[{BLANK}]'s diary

80227  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2006-08-12
Written: (6676 days ago)

[~*~ this is from the used, bitches!~*~]<
[~*~Small simple safe price,
rise the wake and cary me with all of my regrets,
this is not a small cut thats scabs, and dries and flakes and heals,
and i am not afraid to die,
im not afraid to bleed and fuck and fight,
i want the pain of payment, whats left but a section of pigme size cuts,
much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks,
would you be my little cut? would u be my thousand fucks?
and make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid, to fill and spill over and under my thoughts,
my sad selfish cry out to the world,
im cutting trying to picture your black broken heart,
love is not like anything... especially a fucking knife!~*~
]

80212  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2006-08-12
Written: (6677 days ago)

(x) smoked a cigarette
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) stolen a car
(x) shoplifted
(x) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out of your parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
( ) been arrested
(x) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) skipped school
( ) seen someone die
(x) had a crush on one of your internet friends
( ) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
(x) purposely set a part of yourself on fire
(x) eaten Sushi
(x) been skiing
(x) met someone in person from the internet
(x) been moshing at a concert
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
(x) slept beneath the stars
(x) been tickled
(x) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
(x) petted a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
( ) ran a red light
(x) been suspended from school
(x) been in a car
(x)had Braces
(x) felt like an outcast
( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight
(x) liked the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
(x) questioned your heart
(x) been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(x) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
(x) been kissed under a mistletoe
(x) watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach
(x) crashed a party
(x) gone rollerskating
(x) had a wish come true
(x) worn pearls
(x) jumped off a bridge
(x) ate dog/cat food
(x) told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) kissed a mirror
(x) sang in the shower
(x) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something
( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag
pole
(x) got tied up with duct tape
( ) kissed a fish
(x) sat on a roof top
x) screamed at the top of your lungs
(x) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
( )didn't take a shower for a week
(x) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
(x) had a tree house
( ) are scared to watch scary movies alone
(x) believe in ghosts
(x) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
(x) worn a really ugly outfit to
school
(x) gone streaking
(x) gone doorbell ditching
(x) played chicken
(x) been pushed into a pool/hot tub with all your clothes on
(x) told you're hot by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
(x) caught a fish then ate it
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
(x) cheated on a test
(x) have a Britney Spears CD
(x) forgotten someones name
(x) French braided someones hair
( ) gone skinny dippin in a pool
(x) been threatened to be kicked out of your house
( ) been kicked out your house
(x) made a good impression of an animal

80201  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2006-08-12
Written: (6677 days ago)

1. [Give me your number?]
2. [Have sex with me?]
3. [Let me kiss you?]
4. [Watch a movie with me?]
5. [Let me take you out to dinner?]
6. [Drive me somewhere/anywhere?]
7. [Take a shower with me?]
8. [Be my bf?]
9. [Have a fling with me?]
10. [Buy me a drink if i didnt have money?]
11. [Take me home for the night?]
12. [Would you let me sleep in your bed?]
13. [Sing car kareoke w/ me?]
14. [Re-post this for me to answer your questions?]
15. [Do you think im attractive, sexy, or hot?]
16. [Do you like my style?]
17. [Do you think im funny?]
18. [Do you care about me?]
19. [Would you dance with me?]
20. [Would you sing happy birthday to me?]
21. [Tell me you loved me and mean it?]
22. [make out with me in the rain?]

61838  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2006-03-30
Written: (6812 days ago)

"Noise And Kisses"- [THE USED]

Look in my eyes
I'm jaded now whatever that means
by sharing these things
I rip my heart out
it's worth my time
whatever that means...so

hard to see up
my neck feels stiff until I wake up
the orange I choked
and back to my neck
it's worth my time
whatever that means....so

share with me
cause I need it right now
let me see your insides
or write me off
cause I'd rather starve now
if you won't open up

give it to me
give me all... whatever you want
it's never been me
to want this much from you
I can see
Yeah

share with me
cause I need it right now
let me see your insides
or write me off
cause I'd rather starve now
if you won't open up
you won't open up

it tears me up
it tears me up
it tears me up
it tears me up

look in my eyes
I'm jaded now whatever that means
by sharing these things
I rip my heart out
it's worth my time
whatever that means...so

share with me
cause I need it right now
let me see your insides
or write me off
cause I'd rather starve now
if you won't open up
won't open up

