It has been WAY too damn long since I've updated this fucker! Good god. That last entry really bummed me out. To think, I thought I was in love then. I know now that I wasn't.
I know this because now I really AM in love. With Matthew. Matt is the most amazing thing to ever happen to me. He makes me feel complete. I've never been truly happy until now. I have no complaints in my life right now.
Except that I can't move out until next summer lol.
Well, personally, I'm bored, so I thought I'd update this old thing with what the hell goes on in my life. I have a boyfriend, his name is Caleb, and I love him to death. I'm sad though becuz he leaves for college friday.
I'm playing volleyball this year, but don't know a damn thing about what's going on this year for our fucked up season. The Athletic Director WAS our coach, and let em tell ya, he was a major dick. So, we get our new coach on Monday, and I find out either tuesday or Wednesday whether or not I'm Varsity. I swear to god, if I don't fuckin make Varsity, I'm going to burn down the damn school.
I realized today that I need new friends. Well, at least, I need to get rid of a few of the ones I have. My friend Danielle is being a total bitch. She thinks she's better than me at EVERYTHING. Well, for the record, she's not. She's snappy and bossy, and nobody needs a friend like that. Other than that, I'm ok with my friends right now.
So, my mom has been out of state, takin care of Gramma for two months. She just got back Friday. Yay! That's good, I feel like I've never been closer to her in my whole life! And now that she's back, I can talk to her about anything!
K, well, I will add more later if I feel like it......
-Sami
WHEEEEEEEEEEEE