Dear; Diary

hello! how is you ass?? Im at my fucking friends house sipin vodca and watchin donne darko(I love this move).sooooooo?well I came on here to talk soo I will.I just got out of a big time relationship(for me at least) with adom.
I met him I mawii and we have been on and off sents then.just recently I have been atracted to the lead singer from frankenstines bride and I have like gone to almost every concert untill:dondondonnn.I met gerard(not the way).we started talking and like toatly became good friends.then after one of there conserts he pulled me back stage and started to make out with me.we were having a good time and I loved it!!! I could be a bad girl!!but then adom found out about our little kiss kiss situation and fliped out.he was just like joe with jasmine(my best friend).he was yelling and hiting mebut he was like I love you!! how could you!!

I felt soo fucking bad that I hurt him that I gave him 500 dollars and told himthat I would never see him agen. I stil have calls from him.I HATE MY SELF!!!!!!!!!(but I slowly geting over it.)

Je suis allé des jours longs sans l'amusement mais sans htis sont si le pire ! ! je ne suis pas allé à 2 éloges et je ne pourrais pas pouvoir aller voit même NIN sur le 19. qui est maintenant de vendredi ! !!fuck!

dear;diary

Im slowly losing my mind.my therapist said that she cant help me any more and my mom and dads graves are slowly growing dust.I found out that I have a little sister and she is 15.she is very sweet.must go.

bye
visha

yo!!!!lol!!

how is every one??ok??good.

this week has been very hard.i saw my chemical romance yesterday and they were soo cool!!!lots of boy with there shirts off looking for love. yay baby!!!but for some reason I turned most down.i sure did kiss my ass off and dance a lot!!!!that was fun!!! Im also thinking about moving to oakland too. it is awsome here. soo much love and peace!!! but there is also my band. im not sure what to do.HELP!!

I HATE YOU!!!WHY DO I ALLWAYS END UP LIKE THIS!!WHY!

--------------------------PSYCHO TEST


1.How and why would you kill someone?
2.Where would hide or destroy the body?
3.What would you do if you were cornered by the police and you had only a knife?
4.Who would you kill first in a courtroom
a.)Judge
b.)Your Attourney
c.)Prosecuter
d.)Baliff
5.If you were in a police car you had a knife and no screen blocking you from the driver what would you do?
6.If you were in a abandoned building witha box of dinomite and it was surrounded by police what would you do?

1.drownd them because you see bubbles as you take a long sleep(it has happend0
2.I wont.ill lay there with the body in love before I die
3.fant or stab myself
4.the Prosecuter
5.slit the drivers throat
6.blow the building

now you?

walking
whating
alone with out a cure
holping
and whating
the things that I cant bear
did you think its cool to walk right up to take my life and for get about
well did you?
well did you?
I see hell in your eyes
taken it by suprise
tuching you makes me feel alive
tuching you make me die in side
walking
whating
alone with out a cure
holping
and hating
the things that I cant bear
did you think its cool to walk right up to take my life and for get about
well did you?
I hate you
I see hell in your eyes
taken it by suprise
and tuching you makes me feel alive
tuching you make me die in side
Iv sleped so long without you
Its tering me apart too
how to get this from playing games with this eld hart
Iv killed a million pancy selves
but I couldent kill you
Iv sleped so long without you
tuching you make me die in side
I see hell in your eyes
tuching you make me die in side
taken it by suprise
tuching you make me die in side
tuching you makes me feel alive
tuching you make me die in side
tuching you make me die in side
I see hell in your eyes
tuching you make me die in side
taken it by suprise
tuching you make me die in side
tuching you makes me feel alive
tuching you make me die in side
tuching you make me die in side
I see hell in your eyes


http://www.honeybat.com/kristin2/Music_Videos/SleptsoLong.mpg

I love making stuff!!! it fun!!!!
I cant wait for the fashion show!!
nummy nummy

a boytoy might be nice