From: [DeeJay™] ( tourny registration)
To: [Ł â Đ ŷ √IN Р ι п Ķ] ("Say Ok")
Sent mail 2007-07-11 04:13:37
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I _heart_ you.
You have a nice _ass?_.

You make me _smile_. :D

You should _message_me_.

Someday I will _uhm.._marry_you?_.

You + me = _the_sex!_.

If I saw you now I'd _kiss_you_.

I would build a _tent?_O.o_ just for you.

If I could sing you any song it would be _terrible_.

We could _eat_cabbages_ under the stars.

(

he's so amazingly awesome

aww i lub the jessie mae,shes the best in the woorld

Say OK" [when i hear this song, it reminds me of you...]

You are fine
You are sweet
But I'm still a bit naive with my heart
When you're close I don't breathe
I can't find the words to speak
I feel sparks
But I don't want to be into you
If you're not looking for true love
No I don't wanna start seein' you
If I can't be your only one

[Chorus]
So tell me when it's not alright
When it's not OK
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say OK? (Say OK)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK)
Say OK.

When you call I don't know if I should pick up the phone every time
I'm not like all my friends who keep calling up the boys, I'm so shy
But I don't want to be into you
If you don't treat me the right way
See I can only start seeing you
If you can make my heart feel safe (feel safe)

[Chorus]
When it's not alright
When it's not OK
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say OK? (Say OK)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK
Don't run away, don't run away)

Let me know if it's gonna be you
Boy, you've got some things to prove
Let me know that you'll keep me safe
I don't want you to run away so
Let me know that you'll call on time
Let me know that you'll help me shine
Will you wipe my tears away
Will you hold me close and say

[Chorus]
When it's not alright
When it's not OK
Will you try to make me feel better
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say OK? (Say OK)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK)
Say OK
(Don't run away, don't run away)
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK, don't run away)
Will you say OK
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK)

dedicated to jessie mae!

My god, it feels like it's been years since i have written something in my diary. Well all i can say is, currently i'm not facing much sort of depression. Good thing,right? well anyway i just want to let myself know that i am doing okay and i need to keep telling myself that so that i can continue to be in my spirit.

*sighs* i'm so stressed..that i could just ugh..fucking just ...

*blinks* okay, so my sister and her husband go on vacation and she leaves her daughter with me. Her husband comes back w/o my sister, she's been missing this whole week and i'm so freakin frightened and have no clue how to figure this out. My family knows and they are very pissed. So he goes back out there to find her and i havent heard from him since 2 days ago. I'm scared.

[This song is really touching, a friend told me to listen to it and i really love it; it's by Brooke Hogan]
For A Moment"

Lately I've been thinking about the ups & downs
We've been through together and how we almost lost our ground
We held on long enough to see all the good out weigh the bad
And I'm thankful, so grateful for everything we have
But for a moment I thought I lost everything
For a moment I forgot about our memories
Then I woke up and I realized how much you mean to me
For a moment I thought I lost you and me

My first love, my first kiss I shared both of them with you
From the first time we locked eyes I knew you and I would be the truth
But since then you've lied to me and I've lied to you
But we made up and I'm thankful so grateful
For everything we have
So beautiful that's what we are
I'm your sky and your my star
All the trials that we've been through
Only made us who we are today

But for a moment I thought I lost everything
For a moment I thought forgot about our memories
Then I woke up and I realized how much you mean to me
For a moment I thought I lost you and me

Your connected to everything and everybody that matters to me
Your the center all my charm without I wouldn't be
I thought I lost my best friend
My perfect world came to an end
But it was just a dream that felt like reality

But for a moment I thought I lost everything
I thought I lost my baby
I forgot about our memories
Then I opened my eyes
Then I woke up and I realized how much you mean to me
For a moment I thought I lost you and me
I thought I lost you and me

What kind of person do you think i am?
What are your true thoughts of me?

Answer these

Listening to your heart; Finding out Who you Are. All it takes is silence, and the silence will tell all.

My first poem, kind of crappy,but hey i tried
Don't let her bleed,
she lays in deep turmoil
she thought she had it all
Wondering thoughts continued
to disrupt her every move
No one did she have to turn
to when she was dying inside
She wanted help, she needed it
but there was no one.
She ran and ran to find someone
called out their name, she saw them there
farther away.
Yet again they became farther
and farther
away.

These are my messenger info (if you don't tell me who you are when you message me,chances are i'll prob ignore you, you MUST be on my friends list on Elfpack for me to talk to you *smile*:

AIM: RomaticlyBroken2
Yahoo: ForbiddenRomantic
MSN: AForbiddenRomantic@hotmail

i miss him so much, and i dont understand why he seems to not least warn me he won't be able to come see me. *sighs* i'm lonely w/o him...

Girl: hey baby i want to show you....
Boy: ( cutting her off ) ugh i'm so mad
Girl: why? whats wrong ?
Boy: ugh everything
Girl: explain baby
Boy: just lost a championship game,
parents flipped out on me for no reason,
and im catching a cold
Girl: well hey there will always be other games,
you know ill take care of you when your sick,
what your parents flip about ?
Boy: they are making me pay them for a car repair
Girl: is it alot of money
Boy: no it just sucks
Boy: but hey i dont feel well im going to go lay down
Boy: bye
Girl: wait i want to give you some...
Boy: cant it wait til tommorow ?
Girl: yeah sure
Girl: bye
Boy: bye




2 hours later a friend of hers asks her to go for a drive ...she goes.....


her friend swerved to avoid a truck....hitting a tree instead


her friend was killed instantly....shes in critical condition




This is the conversation between her sister and her boyfriend


Sister: omg ( crying )
Boy: what? whats wrong ?
Sister: my sister...your gf was involved in a major car wreck
Boy: is she ok ? ?????
Sister: shes in critical condition
Boy: i'll be there in 10 minutes




He shows up to the hospital room ...standing outside the door
going over the last conversation in his mind over and over as he
heard the machines beep and beep and breathing tubes pump




Boy: she wanted to give me something or tell me something
Girls mom: yeah this...


it was an envelope smelling like she did sealed with a kiss in lipstick


he opened it.....


it said ..... your everything to me....i love you with everything i am
and everything i have...i want to spend the rest of my life with you


sealed in it was a ripped movie ticket from the first movie they went to


and the first picture they took together


he kissed the picture as a tear fell from his face onto the picture


it looked as if in the picture she was crying


then the machines flatlined....3 minutes later she was pronounced dead