Okay,so this is my 1st entry like ever. Um,well i'm just going to talk out of my mind and say things,it might be random but i can't put in order the things that are on my mind.
my sister is pregnant and is due later this month, i think on the 29th,lol,oh well. her husband however,kind of doesn't get the point that i'm not "into" him,he's fuckin married,eww,and to my sister? hello? dude your married now,and with a baby,wake up! i'm not your mistress.
also, i've been going on dates n stuff with my friends,well only 3 of them. trying to see what i want,and yes i've had sex with all 3,but my point is that,i only like one of them and thats the dude named nathyniel. i just call him "nat". um so anyways, he's kind of awesome and i really like him,but knowing me i like to be single. i dont want to be tied down,but its between Nat and my Ex,dustin [chevyman],yes you baby. [the thing is that,he broke up with me because he wanted to see if i actually loved him,i dont know if anyone else agree's,but um what the fuck,dude? you gotta break up with someone just to see if their "in-love" with you? um,no i'll never understand that]. i don't have a heart to waste of dumping me and shit.but on the other hand,he's an awesome guy,i just don't want to trust it for a while.

AND THATS MY RANT FOR TODAY.bye kids.