went to the kerrang 25 gig yesterday. it actually wasnt the emo fest that everyone was previously making it out to be. anyway i got there and aiden were already playing. was one of the crazy f@*kers in the wall of death and craziness of the sort. then touched the aiden vocalist when he klent into the crowd. i did the same to the still remains vocalist (and some dodgy camera dude, all fun, lol) then hawthorn heights werent too amazing but bullet were awesome. we might be in their new vidio because my mate jon cawas crowd surfin' and kicked me in the head and i hit the deck so we'll probably be on it. sad i know, but also pretty cool. then on the way out i bumped into (literally) the aiden guitarist so i met him (Angel) and he signed my ticket. then i got home and the next day realised i had the guitarist from still remains' guitar pick in my pocket. how the fudge that got there, i'll never know but thats bl00dy damn cool. a good day in all. then i got greeted to many texts on my mobile from Shaun saying do i still wanna be with him and shit of that sort ansd then we argued and stuff but anyway we be friendies again now. got stoned on saturday, shoooooooooooo much fun then i left my elfpack on and went home and jon put a load about how im gay and stuff (whixh isnt true) anyway end of. full stop capital letter...

today i was at my friend fish's house pretty much all day, me and tim got locked in a room and fish wouldnt let us out and he threatened my guitar and us with a sword... madness thats what you get when you put tim and fish together. then we laughed at stuff on the net and didnt do alot more. i came home had food and then spoke to Sean and was a total selfish bitch and i hate myself, everytime i like someone i push them away. arh it makes me ao angry, im going to lye down now and think of nothing and do nothing