I feel so good, now. I just spent a few hours with my mom and now I feel lighter. I told her a lot of things that happened to me, like what happened with my friend Dante and me missing his gig. I even got enough guts to tell her I got raped three years back, when my friend killed himself... right now, I don't care if the rest of my family finds out about it, I feel so good that my mom understood. she had told me that it happened to her as well, so I don't feel so alone in my family. I love my mom so much. I don't know what to do without her.

Well, I have officially become the worst friend in the world..
One of my friends is in a band and he had a gig tonight, and I completely missed it! My stupid phone nor anything else that I had an alarm clock to didn't go off and I missed him! My ex just called and told me that I had missed it and he wasn't happy, but I don't care about him being upset with me. Right now, all I care about is my friend, Dante.... I'm just some horrible person who doesn't deserve to be around anyone.... I can see why everyone I meet hurt me in the end.... I'm a horrible person and right now, I really don't like myself....
Fuck... I'm so sorry, Dante. I wish I could tell you how much I really am sorry. It's my fault that I forgot it and I hope that Karma takes her full revenge on me for what I did to you. I'm so sorry my friend....

Sugittarius and Aries love compatibility
The Mars-Jupiter duo are usually an ideal match for each other. Sagittarius is a perfect temperamental match for Aries. They are both active, spontaneous people who like socializing, have extravagant tastes in common, and enjoy the good life. The Aries' optimism and his good sense of humor will help to overcome propensity of the Sagittarius to argue and will bring a funny side into the process of making love. The mutual understanding achieved in a bedroom, can create a favorable atmosphere for the relationships. This is certainly successful and recommended unuion. The marriage will be connected closely with a problem of physical satisfaction. In other words if they make it in the bedroom, they'll make it everywhere else.

Sagittarius and Aquarius love compatibility
The combination usually has a great chance for success. These two are so innovative about lovemaking that they ought to charge admission. In addition, they inspire each other intellectually, for Aquarius has far-out, inventive ideas and Sagittarius is optimistic and visionary. They both are unpredictable, active and cheerful. They both like making love. They have rich imagination and they are full of interesting fantasies. They love to be the center of everyone's attention. Usually they are interesting people which are not suffering from jealousy. There is a very good chance for a successful relationship. Many of their values are alike and their need to be outgoing and sociable is inherent in both of these people. Aquarius and Sagittarius both understand the need to let the other be when they need their freedom.

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Unnamed Swordsman

Again,
Feeling it again.
I just turned seventeen and I'm going back to it...
Someone,
Help me.

Feeling the same way I always feel..
I'm always numb and alone, why can't anyone help?
Is it because I'm too deep into my own shit,
or is it because no one really cares?

A peircing pain from my arm keeps presisting...
There is only one way to make it stop...
*smirks*