ummm mom found out about me and probly in troulble,hope krystin don't say it over.i love her and it gonna relly coast us on talking

ummm good and bad,me and my cousent are fighting agine,fuck he pisses me off.we rarly ever fight but we never fought like this.we never relly was mad at each other.this sucks.fuck he acts like he knows everything and to go behind my back,with out asking me and doing shit pisses me off.it could cause trouble between not just between me and him but other people too.he stupid.he stupid cuase he a follower too.follows his freinds and now he all fucked up in school.he thinks he cool.dumb ass fuck head.stupid,stupid ,stupid.

well i got help and it relly helping

i never felt that normal feeling in along time.it been a while.like 3 months stright.i was breaking me apart.now thatn i feel normal it feel like i'm fucking high

high on life i guess but it feels good

well my horscope siad my life will get better on the 29 and yester day everything in my life felt better and me and krystin back togther so its all good

ex's are some lil hoes and bitchs.there cool at heart the people i once knew but seems like there diffent,like they lost all morale of life.i know i didn't go out with them for who they are now.i like the older person inside them.they got nothing i see that is cool.wonder what got into them or is it just me.have i changed.is it me to blam.is it me to wonder.is it me to say how things like myself will devolope.i chose my own paths but they just wondered off into the woods.i'll try to see whats up.i can see something.only my soul can see what changed.i can see just by looking twice.if nothing wronge w/them then its me who change.have my heart turned to something else.has it transformed to a diffent person.

well i had a lond relaxed weekend.great weekend!!!had some troble w/some peopl in cutbank.it was a lil diffacult.i'll get over it soon enough.it be hard but i did it once befor.ent like it was that hard.mybe at first.i know if i did it with the person i'm with right now it be way way more harder.i guess shit happens.i did it in friendly way.how hard and why does it hurt.it only lil pitty shit doe.no biggy.i'll servive.i don't need that kind of shit enyways.its all good.

wierd,somthing taking me over

well to day finalls but i couldn't relly care less because ent goning on my transscript.thats why i'm on ep right now

fuck she mad at me agine,fuck,fuck.she has no reason to be mad.i didn't do enything.went and checked her out at her house while her family was there.we didn't do nothing but chill.i headed out after her mom got home.fuck we didn't do shit.yeah i know she called me up for what she wanted but i keep it on the down low with her.i didn't cheat on that gurl.yeah,i sruged away.yeah i avoided everthing that had to do with me and her.man i wouldn't mess around that gurl enymore,my cousent and ex and my homeboy had her after i did.she just gross now.she to nasty.i wouldn't fuck with her.man my gurl has no reason to be mad i was just being honest.she told me that justina did shit so i told her that i went to check out an old friend.man i wouldn't fuck with that slut.by the way i wasn't in the mood so i headed out on her.i just felt guilty so i told my gurl. i need to if not then i would of felt guilty.i just wish my gurl wouldn't get mad.i love her to much to cheat on her.i would go crazy with out her.i miss all the time even as i right this entry.i gwet to talk to her tonight.if i could give her the world then i would

well this gurl is making it hard for me.she relly needs to chill.i'll stop what she wants me to stop.enything for her.it not healthy doe

umm fuck it

everything is good

me and kristin is great

thats all that matters

just the other day we was getting married but today we alreadt devorced and we not even married yet.it could of been great.its over now.justina gots her now.the end

dam i miss k??????
i love her and want everything with her

i need to stay away from every body tell monday that cause me stree so this weekend i'm gonna go do what i want to do.i'm going to see old friens and old cusents and no worry about enything that what i need.i'm gonna go live life.yeah sounds great.

me and krystin fight alot but i'll call her monday night.i think if i call her today we will break up.well she pisses me off and i piss her off.what could i say.were diffent and on some things we don't agree

my mom might just die:(who knows
'

i think she will be ok

there alot of stuff that happened i can't even begin to startummmm..... first of all krystin came down foom WA we hung out.i feel in love with her more then ever it was a amazing weekend.we got closer then ever and my feeling for her get sronger everyday.man i love that girl so much she has no idea what so ever.she left on a trian back home man i miss her.we had fun at my cuz house.i had alot of fun even doe if we didn't talk all we did was kiss.its all cool.i couldn't get enough of her.she set me crazy.we had more then regular phical contact then we usally do.it a good.i loved it so much and i could see she did too

ummm krystin went with justina last night oh well i'm gone.thats what justina want s then she got it.bye

yesterday i was walking over to albetsons and i saw kim throw the window.i just had to go see her.i hates me:(she did want to talk to me she didn't want look at me.i know i hurt her but i feel relly bad for what i did if i could change what i did i would.she relly does deserves better.she a vary spical person to me and i still love her.i love her a lot i just wish i could tell her.i pushed her away because i know i loved her.kim will always stay in my heart.it hurts me to hurt her.she siad i was in the past and she didn't think about me anymore but i know and she know that she still loves me if she didn't she we would of been all cool.i deserved every seconde of what she siad to me.just when i thought i didn't love her enymore i walk in and i relize that i still love the girl.not for her looks but for her spirt and mind.she awlsome.i love krystin alot and would never break up with her for kim but i still love kim and i know if i wouldn't of messed up we would of been happy.i love krystin and that how it goes and nothing couyld make me happyer then krystin,yeah we have our fight but no matter what i still love her.i feel warm around krystin and j'vohn.i also feel a diffent warm feeling around kim.i love j'vohn so much i relly do believe he got powers.he cute.back to the point me and kim i try to make things right but i just can't.nothing never works out.kim will be leaving in febuary.i'm sad she will be gone for 6 months.well she gave me a hug and evert thing was better a lil a least it made me feel better enyways.

well my freind is ok she can't never drink agine or she will die.well krystin came down today from washonton.ummm

my day is not going good at all :(