Ok, i'm gettin sick of my parents laughing n making jokes at how i dress n how i'm so different....i
I can't even tell the guy i really like that i like him......how pathetic am i? I wana tell him but i can't, i hav the strangest feeling that he likes me back, but i'm to scared......da
Winter formal is coming up...hopeing to ask him.........
sincerely,
Without a heart (that's how i feel)
P.S. ...i think i'm going to get accepted into a Summer Music Collage in New York for the summer......wo
*bangs head on desk continueously* i'm fine leave me alone!!!! *half hour later still banging head on desk* leave me alone i'm not fucking dead yet!!!!! jeez!!!!!! *2 hours later with a huge bruise on her head* fine i giv up T.T i'll switch to a sledge hammer now!....JK
damnit..... stupid school bus ruined everything, i was so close to tellin the person i really like that i liked him but then...the bus took off V.V DAMNIT, now i don't get to see him till school starts back up in January!!!! *cry* n our classes r changing once school starts again.....
grr......TRACY IMA GONA KILL U! LOL i cant believe u told aric that i like his brother andrew!...whic
sigh...... I hav no courage to ask out the guy that i really like that mite really like me back.....! DAMN! GRRRRRRRRRR! I'M SO MAD AT MYSELF >.< *cry* i really like him, n two of my friends r against him........DAM
how should i explain my day? boring, lame, and all of the above!!! i can't wait till tonight! no parents!!!! b/c i'm going to my friend ally's play at the church!!!
WHEEE fun fun fun christmas concert at the high skool!!!! really fun!!!! i didn't mess up!...AT ALL w00t!!
WHEEE fun fun fun christmas concert at the high skool!!!! really fun!!!! i didn't mess up!...AT ALL w00t!!
WHEEE fun fun fun christmas concert at the high skool!!!! really fun!!!! i didn't mess up!...AT ALL w00t!!
WHEEE fun fun fun christmas concert at the high skool!!!! really fun!!!! i didn't mess up!...AT ALL w00t!!
WHEEE fun fun fun christmas concert at the high skool!!!! really fun!!!! i didn't mess up!...AT ALL w00t!!
Sigh, finally i'm almost ungrounded, i get my computer back till the report card time ONLY on the weekends! T.T but at least i get to talk on msn finally it's been like 4 months at the most!
I ALSO GOT MY CHRISTMAS PRESTENT/BIRTH
psst....FOAMY lol @ dani
Sigh, finally i'm almost ungrounded, i get my computer back till the report card time ONLY on the weekends! T.T but at least i get to talk on msn finally it's been like 4 months at the most!
I ALSO GOT MY CHRISTMAS PRESTENT/BIRTH
psst....FOAMY lol @ dani
grounded grounded GROUNDED STILL! it's sux...I'm grounded from everything!;_; i wana cry!!! My life sux! T.T All my mom does is yell at me! just like she is now!!!
wheee updates UPDATES! O.O which reminds me i gotta update msn when i get my computer back >.<!!!!
*gasp* I failed my bio test ;_; *weep weep* it was so easy. Ms. Tighe is just out to get me! OUT TO GET ME U HEAR! LOL!
If i'm realy really nice to my mom she'll let me go to The Crib this week yay!!! but...it's hard to b nice to her T.T she yells too much!
BYE
wow...still grounded, but i'm bringin my grades up! ha! sry Fletcher that i got a better grade than u on a math paper, yeah i know it's impossible :P!!!! woot woot!
The Crib was not as fun as usual not many ppl came that sunday!! ;_; *cry cry* heh that guy in the brown t-shirt didn't show up....THANK YOU GOD!
Psst and u know that pic of Trent Ford in my profile??? I drew him in anime form ^-^ w00t, it kinda bad but oh well!
well.....BYE~!
blah blah blah yadda yadda, i'm still grounded, i got moved up to the front seat in health class "yippee T.T"
Ok i admit it, I "USE" TO LIKE ANDREW ABEL lol idc! >.< but i know he likes me too, lol@ally & Meggy w00t w00t, i really wonder who that guy in the brown T-shirt was, he wouldn't stop bugging me!!!!!
Grr still grounded, i got grounded for even longer! *cry cry* ohhh well T.T i'll just continue to use the skools computer instead! :P
*gasp* i heard that gerard way was gay NOOO not true! can't b! *dies* lol oh well i'll update stupid profile thingy later at home...once i get ungrounded!!!! >.< w00t go me go me go me!!! sigh.........*
blah blah blah bored bored bored boring weekend had to clean the WHOLE fuckn house just to get my comp. back, what a waste it's sooo boring this weekend, i wish there was a party to go to!!!!!