[It takes a disaster to learn a lesson]'s diary

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Written about Sunday 2005-09-11
Written: (7012 days ago)

BEHIND THESE HAZEL EYES
by Kelly Clarkson


Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on



Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes



I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
Sewn together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on



Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes



Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...



Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes



Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
i really like this song cause it talk about how i feel and i just hope that some day my heart will be fixed

35712  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2005-09-10
Written: (7013 days ago)

umm am going to my grandmad house i got a new friends and am happy cause i gave her advice [Lips Of Deceit]. am gonna wear my dont judje me based on ur ignorance tee yey

35711  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-09-09
Written: (7013 days ago)

yey i didnt go to school today and i woke up at 3:30 pm damm and a sleepy head . junior i miss u alot , yo life is a bitch a big bitch ,

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Written about Thursday 2005-09-08
Written: (7014 days ago)

I WENT TO SCHOOL TODAY AND I GUESS IT WAS OK . AM SO BORED AND I HAVE A HEADCHE . AM NOT GOING TO SCHOOL TOM YEY

35533  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-09-07
Written: (7016 days ago)

YEY I BOUGHT MY BLACK TIMS AND I RECEIVED MY TWO BIG ORDERS FROM WWW.HOTTOPIC.COM . AM SO HAPPY BUT SCHOOL STARTS TOM SO AM NOT THAT HAPPY .AM STOMACH HURTS ALOT AND MY HEAD IS KILLING ME . HEY I SPOKE TO A NEW PERSON TODAY [Scatterheart]SHE SEEMS COOL .[Tehrror] IS VERY COOL, I WANT TO THANK HER FOR HELPING ME

35479  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-09-06
Written: (7016 days ago)

i got my chemical romance messanger bag and am so happy .yey am going back to school on thursday and am kinda happy cause am going back but at the same time am not . oh i bought my mickey mouse cellphone cover .am gonna go but my black tims tomorrow , i watched the real world (mtv) that show is hot

35481  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-09-05
Written: (7016 days ago)

i had fun at my cuzz house last night we played alot of games and listen to music . i went to down town with my cuzz and i bought victoria secret (pink) perfume .

35480  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2005-09-04
Written: (7016 days ago)

today is my brothers b-day , my cuzz got sick and i had to take her to the hospital . wat a fucking day . but i ended up having fun i sleeped at my cuzz house .

35482  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-09-02
Written: (7016 days ago)

today is my uncles b-day and this shit is crazy and boring

34982  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-09-01
Written: (7022 days ago)

well i was suppost to go school shopping but i ended up doing my hair and i didnt go to buy my school clothes . oh tomerrow is my uncles b-day . six more days for school to start .its 8:27 pm

34880  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-09-01
Written: (7022 days ago)

I FEEL SO BAD AND LONELY I AM SO FUCKING TIRED OF LIFE . AM GOING SCHOOL SHOPPING LATER WITH MY MOM . RIGHT NOW IS 1:55 AM . AM GONNA PLAY CHESS WITH MY BROTHER AND CUZZ TO SEE WHO WINS . * I LOVE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE*. YAY AM GOING TO PLAYLAND ON SUNDAY CAUSE IS MY BROTHERS B-DAY ~HAPPY B-DAY RICHIE ~

34882  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-08-31
Written: (7022 days ago)

I AM STILL WAITTING FOR MY (MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE) MESSANGER BAG TO GET HERE AND I GO BACK TO SCHOOL NEXT THURSDAY . *I LOVE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE*

34881  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-08-29
Written: (7022 days ago)

I 'VE MEET A VERY NICE BEUTIFULL GIRL

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Written about Sunday 2005-08-28
Written: (7026 days ago)

i am so bored and pissed the fuck off . i wish i will b with mark right now i never though i was going to say that

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Written about Friday 2005-08-26
Written: (7026 days ago)

[Blood Angel] he got on my nerves , all i have to say it that i could name myself wat ever i want n it aint no bodies bussiness . so please [Blood Angel] chill out .

34392  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-08-26
Written: (7028 days ago)

i am waitting the things that i order at hottopic.com can it get here already ? damm

34389  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-08-26
Written: (7028 days ago)

i've heared alot of shit today. life is a bitch i dont know why i am here would some1 tell me why ? i wish that i could know. i've meet alot of people [Tehrror],[xxxcarlararlaxxx],[bastardbullet], n someone l i just dont remember who

34239  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-08-26
Written: (7028 days ago)

i also got my chemical romance messanger bag i have to go back to school sept 8th shit

34237  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-08-25
Written: (7028 days ago)

i feel so sick n sad life is a bitch why? why? why ? me

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