(share with me) yeah it tears me up
(cause I need it right now) tears me up (let me see your insides)
(or write me off) and it tears me up (cause I'd rather starve now)
(if you won't open up won't open up) tears me up

61836  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2006-03-30
Written: (6812 days ago)

Build God, Then We'll Talk Lyrics

It's these substandard motels on the (lalalalala) corner of 4th and Freemont Street
Appealing only because they are just that un-appealing
Any practiced catholic would cross themselves upon entering
The rooms have a hint of asbestos and maybe just dash a of formaldehyde
And the habit of decomposing right before your very own eyes.

Along with the people inside
What a wonderful caricature of intimacy
Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy

Tonight tennants range from: a lawyer and a virgin
Accessorizing with a rosary tucked inside her lingerie
She's getting a job at the firm come Monday
The Mrs. will stay with the cheating attorney
Moonlighting aside, she really needs his money
Oh what a wonderful caricature of intimacy

Yeah (Yeah)

And not to mention the constable and his proposition for that "virgin"
Yes, the one the lawyer met with on "strictly business"
as he said to the Mrs. Well only hours before
After he had left, as she was fixing her face in a compact
There was a terrible crash (There was a terrible crash)
Between her and the badge
She spilled her purse and her bag, and held a "purse" of a different kind

Along with the people inside
What a wonderful caricature of intimacy
Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy

There are no...
raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses
Its sleeping with roaches and taking best guesses,
at the shade of the sheets and before all the stains
and a few more of your least favorite things

Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses
and it's sleeping with roaches and taking best guesses
at the shade of the sheets and before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things.

Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy
Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy

Raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses
And sleeping with roaches and taking best guesses
at the shade of the sheets and before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things

Raindrops on roses and the girls in white dresses
And the sleeping with the roaches and the taking best guesses
at the shade of the sheets before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things

61835  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2006-03-30
Written: (6812 days ago)

:/ im kinda sad right now cuz my boyfriend is grounded for 5 whole weeks!! *cries* i cant talk to him on the phone or anything.... but the worst part is hes not gronded from anything but me!! his parents are such [assholes] i [hate] them soooo much!! gawd i just wish they would fuckning stay out of our lives!! they dont get that we love eachother and its not fair!! but i jsut hope he'll wait for me... cuz ill wait for him.... im just not to sure hes gonna wanna wait that long... i hope so though!!

38014  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-10-06
Written: (6986 days ago)

i jus had t ochange my name again cuz i got so [bored] with the last name i has *sighs* now allz i gotta do is get sum kewl pics of me up! hurray

37634  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2005-10-02
Written: (6990 days ago)

[A more depressing side to ur fairy tale marriage]

Its so cold and dark in solitude
You see the light and people passing
Not knowing your there, not knowing to help
Its so easy to pretend yet your fooling no one
But yourself
Waiting, wanting someone to take your hand
Pull you in and keep you for all eternity
But your so fragile and broken
You cant even look at their face
Much less take the hand of a stranger
Walking down the empty hallway
Finally relizeing that theres no end
And your trapped in a sea of lonliness and sorrow
Hiding behind fake smiles, such a fragile grin
Such a fragile tear that will find no end
Loathing in self pitty
Lusting for happiness once again
Take me in your arms and hold me close
Say your vows, we’ll grow old together
It’ll be just like the movies
But nothing lasts forever…
And neither do I

33174  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-08-15
Written: (7038 days ago)
Next in thread: 33182

hello everyone, im watching over [*unwanted* *unloved*]'s house so watch out! lol

32897  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-08-12
Written: (7041 days ago)

gawd this website confuses me sooo bad sum1 needs 2 help me! :(

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