ok, i feel bad because i totally messed with my friend's bf..-sighs- damn i should stop drinking...

From: [DeeJay™] ( tourny registration)
To: [Ł â Đ ŷ √IN Р ι п Ķ] ("Say Ok")
Sent mail 2007-07-11 04:13:37
Never read before
 
I _heart_ you.
You have a nice _ass?_.

You make me _smile_. :D

You should _message_me_.

Someday I will _uhm.._marry_you?_.

You + me = _the_sex!_.

If I saw you now I'd _kiss_you_.

I would build a _tent?_O.o_ just for you.

If I could sing you any song it would be _terrible_.

We could _eat_cabbages_ under the stars.

(

he's so amazingly awesome

aww i lub the jessie mae,shes the best in the woorld

Say OK" [when i hear this song, it reminds me of you...]

You are fine
You are sweet
But I'm still a bit naive with my heart
When you're close I don't breathe
I can't find the words to speak
I feel sparks
But I don't want to be into you
If you're not looking for true love
No I don't wanna start seein' you
If I can't be your only one

[Chorus]
So tell me when it's not alright
When it's not OK
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say OK? (Say OK)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK)
Say OK.

When you call I don't know if I should pick up the phone every time
I'm not like all my friends who keep calling up the boys, I'm so shy
But I don't want to be into you
If you don't treat me the right way
See I can only start seeing you
If you can make my heart feel safe (feel safe)

[Chorus]
When it's not alright
When it's not OK
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say OK? (Say OK)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK
Don't run away, don't run away)

Let me know if it's gonna be you
Boy, you've got some things to prove
Let me know that you'll keep me safe
I don't want you to run away so
Let me know that you'll call on time
Let me know that you'll help me shine
Will you wipe my tears away
Will you hold me close and say

[Chorus]
When it's not alright
When it's not OK
Will you try to make me feel better
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say OK? (Say OK)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK)
Say OK
(Don't run away, don't run away)
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK, don't run away)
Will you say OK
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK)

dedicated to jessie mae!

My god, it feels like it's been years since i have written something in my diary. Well all i can say is, currently i'm not facing much sort of depression. Good thing,right? well anyway i just want to let myself know that i am doing okay and i need to keep telling myself that so that i can continue to be in my spirit.