Eh,freindship is overrated.Too many times have I been dumped by freinds.Everytime I get close,they leave...So I'm not really a social person...at least not in real life.I've never really enjoyed freindship I feel like I might as well not get close to anyone because I will loose them anyway...and closeness just makes the loss harder.Sorry to sound emo...just getting my thoughts out... *sigh*

OKay,I'm good, bye *leaves*

Eh,freindship is overrated.Too many times have I been dumped by freinds.Everytime I get close,they leave...So I'm not really a social person...at least not in real life.I've never really enjoyed freindship I feel like I might as well not get close to anyone because I will loose them anyway...and closeness just makes the loss harder.Sorry to sound emo...just getting my thoughts out... *sigh*

OKay,I'm good, bye *leaves*

Today I was reflecting on my life and I relized, I have never had a 'true' freind.Every freind that I have had has ditched me.I know it sounds pathetic but I cannot really figure out why.It could be because I have never stayed in a school for more than two years (but a true freind shouldnt care,right?) it could be because i'm not "poupular". Maybe its because they don't want to be seen with me or maybe it my fault. Am i crule? Am a self centered, bull headed, or too depresed?
I know this diary entry make it seems like all those things but thats because its a diary.If anybody would like to help me answer these questions please do, but all I ask is dont answer it based on this diary.

Thanks for reading, Katrina.