[plethora of dreams]'s diary

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Written about Tuesday 2005-09-27
Written: (5162 days ago)

im tired but im sick of sleeping, if i go to bed ill hurt instead of the way i do while thinking so if you give me one pill i ask for 69 more, cause thats what it takes for the kind of rest im looking for

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Written about Wednesday 2005-08-31
Written: (5189 days ago)

"ohana means family, and family means nobody gets left behind but if you want, you can go. i'll remember you though, i remember everyone that leaves."

"god made all of us, and he doesnt make mistakes."
from the movie door to door

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Written about Saturday 2005-08-20
Written: (5199 days ago)

shadows flitting screening covering im found lost and scared and often in tears and thats when the doors banged wide open leaving me in pure destruction momentary pleasure ceases ever lasting lover pieces keeping me from faint reality keeping me in dim cordiality bury me just one foot deeper write me a kerchief keeper and shed it gently that shimmering tear above my grave cause ill wait for you here

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Written about Saturday 2005-08-20
Written: (5199 days ago)

if i died right here right now could you bury me please
would you bury me please
if i got lost and found my way back somehow
still bury me please
i need to be buried...

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Written about Saturday 2005-08-13
Written: (5207 days ago)
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Written about Wednesday 2005-08-03
Written: (5217 days ago)

recall that long lost memory
hold to heart that lesson you forgot
remember with me, my dearest reminiscence
and ill keep you breathing my little lying harlot

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Written about Tuesday 2005-07-12
Written: (5238 days ago)
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Written about Tuesday 2005-07-12
Written: (5238 days ago)

I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
Let's compare scars I'll tell you whose is worse
Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words

(Chorus)
We live on front porches and swing life away
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave 'til the end
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand
I've been here so long I think that its time to move
        -rise against

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Written about Monday 2005-07-11
Written: (5239 days ago)

lol someone put up a challenge, i answered!

death by the friendly clone

i called an old friend
who was really quite young
new built, but still an old model
i called up the newspeople
and said i had a story
something they all could ogle
so i stepped to the podium
pulled off the sheet
and revealed a very large head
that exclaimed aloud
that in five seconds
i would be very much dead
no i didnt panic
no nor did i stall
i calmly took my ground
and said please my dear audience
forgive me this prank
and my lookalike friend shot me down

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Written about Monday 2005-07-11
Written: (5239 days ago)

Self Pity Whore

oh what the heart would do just for refuse
from the jaded and violent world
where demands are made so sick so twisted
that even purity is curled

with eyes of fear she gazes upwards
hoping for some soft savior
but all that comes is the harshest whip
brought down for her bad behavior

her lover holds an encrusted knife
so craving for her blood
he'll make her crawl the deepest trench
and rape her in the mud

but still she mews for his pleasure
soaking in his satisfaction
this primal whore of long years past
deserves no helpful action 

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Written about Friday 2005-07-08
Written: (5242 days ago)

theres a someone waiting
in the shadows of an empty hall
her heart thuds slowly, just barely alive
she made a mistake again
someone come and save me please
you know who you are, someone
im missing you already, and its been but minutes
im worried, and sick, and sick again
please let there be good reason for this
why? friendship should have been enough
wasnt it you that i warned?
keep your reaches for love far away
and ill keep my ashes in this jar

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Written about Friday 2005-07-08
Written: (5242 days ago)

Romance of the Savage Beast

im so tired of holding you...this close
i just want to let you go, you know
can you hear it in my voice
my desperation calls for you
can you hear it in my voice
the deed that i want to do
can not do....no no

she speaks a lonely cry
moving through the black white
each time you hear her sigh
notice how she calms the night

somewhere in the darkest room
hes there killing her
a puppetmaster for her doom
she knows hes hiding over there...

he keeps her in a cage
locked up for his disposal
dressed up my dolly rage
all set for his proposal

chained up to their bed
the prisoner of his love nest
shes in over her head
and her bodys crying out for some rest

when will this torture end
i need to get over this now
thats too far for my heart to bend
i hope i'll be able to break free somehow

and now as i stare at you....once more
i feel my heart begin to break away, again
but theres nothing for you but my soul
empty and i know you want it still
but theres nothing for you but my soul
the rest of me you had to go and kill
you never really got your fill...no no

so now this fairy tale should end
and though she knew shed suffer for sure
she went back to him again
his pleasure was just too god damn pure 

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