[Paradox-]'s diary

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Written about Saturday 2006-02-04
Written: (4856 days ago)
Next in thread: 53480

Todays not the best of days. i don't know why but i feel bad.

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Written about Friday 2006-01-27
Written: (4864 days ago)

Love can be a real bitch, but once you get it you don't want to let go.

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Written about Sunday 2006-01-22
Written: (4870 days ago)

"I never look towards the future...It comes soon enough"
"Remember the past, Live in the present, And ignore the future for it does not exist...There is only now."
"The future cannot be seen for it does not exist, It does not exist for anything that changes so many time by our choices would totally be destroyed."

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Written about Sunday 2006-01-15
Written: (4877 days ago)
Next in thread: 50427

...My heart...is being ripped out again...she loves me...but I am not good enough for her. I got into another fight today...foolishly trying to prove to myself...I can't stop...fighting is the only thing i can to...I love her...I broke my leg...i have a long slash across my chest..these are the prices I must pay for my stpidity..but I cannot stop...I will not stop untill I find true happiness...will I ever?

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Written about Saturday 2006-01-14
Written: (4878 days ago)
Next in thread: 50186, 50362

i hate meyself. i am not as i should be. jess wants to break up untill i bring my grades up so that i can talk with her everyday. why am i so stupid? why cant i bring my grades up? i have to. i will.

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Written about Friday 2006-01-06
Written: (4886 days ago)
Next in thread: 49232

I have NEVER felt so sad....so ANGRY....I'm so angry I could just....I want to do something, I HAVE...to do something...I can't let this go on. I won't let it...I will do something even if it kills me...

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Written about Saturday 2005-12-24
Written: (4899 days ago)

i love you jess with all my heart and being, i will never betray you never lie to you never make you feel bad. i will forever be there to help you or hold you when ever you need me. just please dont leave me. i love you and i forever will

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Written about Friday 2005-12-23
Written: (4900 days ago)

me:im sad
friends:why?
me:cause the girl i love lives away from me
friends:so
me:so what?
friend:love know no distance
me:thanks
friend:anytime

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