.I made a stupid mistake I dint mean to fuck stuff up like this I wish id done what he did i dont wanna go back to more shit like that i lost some of the best people i knew for one mistake now everythigns alright for you and they want me to stay out of there lives i didnt want this to happen if i could turn back the time i would i swear i would id take all of it myself please dont leave me this way.

Sometimes you know you push me so hard
I don't know how I feel
You almost make me doubt I feel at all

It's not as though I always listen
But there's just so much I don't hear
Maybe I'll never be what you want
I know that all you're asking for
Is a little place in my heart
But I don't find it easy to give

Maybe I get a little selfish sometimes
Why shouldn't I?
I used to say I love you
But would it make a difference this time?

And who am I to tell you that I would never let you down
That no-one else could love you half as much as I do now
And who am I to tell you I'll always catch you when you fall
Well I, I wouldn't be myself at all
I wouldn't be myself at all, at all.

I always find a reason why I didn't put you first
It's not that complicated I know
I really hate it when you shake your head like this ain't gonna work
Maybe you'll never reap what you sow

I didn't want to do what everybody does
And hide the truth to find we never knew a thing about love
Cos this is real life, real love
And knowing what it comes down too
It just might be enough

[...My Head Is Spinning Round, I Dont Know What To Do, When I Pass Out, I Dream A Little Dream Of You...]

.So pinch me I must be dreaming
My life has lost all its meaning
But i like the way I'm feeling now.