Making me suffer more each time
Feeling beyond the pain
There is no longer happiness
Sorrow is all that remains

Closing my eyes tightly
Trying to forget my fears
Losing my self control completely
Getting tired of all the tears

Falling into the hole of darkness
Giving up totally on life
Letting the pain take over
Not seeing the point to try

The hurt is no longer a phase
Even though it cuts so deep
But instead of holding on
This time I'll let it bleed

Just thinking about what I was doing today and all of a sadden it hit me
I don't know what I’m doing with my life
Why do I try? After every thing in this life is going so wrong I don’t have much to say
I do but I don’t know I just think every thing is getting to me
There is some I do care for and some one I do love but I don’t know
Sylena is the only person I told and I don’t know what to do she is gone for like 3-4 week and I need help from her… SIGH why can’t I just make up my mind on this I really want it but I don’t know 

Thinkin

thinkin about what do i do after i get hurt and know one can feel all the
pain i feel
*sigh* all i know is that every thing is fallin apart and i don't know what to say
all i want is the a true love, a ture friend, a ture reson to live

WHY


WHY DO I HAVE TO FEEL LIKE THIS, HOW COME I CAN'T DO ANYTHING REIGHT
WHY DO I HAVE TO FUCK UP SO MUCH
WHY CAN I LET YOU GO

R.I.P LIL JAMES PIKE ST MOURNS 4 YA...& R.I.P.MIKE ORTEGA

..... ALL I SEE IS ONE MORE OF MY FRIENDS DEAD AND NOW IT'S JUST TIME TO MOREN AND ALL I CAN DO IS SAY R.I.P MY HOMEI MUCH LOVE

About the Byakugan...


The Hyuuga clan were one of the founding noble families of Leaf village. The clan itself is said to be the ancestors of the Uchiha clan who possess the bloodline of the Sharingan eye. Each clan member possess the "Byakugan" or "White Eye." When the "Byakugan" is activated, the clan member gains an extra-sensory perception, which gives them penetrating sight and telescopic vision. This allows them to see the internal chakra circulation system in other beings. This vision also grants the member a near 360° view of their surroundings. The higher the skill of the clan member, the further the distance from which they can sense incoming attacks. Unfortunately the vision does have a weakness, a small blindspot that extends outwards from their upper back.


The clan uses this ability in conjunction with their own chakra creating the Juuken (gentle fist) fighting style. By focusing the chakra to their finger tips, they can press the tenketsu or chakra pressure points of their opponents body. When the finger nears the tenketsu the chakra is forced out, collasping the targetted tenketsu for a period of time. The tenketsu serve as the connectors and exit points for the chakra pathways. So when they are stopped by the Hyuuga clan member, the ninja greatly loses his or her ability to utilize their chakra for jutsu.


These great powers lead to internal strife within the family. Because the eye grants such a unique and powerful ability, the clan became possessive and over-protective of it. Seeing only the main family as worthy users and inheritors of the eye, the heads of the clan began to place restrictions on those branch family members not in power. What resulted were two Hyuuga lines, the powerful main family who would represent the line, and the branch family who were directed to protect the main family and bear the cursed seal.


The cursed seal is placed on the foreheads of branch family members. It serves as a means to protect the secrets of the Hyuuga Byakugan eye. If the branch family member was to ever betray the main family or be killed in battle, the seal would be activated to destroy the body's secrets. Thus forcing the branch family to further bow to the will of the main family.


History:
Hyuuga Hinata is the heir to the main family of the Hyuuga Clan. When she turned three years old her cousin Neji had a cursed seal placed on his forehead. After the seal was placed upon Neji, he grew to resent the main family for that and for what he saw was the unjustified killing of his father by the main family. Neji directed his hatred for the main family against his cousin Hinata. In the third round preliminary matches of the Chuunin Exam, Hinata and Neji were matched against each other. Utilizing the Hyuuga Clan's gentle fist style, Neji and Hinata began to trade blows. Neji's level of skill utilizing the Byakugan bloodline ability outmatched Hinata's and she became injured.


Thinking back to how she had seen Naruto refuse to give up, Hinata tried to become a stronger willed person and leave some of her timidness behind. Saying she wouldn't go back on her words and give up, Hinata began to trade blows with Neji again. Though Neji continued to injure Hinata, she refused to give up. This angered Neji to the point where he was going to strike a killing blow against her. Before he could do so, the Jounin masters watching the match jumped in to stop him. Hinata then collapsed due to the internal injuries she was suffering. Medical attendants took Hinata away but from that point on she was a changed person.


Before the start of the third test of the Chuunin Exam, Hinata had gone to the Genin survival training area. While there Naruto also showed up much to her surprise. Naruto told her he was experiencing some doubts about his abilities. Hinata took the opportunity to tell Naruto to not doubt himself. She let him know she was inspired by his determination and sees herself as more assertive and self-assured than she has been in the past. Hearing her reassuring words, Naruto felt better about his chances and told Hinata to come see his match where he would beat Neji. Then Naruto told Hinata that he thought Hinata was a dark and timid person, but he said he was wrong. Naruto then told her something that stunned and flattered her, he liked people like her. Blushing, Hinata could only stand in shocked surprise as the boy she liked expressed feelings for liking people of her type.


As the years passed, Hinata began to further push her limits and abilities and attained the rank of Chuunin. When Naruto finally returned to the village, she was embarrassed and stunned. Though she had grown in a lot of ways, her bashful crush on Naruto remained.

ther is so much pain in this life and some time's people can't take it and i just hope that i will have my love,
that's all i will need and that's all i wont is that spacl some one

so i'v been so happy for a sometime now and now that i have my band working it's going to be good and now a lot of good thing's are going good for mecuz it use to be shity with my life but now i foud someone that care's for you no who you are

it's been ok for my but it's going to fast and skool is going to end soon and my family is just suck's but then i brok up with my gf and now i'm happy ha ha ha ha ha

i made new friends and it was good