[Matt's Baby Girl]'s diary

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Written about Friday 2005-10-21
Written: (6733 days ago)
Next in thread: 39613

things r gtting soooo bad! last night my dad hit me b-cause i came out 2 eat dinner. he started screaming at me saying i was fat i didnt need or deserve food. so im starving right bout now. i wnt 2 my room and grabbed my blade and made a line frm my wrist 2 my elbow and just sat thr watching the blood run down my arm. the pain kinda cancelled out how sad and mad i was soo it was gr8 but now im screwed cause cps is gonna wanna inspect my body 4 the bruises my dad left and whn they c what i did their gonna lock me up again and increase my meds which i havnt been takeing b/c my dad poured them down the sink! maybe i can avoid the padded rm by telling thm that?

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Written about Thursday 2005-10-13
Written: (6741 days ago)
Next in thread: 38621, 38634

2day is the worst day of my life my dad beat the hell out of me n the CAR last nigh n the car and thn he finished when we got home and i came 2 scool 2day w/a big ass bruise on my face and on my back and on my arms and my frnd christena decided she couldnt take it any more and she wasnt gonna let him do that so she took me 2 the office and we reported it and the CPS is gonna come and talk 2 me n a bit and im gonna ask em if i evn have 2 go home 2day or if i can go gt some of my stuff and go stay with a frnd b/c now that i finally reported it hes gonna b pissed at me and im tired of takin a beating!

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Written about Wednesday 2005-10-12
Written: (6742 days ago)

i have the biggest crush on this guy jack evn though he used me.:( i dnt know what 2 do. this is like whn i was w/matt. he used me and abused me and treated me like a door matt and i stayed w/him through it all! the BIG problem i stll love him and i dnt want 2!!!!!!!!! i dnt wanna hurt ne more! im tired of guys walking all ovr me! i dnt know what 2 do about jack b/c he gts what he wants then acts like i dnt exist until he wants something else frm me and i love his attention so much i go w/it! how pathetic am i?

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Written about Tuesday 2005-10-11
Written: (6743 days ago)

i dont know what 2 do my world is falling down around me and i cant controll any thing. i dont know how much longer i can go on! i need some1 2 pull me back but evry1 has abandoned me!!!

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