Todays not the best of days. i don't know why but i feel bad.
Love can be a real bitch, but once you get it you don't want to let go.
"I never look towards the future...It comes soon enough"
"Remember the past, Live in the present, And ignore the future for it does not exist...There is only now."
"The future cannot be seen for it does not exist, It does not exist for anything that changes so many time by our choices would totally be destroyed."
...My heart...is being ripped out again...she loves me...but I am not good enough for her. I got into another fight today...foolis
i hate meyself. i am not as i should be. jess wants to break up untill i bring my grades up so that i can talk with her everyday. why am i so stupid? why cant i bring my grades up? i have to. i will.
I have NEVER felt so sad....so ANGRY....I'm so angry I could just....I want to do something, I HAVE...to do something...I can't let this go on. I won't let it...I will do something even if it kills me...
i love you jess with all my heart and being, i will never betray you never lie to you never make you feel bad. i will forever be there to help you or hold you when ever you need me. just please dont leave me. i love you and i forever will
me:cause the girl i love lives away from me
friend:love know no distance