep and dancing to it."
I'm so tired of all of the drama. All Centeric around me or the things/people I love. Around the only steady thing left in my almost horrible home life. I'm so sick of it. I wish I could take her with me. I wish I could take them all with me, so I know that my cats are treated right and taken care of. So I know my dog will be around as long as possible and isn't yelled at or beaten because of barking or something that is pretty much the girls' fault. I'm so worried, that Chris will get so drunk and mess up my dog. That I come home and find out Chris raged and that my dog is injured or dead. The logic part of my brain tells me that it won't happen, but he gets so fucked up on his days off.
And I can't take her anywhere. I can't even go anywhere. My dads is out of the question; His wife still fucking hates me. Causes drama just because she can. and I don't have any friends here I can rely on. No one I can ask, "Can I hang/stay with you?" I've never had to, but now I wish I had the option.
..It's not that bad. But sometimes I just want out of the house, away from everything. Is it so bad to ask for a nice, drama free day with no fights, no arguing, just a simple day of relaxing or fun? Of course it is. If it isn't at work, it's at home. and if it isn't at home, it's at work. I don't want to say "Poor me, poor me!". I'm not like that. I whine and complain, but I can't do anything else. There isn't anything I can do.
I'm sorry for bitching. I'm sorry for complaining. I don't feel I have anyone else (I didn't want to bug Amber. I bitch to her enough). I just..needed to vent.