my life is so confusing ,i found out that am moving and i dont want to move . i feel so bad and yet i dont know y , actually i know y i just dont want to admit that's the reason y. damn ijust wonder y ??? but then again i've meet good and bad people . i wish i could just tell u how i feel and stop acting stupid .there is going to be a day u wont be there and it will be too late . but yesterday i realized something that broke my heart and mad me cry.but thats what i get 4 telling u how i feel knowing u werent mine .my heart is just broken in pieces and just knowing that am moving is the best thing 4 me to be away from guys and even meet new ones .
i am so bored and tired and i feel lonely , i got drunk cause i am missing u and i need u right now .where r u ???
thats the question i want u to answer me .tell me y am i so miserable , i hate my life . i am typing and there is a fight going on in my house .people dont use their heads and dont care about no one else .
my life has been destroid and ruined , i wish i was dead i hate everyday now .i have given up on everything yes i have .time passes by and i still wonder y , y me ??? y ???
i had a very good halloween , and people though that my clothes was a custom lol . i got alot of candy and like 10 bucks so now am happy . i miss someone alot and i wish i could tell that person . tom i have to go to school yey cause id idnt go today . i tried to takes pics and i couldnt cause i didnt buy a camera.
i cried today , my heart hurts so bad and i just want to desaper from this crap called life , u tell me am crazy but yet all u do is hurt me and not give me a hand or a shoulder to lean on y???