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Miles Yonally Rest in pice
" I'm going to miss you so much, your a good friend and a good man i hope
your family will be ok"

to the Frinds of Miles Davis Yonally
" I know it's hard to lose a good guy and i'm going to miss him as much as all of you so if you need to talk i'm here and if you want to you can call me "

I don't know i feel so i don't know alone at time's but yet some people say they love me and i don't believe sometimes
and i'm sorry i can't be Perfect and i know i'm not and i really just wish i was good to every one that needy me and i don't know i'm just sick of being so alone at time and i really ahhh i don't know i'm not going to be leveeing Elfpack i'm not doing that but i'm not going to go super Emo and all so don't worry ok 

Why do you do the things you do
Why do you have to kill me from the inside
All this pain that you’ve given to me

Why can’t it just go away and never come back
Why do I feel so bad and why do thing’s hurt me this bad… all I want is to be happy for once In my life, I can’t take this much pain any more.

All I need is one more thing to push me of the clef of misery and I don’t want it any more. I just want to fallow my hart and hope it will go fine and if the pain comes back it will be my final act

Why must you hurt me so
Why can’t I just let you go
And forget every thing you’ve caused me
The pain and hart brake

I don’t need this misery you’ve caused me O pleas help me I can’t let you go

Why must I love you so?
Why can’t I let you go?

Making me suffer more each time
Feeling beyond the pain
There is no longer happiness
Sorrow is all that remains

Closing my eyes tightly
Trying to forget my fears
Losing my self control completely
Getting tired of all the tears

Falling into the hole of darkness
Giving up totally on life
Letting the pain take over
Not seeing the point to try

The hurt is no longer a phase
Even though it cuts so deep
But instead of holding on
This time I'll let it bleed

Just thinking about what I was doing today and all of a sadden it hit me
I don't know what I’m doing with my life
Why do I try? After every thing in this life is going so wrong I don’t have much to say
I do but I don’t know I just think every thing is getting to me
There is some I do care for and some one I do love but I don’t know
Sylena is the only person I told and I don’t know what to do she is gone for like 3-4 week and I need help from her… SIGH why can’t I just make up my mind on this I really want it but I don’t know 

Thinkin

thinkin about what do i do after i get hurt and know one can feel all the
pain i feel
*sigh* all i know is that every thing is fallin apart and i don't know what to say
all i want is the a true love, a ture friend, a ture reson to live

WHY


WHY DO I HAVE TO FEEL LIKE THIS, HOW COME I CAN'T DO ANYTHING REIGHT
WHY DO I HAVE TO FUCK UP SO MUCH
WHY CAN I LET YOU GO

R.I.P LIL JAMES PIKE ST MOURNS 4 YA...& R.I.P.MIKE ORTEGA

..... ALL I SEE IS ONE MORE OF MY FRIENDS DEAD AND NOW IT'S JUST TIME TO MOREN AND ALL I CAN DO IS SAY R.I.P MY HOMEI MUCH LOVE