Its May 8th 2006 and I miss [tazz] I got to visit him for a day and thats it. It feels like my world is flling apart, my mom signed off all her rights to me and my dad's on the verge. My workers want to put me in a mental hospitol so it just keeps getting worse. I wish I could go see [tazz] but my workers won't let me because he lives in another county. I love you [tazz]!

Not to pitty myself or anything but I'm going through a very stressful life at the moment, I haven't been to school in over 2 weeks and I haven't been going to school all year long. Now when I do go to school I have to ride a bus. My dad and I are constently at each others throats about everything. My mom only calls me when shes cocked off her ass!... Plus my cat might die and shes just barely a year old. I can only see my fiancee once and a while were like 51 miles apart and I don't have long distance on my phone so he has to call me all the time and we stay on the phone for a while so his phone bill is gonna be sky high. Plus I don't get much sleep any more becuz I stoped taking my saraquill which leaves me to think about him. I love him with all my heart I just wish my dad would understand. I feel like running away agian but can't I only have one place to go and thats with him and I don't wanna get him in trouble or any thing. I wish I could just die sometimes. But my love for him is well worth the suffering untill i can be free with him with out no worries,

Ex best friend and I may heel our wounds in our friendship wish the best

I'm here in the House of the Good Shepard, on an off campus visit with my daddy! Just wanna say last saturaday was the best day in my life sence I've been sent away! I got to spend awhole day with him!!!!!! wow!!! I loved it!

here again bored no ones here yet, can't waite to chat with my peeps. I don't really feel to good today.

Really sad cause my best friend just had to leave now I am really bored!

bored as always.